My feet tried to flee but I could not move, I was nailed down, I tried to pull the sword out with my other arm with I was not able to do it, it was lodged in deep 

After he got closed enough he pressed his foot on my shoulder and the proceeded to pull his sword out from my bicep 

“Aaahhh” I hit his foot his foot with my free arm as I struggled in excruciating pain

It hurt and he did it slowly making sure it did so 

After he fully pulled it out, he brought it to my neck

“Look at me” he commanded

I looked straight at him there was fear in me yes realising that these were my last moments but so was anger, at the man about to end my life 

I closed my eyes and waited for the cold steel to come

I waited 

And waited some more but it didn't, but instead i felt his foot left my shoulder

I opened my eyes again but he wasn't there I quickly pulled out the dagger from my palm it was really lodged in there, but managed I get it out with some effort

I held the dagger with my uninjured arm and looked around; I waited, half expecting a surprise attack but he really was not there

He was gone 

He was gone and I was alive

I fell down on my knee’s

Eyes watering feeling like I could finally breath

My body was in pain but my chest felt ten times lighter and mind it felt relived like a boulder had been lifted from it

I didn't know why he let me go but couldn't careless all that was in my mind right now was the fact that I was still breathing 

I slowly got up my body was really beaten up but I wanted to get out of her as quick as I could, I didn’t want to stay here longer then needed, I had this fear almost like if stayed here for too long he would come back

I was in bad shape, bleeding all over, mostly from my left arm and I think I had a few broken bones but somehow, I managed to make it back home

I had just open my door but as soon as I tried  to take mh first step in, I collapsed, it looked like I had hit my limit

My head stated to feel lighter as my vision started to dim

“Cain” I could hear a faint voice

“Oh my God, Cain can you hear, hang in there I’m calling an ambulance” I could barely hear her like she was far away

“No, no ambulance” I said with the last bit of strength I had before fully blacking out

I awoke with a jolt

I looked around in panic but it was ok, I was back at my apartment and on my couch, but I didn’t have my clothes on and was only covered with a blanket

“Ah” I tried to get up but it hurt

“Don’t try to get” suddenly Clara appeared out from behind she was carrying a bowl of water in her hand, she set in down on the table and started to wipe the blood off me looks like she had treated to my wounds

“I did what I could but I think you should see someone” she said as she was wrapping up my wounds in silence 

“Clara we, no I need to talk to you” I said brraking the silence and pulling her attention from my wounds, after what happened to Joshua and what Deathstroke had said about hurting the people close to me I had started to rethink a lot of things

"I’m not a good person Clara  what I do is not, what I mean to say is I don’t know if us or whatever we are becoming is a good idea because both of you will only be in danger around me” because of me Joshua was already suffering and I couldn't let her go through that because of me 

“What is good” she said after finishing to tie up my wounds

“huh” I let out a confused sound, it wasn’t the answer I was expecting

“You helped me when I needed it and when Alice went missing you didn’t even hesitate to go look for her” I didn’t know how to answer

“I know everyone has reasons for the things that they do and I might not know yours but one thing I do know for a fact is that even if you are not a good person, I am sure that you are not a bad one either”

We stared at each other as she finished talked, I stared at her graceful face with high cheekbones and her expressive and mesmerizing eyes

And I watched as she slowly leaned in

And kissed me on my lips

It was sweet and soft just like the last time, just like I remember it

“And as for the danger it will always be there even without us together” she said as she let go

After she said that this time I was the one who moved in and locked our lips

Her sweet taste covered my mouth and filled up my mind it was intoxicating, I couldn’t get enough of her lips

We only parted when we were out of breath and panting

She climbed over me and started taking off her clothes but I couldn't stare at her beautiful body for too long as our mouths were soon locked together again

We hugged each other strongly as I started go down her neck and kiss her nape and shoulders, I tasted her sweet skin as she moaned

I had gone through a lot today and had almost died so I had a lot of pent-up stress that had to be vented

I got rid of my blanket, throwing away the last piece of cloth that was separating us

We savoured each other’s taste and fragrance as our bodies melted together in each other’s company

The room was filled with our moans as we explored each other and slowly the pain in my started to get replaced with tingling sensation

And as we joined together our minds went blank filled with only one thing, pleasure

Our bodies took the reings from there as we started to move on instinct 

We went on for hours in as we tried to keep up with the cravings of our bodies

Only stopping once both of us were exhausted and satisfied

Deni

Sorry but I'm not too good at smut like with lot of things, I tried but my first draft was more like an info dump which even I got bored writing so I scraped that off and rewrote a shorter one instead, I'll try again next time, maybe