I… wasted a chapter. I didn’t mean to!
I was sick!
Not right in the head!
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I… after … the time before the last attempt.
I was getting sick. Every second I felt like vomiting.
My throat was tearing itself apart. My eyes even dried out from all the tears..s.
Why is this happening????!!
WHy TO Me!?!
I didn’t do anything wrong….?????
If I did, PLEASE LET ME FIX IT!
I can’t die.
I have so much to live for.
My family.
My friends.
My dream!
I wanted to become a game developer!
I had no skills in it! But after I made my money through my job as a carpenter, I wanted to explore that field! Even if that happens in ten or even twenty years' time!
I do want to have my family devastated! They don't deserve to have their hearts hurt!
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