Man, what did I get myself into?
I grabbed that book, slipped inside and it CONSUMED ME.
I need to fulfill my duties from the book, otherwise, my psyche won't take it.
To summarize, I lived some else's life. I followed the plot to the best of my abilities, and I get killed anyway. I've tried it a few times already, but it happens right before the end.
However, something was waiting for me, outside the book.