Mai pondered how Samuel could be so confident of himself as she watched him take down his fly. How was it that he remained unmoved by the threat of Jun? If their sports prowess was any indication, Jun was not only taller and significantly more athletic than him, but he also had a lot more friends. Having been his friend for more than ten years, Mai was aware of all this. Samuel, from what she could tell of him, was not even close to being her boyfriend's match. Well... in all but one department, at least.
‘Could he be some random martial art freak that I’ve heard stories about? No! I just don’t see it. Especially since he’s quite fat, isn’t he? But then what gives him the confidence to jeer at what I said?’ While deliberating over Samuel’s ignorance which she was beginning to think was arrogance, Samuel, who had by now unbuttoned his trousers and exposed his hardening cock in all its glory, gently placed his palm on the back of her head and drew her face in closer to him, so that his shaft was pressed up against her, with his sack propped up against her chin. Resting beside her right nostril, the aroma of the male appendage drifted into her, breaking her out of her reverie.
Finding her vision blocked by the 6” length, she pulled away with a huff, before Samuel could get off of the lewd image, making him sigh. While she was annoyed that the young adult was taking advantage of her while she was in a daze, Mai couldn’t help but feel intimidated by the cock of her assailant, before she shivered when she recalled the gallant impression she had gained of his penis from the day prior.
‘Looking at it closer, it has such an amazing presence. The veins are really weird and squishy, but I can’t help but want to suck on it… No, wait. What the fuck?’ Internally recoiling at the inner desires that attempted to goad her into sheathing Samuel’s little brother within her facial orifice by her own volition, she looked back at his groin once more with a profound look, before her confusions all but vanished.
‘Ah, fuck it! Just as long as it can make me feel the way it did yesterday, honestly… I’d do anything.’ Only taking a moment to stare at Samuel’s tool, her free hand finally moved to touch the wriggling veins on the surface of his penis. Trailing her fingers along the spongy vessels, she watched as his penis twitched in anticipation, causing an imperceptible smile to grow upon her once-disgusted visage.
Seeing as Mai had had enough of a chance to explore his erect organ, Samuel finally decided to prompt her into action.
“Now suck it. You’ve enjoyed staring at it long enough.” Slightly embarrassed that she’d been caught examining his rod, but then remembering that she bullied him by day, she snorted before taking his bulbous head into her warm mouth.
Her supple tongue caressed the underside of his head, as her hands moved up to Samuel’s exposed thighs, where she stabilised herself. Looking up at Samuel as her feral tongue did a once-over around his girth, Samuel noticed the contemptuous look in her eyes as though asking him if he was finally happy.
‘So her attitude is back, huh? Hm, I wonder… If she thinks she’s an asexual, then what of her lust right now?’
[Mai Matsushita]
[Obedience: 30]
[Favourability: 5]
[Lust: 7]
‘Thought so. It seems yesterday her lust was only artificially raised by my potions. Otherwise, her lust would’ve been a lot higher with the way she’s so smugly smiling at me right now. Or at least, I think it would… Unless she really hates what she’s doing.’
Much to the girl’s chagrin, Samuel rocked his hips forward such that she had to look back down to allow for his length, which was uncomfortably propped against the roof of her mouth, to have some room, and to tone down the fullness she felt in her mouth, which threatened to make her gag.
While sliding her head back to give herself some breathing room, she noticed the growing scowl on Samuel’s face from the corner of her vision, and briskly pushed herself back down his length so that the unruly adult wouldn’t thrust back in again.
Having noticed his faux facial expressions made an impact, Samuel internally applauded at the girl’s observation skills- a skill that had probably been cultivated from playing badminton competitively in the second year, and which was now being put to use to improve her blowjob ability.
Watching as Mai bobbed her head up and down his cock with gusto, with strings of saliva connecting her chin to his groin, he couldn’t believe that the girl herself wasn’t into what she was doing, according to the lust-mater. Her desires were apparently being kept in check by something, as Samuel observed no fluctuation beyond the initial ‘7’ for a while now.
Theorising that there may be an actual medical or psychological problem because Samuel refused to believe someone could be asexual naturally when his limited understanding of human biology taught him that the body was made to reproduce and propagate the human race for its continued survival as a species, he decided to check if her lust would increase upon a sudden stimulation to her private parts.
Mai finally released her vacuum hold on Samuel’s little brother when she felt his playful fingers begin to encircle her full breasts. She could feel his large hands inching their way closer and closer to the peaks, before they pinched the limp, deflated nubs on the mounds, causing Mai to wince.
‘Huh…? Huh? Why doesn’t this feel good? What’s wrong? It’s just like usual today. Why? Why?!’ Slightly panicking at the fact that she wasn’t getting aroused even when Samuel was the one to touch her, she absentmindedly gripped the shaft in front of her slightly harder.
“-ai. Mai!” Suddenly a shout brought her out of her confused thoughts, and she looked up to find the source of the sound. When her gaze landed upon Samuel, the young woman found his face looking all funny, as though he was constipated.
“Let go of my dick, please.” When her listless gaze wandered down and noticed her vice grip around his girth, she hurriedly let go, inducing the relaxation of Samuel’s tensed muscles. He didn’t know why she’d zoned out when he began touching her, but he knew it wasn’t out of disgust or even horniness. It seemed as though she was in deep thought. He didn’t arbitrarily remove her hands from his cock though, as he was worried she might end up ripping it out of its base.
“For fuck’s sake. If you’re going to give me a handjob, do it properly.” Samuel instructed, causing Mai to forego her own worry and bring her hands back up to his still-erect shaft. She wrapped her both hands one above the other, before rubbing up and down the dry surface where her mouth had touched clumsily.
“Lube it up with your spit.” Generating the serous liquids within her mouth, she leaned over and poured the fluids onto the crown of his shaft, and cupped it from below with her hands so it wouldn’t run off.
“Yeah, just like that.” At his praise, she began moving her bunched hands up and down, while noticing the pre-cum flowing out of the tip.
“Now stroke it faster. Yes, like that.”
“Good.” Submissively following his instructions to the T, as though in atonement for the earlier blunder, Mai had her hands wrapped around his throbbing member oozing pre-cum, which she unrepentantly robbed to make her strokes glide easier while looking up at his satisfied face.
“A-Am I doing it right?” She asked, not wanting to cause injury to the rod that had pleasured her for the first time the day before, earning her blackmailer’s ire in the process.
“Why are you asking that? Don’t you know what you’re doing? Hm… Were you perhaps a virgin until yesterday?” Samuel smirked as he asked, which caused her eyes to widen from being discovered.
“N-no! I-I have sex with Jun every day. Yes! Rough sex. Everyday. Not like a virgin, loser like you!” She stammered out, while forcing out an insult through her gritted teeth, which she herself could confirm was, in fact, false.
“Oh? Is that so?” While smirking as though he was confident of his assumption, making Mai slightly nervous, she continued to run her palms along the hard surface, trying to squeeze out the hot fluids from within while bringing his attention away from the matter.
“So… Why did you let me cum in you yesterday?” Samuel asked out of the blue. The soft female hands on his cock felt really good, but he hadn’t yet lost his rationale and so chose to sate the curiosity within him.
“Well, if I’m fucking Jun then I’m obviously on the pill. Duh.” Finally finding grounds for her earlier rebuttal, she proudly claimed to be on a contraceptive. Samuel was quite surprised when he heard that since she sounded genuine whilst saying so.
‘How can she be a virgin and yet be on a contraceptive pill? Is that even allowed? She might take it as some sort of precautionary measure, maybe. Hm… Could that be the reason for her lack of lust?’
After a short exchange of questions and answers while the amateurish handjob continued, Samuel had managed to gauge from the girl that her mother had put her on birth control ever since finding out she’d got into a relationship with Jun. Knowing that, under the right circumstances and atmosphere, which was most of the time two teens were alone together anyway, the young adults may randomly have the urge to get it on, her mother had preemptively begun her on the pill.
‘Hm… So her mother is either a strong, independent woman who had a bad experience with teen pregnancy in the past or Mai is from a nuclear family with both parents present and responsible.’ Samuel guessed at Mai’s family structure with the newfound understanding of her mother but ultimately put aside the thought as he felt the burning desire to ejaculate growing within his loins.
Whatever her home circumstances, it certainly didn’t justify her behaviour towards his high school self.
He slowly buckled his hips, stroking back and forth within her hands, leading Mai to realise he was close.
“Eek!” Suddenly, a hot rope of cum shot out of his tip with force and landed right across her forehead and nose. Then, a second and third stream flew out and landed on her cheeks and parted lips, before his cock began to soften in her hands.
“You didn’t say you’d cum on my face! Urrh.” She shouted at him as the gooey concoction dribbled down her cheeks and into her mouth, making him smirk.
‘She complains way too much when she isn’t horny.’
“Why would I need to tell you when I cum, brat? It was always going to end up on or in you anyway.” She scowled at Samuel covertly as she wiped at the semen on her face, but to her dismay, the male had seen the grimace.
“You still have the energy to make faces, huh? Then why don’t you lap up the semen in your hands like a good little dog?” Samuel returned the sneer. Appearing extremely flustered by Samuel’s order, she pleaded with him not to but Samuel wouldn’t budge. When the girl didn’t want to follow through, he held the blackmail evidence against her like a noose around her neck.
[Obedience +5]
The idea of drinking his semen when her brain wasn’t in an enamoured state was extremely mortifying. She wasn't sure how she'd managed to do it the previous afternoon, but as she looked down at the milky white mixture in her hands, she couldn't help but feel queasy. This had been produced inside Samuel’s body, and now he was forcing her to consume it.
Samuel watched as she timidly licked at the pool of semen in her hand before she realised the taste wasn’t as horrible as she once thought. Deciding to quickly drink the broth, she poured the rest into her mouth and swallowed it.
“Show me you’ve finished it.” At his order, Mai obediently opened her mouth which was devoid of semen.
“Good girl. That’s it for today.” As Samuel zipped up his pants and made to stand up, he heard Mai asking him a question in what he recognised as a forlorn tone, making him smile internally at a decision well-done.
“Is that it? Don’t you want to do more?” She asked.
“More? Not when you can’t even give a proper blowjob, no. Why should I bother to make you feel good when you have trouble doing the same for me?” Leaving behind such a vague statement, Mai seethed at Samuel’s shamelessness. He had obviously ejaculated, that too all over her face, and yet he had the gall to say he hadn’t felt good.
‘Ugh! I hate that guy!’
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considering the talk they had i'm surprised MC didn't ask about her relationship with her father.
make me wonder if MC will go s*x therapy route or sociopath route with his conquests. (can't call any of them even close to lovers yet, and i dare say not even s*x friends.)
Depends on the conquest. Romance is also a tag… and I don’t mean the ‘oh my you d*ck me down so good I love you forever and unquestionably’ route. Hopefully something nice to contrast some other, less savoury but more interesting (?), developments.
A wise man has bountiful experiences, and Samuel will be full of wisdom (hopefully?) by the time this story ends.
@K71Extra
i hear ya, but i wonder about the morality of this MC atm. he's already a rapist of two different women. and often times enacting bad experiences on others does not make a person wiser unless they seek some sort of atonement or go full sociopath.
hell look at the MC of [redo of the healer], dude went full vengeance is justice that most certainly took on some sociopathic traits, but for medieval justice reasons due to everything wrong in that world. but interestingly enough he actually treated and cherished those who treated him good with kindness, and to those irredeemable either brainwashed (sorta akin to IRL historical criminal enslaving) or killed them.
then look at male lead in this manga.
https://mangadex.org/title/4a24ed36-4933-4eaa-a904-d7cf700a032c/the-heroine-has-despaired
dude shows his true colors as being an entitled POS and most certainly with just plain evil sociopathic tendencies.
lastly look at the MC of [vinland saga]. dude was evil killing left and right at the behest of his target due to a misbegotten sense of honor. then later redeems himself after realizing how much wrong he's done in his quest for vengeance. later on adopting something similar to buddist monk philosophy
taken to the extreme where he demands the settlers to disarm themselves if they wish to join him in pioneering. which historically leads to their demise.
now i'm not bringing up these series for a reason like 'i want this MC to be this or that' per say. i just am curious about his direction due to his pretty f*cked morality atm. he wrongs people but doesn't commit to wronging them. so i'm wondering if he'll be going all the way down the evil rabbit hole or go though some sort of redemption later on.
@loshi1505 It's an interesting perspective on the MC I'm trying to create! So I thank you for questioning me because it helps me to get my thoughts on this topic straights
Now… How I envision MC thus far, is a desperate man in several senses of the word: starved of attention, sexual experiences and love.
When it comes to his morality, this story doesn't plan to go down the evil route (but that's not completely off the table). Right now, he's what one could consider a normal person with lowered inhibitions because of the spectacular nature of his regression and the fact that he feels empowered by the system. (i.e sense of power corrupts morality). But his sense of morality will become more grounded by his women, his experiences, and the future beatdowns and Ws he attains because my end result is to make him a masculine male who embodies… manly (?) values (protect and provide etc). These sort of changes require character growths on his part which I'm working towards.
When it comes to your point about not committing to 'wronging' others, I'll take the neighbour as the example because Mai is still going through the process of being wronged. He can sympathise with his neighbour like a normal person would (and probably should) and yet he r ped her, and then resolves to help her too. Why? Because I imagine he feels guilty in his conscience but he's tasted the fruits and he cannot let go. It's his way of trying to atone… he's certainly not perfect: consider how a real, responsible man would've responded. That's the values that'll change in him over the course of the story.
Anyways, while I've tried to justify his moral compass, don't get me wrong, I'm not going to make him a saint. He'll lie, cheat, steal and step on the corpses of others (no Wuxia/xianxia apolgies for the metaphor) to rise to the pinnacle.
Along the way he'll meet some women, make trustworthy guy friends, and have a shitload of children… why do I feel like I'm writing a synopsis here?
A whole load of waffle later, there'll be no annoying 'redemption' arc per se, but I can guarantee character growth and reflections on his actions post-regression. Trust in me the author!!
Edit: I have to clarify the understanding of what a responsible masculine man is in this story and my comment specifically is slightly skewed. But then again, if most males had the potential to attain as much power as Samuel, I doubt many would live the lives they do currently.
@K71Extra
first off definitely consider adding it or a revised version of it to your synopsis!
secondly i'd suggest deciding between him having a redemption arc, or eventually going full evil. reason being is if he doesn't have a full blow redemption arc it 'should' lead into him taking the sociopath approach. him taking for granted he can wrong anyone as long as he makes up for it (by his own standards), without actually seeking forgiveness from those he has 'wrongfully' wronged. so considering you're plan is to make him family oriented to some extent by late story, ya kinda only got two choices there. either one is fine by me really.
@K71Extra A lot of children. Hopefully it happens in the story to give another aspect for him to develop, and not just an epilogue thing.