You hated yourself 50% and Your Love hate you another 50%
Now that's 100% congratulation ,that's good because that what school teaches you, another place that hate you and your parents but we will leave that for another time you probably know how useless you are already
You hate yourself and your love hates you just a little less and you think that's good enough, It isn't
You love them so you change to become more like them but they hated themselves now they hate you, they leave 
You got yourself a love that not like you because you hate yourself, you leave, seem you don't love anyone 
Looks like Your Love just thought up something better to say in the last argument you all just had before, so now they are trying to argue again to say it              
Leave Your Love now!
But you wouldn't leave, you love punishing yourself.