Darkness falls across the land,
Painting over day with night.
My mind often copies the path of the sun,
There are times when I am bright as the Midday sun.
And others when I am dark as the deepest night.

Deep darkness has infinite patience.
The war against it never ends.
I am ever fighting against it,
or embracing it.

I cry for a while.
I sleep for a while.
I play for a while.

Feelings change,
time passes.
Darkness falls,
The sun rises.
Nothing is constant,
except change.

Maybe someday I shall change into something good.
Maybe someday I shall find another reason to live besides hope for the future.

Some find things to die for. I search for something to live for. Life is hard.