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A gift upon the world.
Or is it?
Madness.

How many meanings can one follow?
How many interpretations are available?
How much meaning can be lost in confusion?
How much truth is hidden in excess?

Do we, or do we not, follow the madman?
Do we even know?
Perhaps it is we who are mad,
he who is sane.
Does the madness know?
Does it speak?
Perhaps it is silently ineffable.
Can it be found?
Yes.
Can it be lost?
I do not know.
Perhaps it can be conquered,
or controlled,
There is no way to tell, when one is mad or not.
To know oneself, is impossible.
To know others, equally so.

The model can never be perfect.
Especially when the model is part of the system being modeled.

I still don't understand what I'm trying to make.
Only that it does not yet exist in my mind.
How can I make a model of something I do not yet know?