Is abnormality Sickness? or is it a normal that is rejected by the mass majority?

A healthy plant will always have smooth leaves since young, and an ugly plant will always have spots even in its seeds.

If a black cat has crossed your path, the path is bound to lead to misfortune.

Early signs of a evil-doer is the easiest to spot.

The mind of a child is a blank white canvas full of wet ink and transparency.
If the painter's seat is left empty, what kind of picture will be painted on this canvas?

Collection of short day-to-day thoughts and occurrences, written from the perspective of an 'Abnormal' Child.

Follow him as he reasons out the ins and outs of human society. And expands from the small world that he himself bounds his entire life around.

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In most novels I've read so far, there are often people of this kind erected as the love interest. And they are not explored. Don't you want to know how it feels to be on the other end of the love interest treatment?

I ask for the readers to be patient with the protagonist. His actions may seem unreasonable and cringe, he is very small in age, and as he has an abnormal way of thinking, he may seem hatable.

The protagonist of this story has a very pessimistic and sadistic nature. Sometimes possessive.
I want the readers to see him grow up and deal with his abnormalities.
Please try to sympathize with him even a little.

Updates will be random. 3 Chapters minimum each update.
Currently, this is the writer's complete self-indulgence. I wanted to explore the mind of a childhood part of life and what would have happened if it got the chance to develop more severely.