Evelyn finally figured it out. Her last secret. It took her over a month, and constantly chasing her own tail, but now she had her answer.

"I see." Evelyn's eyes narrowed briefly, but now she understood. It wasn't a tragedy, like Eva who had been betrayed by her own family, and those closest to her. The shadow in her heart was that she had given away the gift of her virginity to a simple one night stand under the influence of alcohol.

"Are you mad at me?" Roberta asked. She bit her bottom lip, and sipped at the tea they drank every day.

"Silly question. How old were you?" Evelyn asked.

"Seventeen." Roberta said quietly. Her mother had been horrified when she admitted it. Her mother was a religious nutcase, and controlled her daughter's life to an extent that those things normally couldn't happen. This time, it was a party of known individuals who had a good reputation. It should have been fine, but alcohol and stupid showed up, and the party became wild. Reputations were ruined, including her own.

"And you are how old now?" Evelyn asked. Roberta frowned slightly.

"Almost twenty four." Roberta replied, but didn't understand. She should have, but was still young, and unable to discern the truth of the matter.

"That is over six years before you met me. You came to me without your virginity, and it was not a requirement to board with me." Evelyn said firmly. She rolled her eyes. "Of all the hang ups to have, to ruin your enjoyment of sex for all time, because of the first time? You silly girl." Roberta blushed and pouted a bit.

"So mean." She whispered softly.

"Deal with it, my dear Roberta." Evelyn said, and growled softly. "Tonight, you are going to learn the pleasures of sex. Both ways. No matter how long it takes, I am going to find the buttons that turn that crank of yours." Roberta covered her mouth and snorted as she laughed.

"Evie! So naughty!" Roberta said. Evelyn smiled gently.

A nickname. She had never had a nickname before. Tandy had used her full name so she would feel grown up. Rachel had used her full name because it wouldn't be proper to submit to someone named 'Evie'. Her other lovers looked up to her. Even Eva had this respect for her that prevented her from being so personal, in spite of how much she loved her.

Roberta had crawled into her bed on the second night, but without using a drug to encourage it. It took about two weeks to loosen her up enough to eat properly. But it had only been three months since she first came in her door, and Evelyn wanted to have this lovely young woman model for her.

Evelyn still had to control herself, because they were not at their peak yet.

But soon, she would model for her, and be her sculpture forever.

* * *

"You are so stubborn, little lady." Evelyn said above her. Roberta blushed, but leaned in and licked her folds. Evelyn smiled gently. "We are in our own bedroom. We do not need a bed to enjoy each other, nor any of the supposed conventions of the world around us. Sex for the sake of sex has no meaning. Sex between lovers who are devoted to each other, mm, can anything taste better?" Roberta blushed, but continued to lick Evelyn's crevice.

Roberta was originally unwilling when Evelyn told her to kneel, but once she did, and had Evelyn stand above her, she grew aroused. What started slow, with her inability to forget her mother's words about sex being between a married couple, and only in the marriage bed, quickly turned heated.

Roberta murmured as she licked and lapped at her lips, and button. She delved her tongue as deep as she could go, which made Evelyn moan, and almost stumble.

How could Evelyn forget that this girl knew her trigger, and knew how to reach it? Evelyn reached for the back of her head with one hand, and the bed with the other.

"Make me eat my words, Roberta? You always know how to make me blow." Roberta grinned, but continued to lick firmly, and delved several more times. With her tongue sweeping her button relentlessly, Evelyn couldn't help it.

Roberta could see her starting to go forward. She reached up, grabbed Evelyn by the hips, and twisted to her right. Evelyn flopped onto the middle of the bed, and Roberta had a better angle to properly please her.

Evelyn's hips rocked, her belly flexed madly, and she cried out as she climaxed hard. Evelyn smiled serenely.

"Do you see it, Roberta?" She asked weakly. "Do you see how good it can be even without the restrictions?" Evelyn whispered, unwilling to ruin the mood. Roberta climbed up onto the bed.

"Yeah." Roberta said at her ear. She nuzzled in to her neck, and softly sucked on her ear. Evelyn murmured, as she did like her ear nibbled on.

"Your mother knows the truth, love." Evelyn said. "Sex was never restricted to a bed. It was restricted to a private area for the couple, so that the act was dignified. Your mother's way doesn't have to be yours." Roberta blushed.

"How can my way be hers? I fell in love with a woman." She laid her head on Evelyn's shoulder, while Evelyn's gaze sharpened just a little.

Almost. While she feels deeply for me, I can not say that I feel that deeply about her. It would be unfair to preserve her beauty for others, and not myself too.

"Then it is time to show me, love." Evelyn said. "Show me that you believe it. Let me love you, and see."

* * *

Evelyn woke up a few hours later, and frowned. She looked around the room and saw Roberta on the soft armchair she kept in the room. She was curled up, asleep, and not wearing anything.

"Silly girl." Evelyn said softly.  Roberta could please her, but her hangups still haunted her, and ruined her ability to enjoy sex properly.  Evelyn stood up, walked over, and lifted her gently from the chair, and set her in the bed. Roberta opened her eyes as the bed touched her skin.

"Did you think I would kick you out of bed because I could not do what I said I would?" Evelyn snorted. "I could never erase a long held belief from your heart in only a single night." She leaned down and kissed her. Roberta started to cry.

"I thought..." She could not continue, mostly because Evelyn wouldn't let her. She kept kissing her young lover until she started to murmur.

"Silly little fool." Evelyn said when she lifted her lips. "Did I tell you to go back to your own bed?" Roberta shook her head. Evelyn gently licked a tear from her cheek.

"Do I seem so soft that I would allow pity to keep you here? Do I seem so petty to kick you out of bed because you have a hang up?" Evelyn rolled her eyes. "I'm just going to have to keep trying." Roberta sniffed, though she had stopped crying.

"I was so worried." Roberta said quietly. "Eva holds such a strong position in your heart, I thought I would never be able to enter it." Evelyn chuckled, and lightly tapped her nose.

"My dear...no, my beloved Roberta. Tandy was my first lover, and I was head over heels in love with her." She smiled gently down at Roberta. "Tandy took me as her lover before I even grew fur." Roberta looked shocked.

"Don't be so shocked. You have to understand something about human history. We weren't always so uptight, and puritan." Evelyn said quietly. "The Greeks once had boys as lovers. Families married their daughters to young men almost before they had their first period." She sighed.

"My beautiful Tandy did lure me, and groom me to be hers, but she also protected me jealously. She didn't take me as hers right away, but when she did, I was hers." Evelyn said. These were her fondest memories, as she was now telling the truth to the first person ever.

"When my family ignored me, she fed me. When they stopped giving me clothes and shoes, she bought them, and made sure I had clothes to keep me warm. When my blankets were too thin and torn, she bought new ones." She smiled gently as she spoke about Tandy.

"When she took me from them, my parents who neglected me for years, decided to blackmail her. She had them beaten and warned. Her next warning would be a lethal one, and the only reason it wasn't this time was because they were my parents." Evelyn laid her face on Roberta's ample chest.

"I lived here with her. I learned about loving an older woman, and making love to her. I found out about my artistic side with her in charge of my studies." Evelyn sighed. "I was not allowed to skip my schooling. I had to learn, and excel in all my subjects. I needed to be able to handle numbers and business." She smiled fondly.

"Why?" Roberta asked.

"Because my beloved Tandy was rich. The shop you go to for clothes?" Evelyn said. Roberta nodded. "A shop I inherited. The new clothes shop I send you to for underwear and other essentials?"

"Yours too?" Roberta asked in shock.

"Yep." Evelyn grinned. "I didn't want you to know because your opinion would change. Anyway, when I reached fifteen, and excelled in my studies and my art, I painted her. That is my prized painting downstairs." Roberta's mouth fell open.

"That was her? She was quite lovely, and muscular." Roberta said. Evelyn grinned.

"She was the one who taught me about fitness too. Taught me how to fight against a man, and not like a woman, but a fighter. Weight classes matter when you fight fair, but if you don't care about fairness, a smaller fighter can fuck someone up." Evelyn laughed when Roberta's mouth closed with a snap and she started to laugh.

"You never swear!" Roberta said. Evelyn smiled.

"I never need to." Evelyn smiled gently. "But do you see yet? Tandy was my first love, she died before her age took her from me, and I was in love with her so deep, I couldn't breathe when away from her. Rachel was my second love of my life, and she left when our relationship reached its peak." Evelyn gently kissed her on the lips.

"Eva was a love of my life. Rachel was someone I was in love with, but she left on her own. Tandy died. I loved all those women, and had plenty of room in my heart for each one." Evelyn kissed her again, but time with more intensity.

"I have more than enough room for you."