I hate life now.

WAIT! WAIT! Wait now. Before your mind goes to this being about a regular run of the mills stories that you would shake off as generic. Just knows that the author who writes this may not even know or distinguish that what they are writing or if it out of an odd chance is able to reach a technological advance universe is either typing or imbuing thoughts to screen. Thus making my story not be seen as a cosmic horror story.

But this is beside the points, what I’m getting at is this story, my story is that of my own universe is being transmitted as an ideal and staying away from the technical side of things... Wow, this must really seem too complicated of an intro but right now I’m nervous and don’t if this message thought would actually retains it truth and now I’m kind of nervous and kind a feel a sense of shame or is it embarrassment but……. Fuck!

Pardon my language, but I’m too scatterbrain but for good reason. Anyway I hoped or more try to get this to seem more incoherent especially since it had to be translated by person mind to page. This might be more irksome than I initially thought, especially when I realize the person who it went to might be not even typed it down. ( screwed it, I don’t care but hope that who is receiving this an actual Fatebreaker since they’re kind of badass like me and that the universe it locked onto isn’t one prior to technology).

Well anyway what should this be… a prologue? A first chapter? ….. no. A prologue proba…wait yes. So I can tell you a few things about me but spoilers since too much. Well let go with introduction.

My name now is Cass or Cassandra or my original name or is it my birth name? I’m not good with this being trans now unlike Emma. I think I’m supposed to hate it or loath ever hearing it, but it more complicated to me. It not that I like or hate it, I only hated it when other refer to me it. Yet I feel some obligation towards it, that why when or if I do decide to have kids, I just gives it to them. Anyway it was Nigel. I was born in 1999 in the American union, specifically in Teslatown, Gaia.  My family consist of my mom, dad, an older sister name Ali, and an older brother name Arheart. I went to Lionsgate's University in 2019 for dual majoring in Advance Biomechanics, Dimensional science, and Mechanical engineering. Before you say anything I know, it too little especially since Dimensional science is more of a theoretical class. Well what else is there, umm oh yeah the world was currently at war then.