It's been 10 days since they killed my wife and my daughter, I'm so sorry I didn't want it, wasn't me, I miss them so much.

Why, Am i like that, I feel so alone so badly, I'm afraid of hurting others and hurting myself, I don't know what to do anymore.

Should I tell the policeman that it was me and but not me at the same time?

NO, THEY WILL LOCK ME UP FOREVER.

I don't want to be locked up, I'd not rather die but I have to pay for what my mind and my body have done...

Ahahah, when I remember the pleasant feeling of killing my wife and eating her flesh, it turns me on but I'm so sorry I didn't mean to..

If only, I would have controlled myself, I really didn't want them dead even if it was a nice feeling at the end of me I was crying I felt like I was watching a movie and there was nothing I could do to stop the plot. ..