And then I gt a completely new notification. 

I am gonna choose this during the next rest, I really need to swim right now... my lvl ups are welcome, I am, as always, closer to dying than I would like, but with a total of 6/42 hp, I sit rather good... And my Magic points are at... 30/30, I got a change in my modifiers?

So my power now comes from myself, and no longer from those treacherous fuckers on the Realm of Order? Good, now I Don't depend on them anymore, and channel it from... where?

Well... I just hope the Realm of Order will always remain in this mix, I really don't want to be connected to the Realm of Hope AND the Outer Abyss without a proper stabiliser in between... I am surprised I am not yet mutated bejond recognition... I mean, Except the scars, the rather pale skin, the fact that I became very skinny, and the slightly Violet hue of my blood... Well, that might be bad, since when can blood turn Violet? I will just ignore this for now... 

I am still a perfectly normal girl, and once I get out of here, I will 

Well... it seems those two really are interested in my actions. I guess they won't have much to pay with, but I will see...

Now I have to dive, maybe... did someone just say "Eldritch gods "? It was such a weard word, It comes from a utterly uncrompehensible language... 

It just popped up, and I don't think this makes any sense.

So I push my hands between the spiders, grasp some of them, shatter them apart while I push myself down, deeper and deeper into the hole that was this ocean, on my search for the ground, and a way to escape this nightmare. 

I have seen the Crawling depths from above, shimmering a metallic Violet.

I won't escape through the roof. If I want to survive, I will have to fight till the end, and kill whatever is lurking in the deep. 

This might be hell, but if I survive this, there will be nothing standing in my way.

OUCH. THOSE THINGS ARE GETTING AS BIG AS MY HEAD, MY OWN BABIES ARE DYING BY THE DOZENS. NO, DON'T YOU DARE DO THIS TO ME!

[A mothers plea] ,,KILL THEM AND MAKE THEM SUFFER!"

And, when before they were fighting to survive, they now were fighting to kill. I spend all my Mana on this command, seeing those small spiders organising under my wish, killing efficiently, swarming the others around them, protecting me.

They slaughter them, killing those who are not of my Brood with calculated attacks, and then the spell ends as I reach 0 MP, I really should evolve Bless as fast as possible.

I fall, the spiders are scared of what those little ones just did, and decide to not fight it any longer. They run away, and all of a sudden the system Informs me: