Hello! Estelia here! It’s a big day~! It’s a big day! Second day of the fest! And you know what day it is! A time where everyone can freely have fun and tour around the festival, a time where your attention won’t get divided to official events! That’s right, this was the time to spend the festival with someone you like!
“Life could be dream~ Life could dream~ Do-roo-do-do, sh-boom… Hmm Hmmm~”
I was walking down the hallway with prancing steps with my servants behind me when I quietly sang that particular song. Just the first line, I sang the rest in my head. That just slipped by because of a little excitement. Finally doing something new in life!
“Excited, princess?”
I turned my head to look at Vernon who asked that question.
“Why wouldn’t I be? I have been waiting for this time with Lucious.”
I smiled. That’s right, the time of the date, it was today! A lot of discussion took place with my family while thinking of how to handle this day with Lucious. But after some compromising and a little of my convincing, everything turned out well than initially thought.
“Good for you princess, it is important to experience the wonders of youth as you are still young.”
“Really? Yes, I suppose you’re right.” I nodded, agreeing with him.
A true youthful experience! What people around my age tends to do. I have watched plenty of movies that goes through it, I watched mostly action movies by the way, so not much experience. That being said, young adult movies or series were not that great to watch…
There may be a few wholesome ones, I guess. But mostly those that star young protagonists don’t sit well with me. What’s up with people writers going straight and go into sex? Where’s the wholesomeness? All people seem to care about were getting laid. Bleeeh, it disgusts me! And oh gosh the shows in the later years of my life have been bad, all politics and shit. They don’t even make it subtle!
So much for escapism.
If some show tries to shove politics into my eyes and throat, get the fuck out! I want to relax, not get stressed!
There are a few that are actually pretty good, that you just enjoy that you won’t notice anything strange and anything preachy, you just get immersed. But they were so few that I might as well consider them rare treasures. I heard it was not that bad under 2020. I mean it’s not just the entertainment that changed a lot or have gotten terrible or annoying to my tastes, the society as well. Private organizations rose to power way more than in the last decade, and now they can control governments outright, there have been plenty of wars going on because of that. People notice, but what can they do? Damn, there was even one time when a nuke was close to being used, the people mattered little.
Time of dystopia is coming for sure! If it’s that bad in 2029, I can only imagine how it would be in 2050. Maybe it’s a good thing I got out of there before things got worse. I fear next thing I’ll know there’s a chip in my brain.
Rogan chuckled from behind. “I’m sure Lucious himself is anxious, so in case your nervous princess, remember that the feeling is mutual. Good luck with the date!”
“U-Um H-Hm… yes, I suppose that can be called a d-date.”
“A d-date…”
I turned with narrow eyes at the girl a little behind me, namely Mera. She cast her gaze downward without looking at anyone. She only heard about this today, and she’s been out of it since earlier.
Really. I went too far with her. What do I do with her? It would be wrong if she expected something big will happen between us. Her feelings were doomed to fail. I only intend to be her “friend” at most. I emphasized that word because it wasn’t really that genuine.
Besides, everyone around me, all of them… were outsiders…
Rogan, Vernon also…
It was different to be accompanied by those that grew the same as me, and those who didn’t. In the end, my deepest and true nature will never change…
My inner feelings say…. They are only – no, never mind, that would dampen the mood now, wouldn’t it? People may start to hate me if I speak any further.
I’ll just ignore Mera for now and focus on my joyful day. Rogan and Vernon of course noticed something was weird with Mera but they didn’t check up on her yet as they have their hands full with me.
“I would not worry you princess, but be careful of your surroundings, okay?” Rogan said. “I wouldn’t be there beside you.”
“As will I be.” Vernon added.
“Indeed, but you will still be watching over me from afar.”
A bit creepy to be honest. But nothing can be done about it. Lucious of course wouldn’t know about this, don’t have to ruin his day because of me. I can ignore the hidden guards, but I don’t think he could.
“Hard to be a princess, huh?” Rogan remarked.
It’s not hard to be a princess, but rather it’s hard to be hunted. I swear I’ll end this sooner than later.
“I just hope nothing ruins this special day…”
To be honest, I’m a bit confused about what I want today… My right brain says it wants the enemies to attack, but my left brain says it wants this day to go smoothly. Not literally the brain so metaphorically speaking.
But if something bad happens, I’m worried Lucious might die. He cannot fight after all.
We arrived at the lobby and at the same time encountered Eleden and his girlfriend, Lillie. My brows knitted a little for a moment. They were going to do the same thing I was supposed to do with Lucious.
Going incognito. Royal hiding in public as they have fun. It was supposed to be my unique moment that happened today. But nooo… these two lovebirds just have to do the same, so much for being special.
I am a bit displeased, no matter how unreasonable that may be. I am only honest with my feelings.
“My sister, you look fabulous.”
Eleden said to me with a nod.
I was wearing a laced beautiful white and red dress, and then brown boots. One of the clothes made by my tailor. Simple enough for a casual outing, but beautiful enough that it screams I’m rich! Not that I’m against it of course, I love to look good.
“I should say, Princess Estelia, your hair is so lovely. The braiding is wonderful as well, the way it shortened the length but still looked neat.”
“Um, thank you. Mera braided it; she has been a great help when handling my lengthy hair.”
“No plans to cut it then?”
“No.”
“I see. Reminds me of my little sister. She likes her hair kept long and would run whenever someone comes to cut it.”
“Is that so.”
I want to verbally say “long hair supremacy” but of course I wouldn’t.
“Then, my sister, we’ll be going first. Lucious will arrive shortly. He was being too meticulous with how he looks.”
He chuckled then grabbed the two cloaks presented by the servant and gave one to Lillie. Eleden should really stop exposing Lucious like that.
“Okay, brother… um, have fun.”
With that, with cloaks covering them, they left the lobby. Now I’m just waiting for my date… It was still ahead of schedule anyway, so there’s no problem. I’m not gonna get mad because someone’s late, okay? I’m not that type of girl. I am an understanding girl.
I sat down on the nearby chair and gracefully placed my hands on my lap. While waiting, my fingers tapped on my lap. Happens to anyone who were a bit restless or excited. It’s a bit nerve-wracking to say the least, my first time going on an actual date.
‘But Estelia you’re an assassin and you get nervous by a date?!’ Shut it! I’m still a girl through and through!
Is it wrong to feel this way…? Hmmm?!
I waited for about a minute until the one I was waiting for finally came right about time.
“I’m terribly sorry for making you wait, Estelia…”
I kindly smiled. “I don’t mind. You look good, by the way…”
He looked like a proper young gentleman. His dark blue coat and shirt under were neat without a trace of wrinkle, his trousers just appropriately fit, and black boots. His outfit fit him perfectly, stylish, and attractive. His hair was combed nicely and he looked cool. He looked even more handsome now that he prepared himself.
“Really? Thanks… And you, you look absolutely… mesmerizing.”
“U-Ehm… mm, yes…” I pulled my hair behind my ear. “A shame I would get covered by my cloak in the end.”
“There are places where no one should constantly go, you can freely remove your cloak there.”
“That’s great!”
He nodded his head and turned to face the nearby servant. “Is the carriage ready?”
“Yes, sir.”
The carriage we’ll be using was going to be a simple one so we wouldn’t stand out. Then we’ll be dropped off just outside the city. Wouldn’t be a good date if we just ride the carriage around the city streets.
I received my cloak.
“Let me help you.”
Lucious offered help, so I accepted. This was another cloak, so two cloaks for me now. I drew the hood upon my head and made sure to cover my face as much as possible, especially my precious hair. Lucious wouldn’t need to wear a cloak since no commoner knows him to begin with. He was just an assistant to the prince, and he didn’t need to go out often where the public can see him.
Besides, the common populace wouldn’t go crazy for someone who wasn’t a royal. But I guess he’ll just wear the hood to make sure.
“I’m ready.”
“Alright, we can go.”
Vernon bowed his head. “Stay safe, you two.”
Rogan smiled at me. “Have a pleasant time.”
Mera seemed to panic as she was yet to speak, and she frantically lowered her head. “H-Have f-fun.”
I nodded at them with a smile and walked out of the palace beside Lucious.
Oh wait, there was one problem.
“Um, Lucious…”
“Yes?”
“I have no money.”
“…”
His eyes widened before his cheek puffed and when he couldn’t hold it in any longer, his repressed laughter escaped. “Hahaha!”
“What’s so funny?”
“Sorry sorry. Hehehe. I just didn’t expect you would be worried about that. You don’t have to. As the man, it’s all on me. I mean, that’s how it normally goes since I asked you out.”
“Is that so…? Alright.”
Wew. Thankfully it went as I expected. Well, would be weird if I must spend when obviously I’m broke.
How could I be so poor yet so rich?
***
The carriage stopped and I got down with a hand from Lucious. We were a bit distant from the majority of the crowd and the carriage had to move around a little to avoid it being obvious that the carriage came from the palace.
I pulled my hood down as I scouted the loud and filled street. People seemed to be really having a good time, food stands on the sidewalks and people eating and chatting. Lucious particularly picked this side of the city as this area was where most activity was. Of course, where the thickest traffic was, was where there were a lot of things to do.
Lucious audibly inhaled as though nervous as he stared at the crowd of people. I turned to the carriage as it moved to the side of the road, here it will be staying until we’re done. I gazed up at the blue sky, a morning given life and brightness by the sun.
Alright, a good day to have a leisurely fun. Just a normal day!
I stepped forward.
“Lucious let’s go. I want to check that food stand!”
I excitedly pointed at the stand where there appeared to be a crowd gathering. If there’s a lot of people, it means it’s good. I am of course looking forward to the foods the festival offers, it’s one of the main attractions of every festival. What sort of festival without any special food, eh?
Lucious chuckled. “Of course, take the lead.”
I moved onward with energetic steps, letting out a little hum of a song. I slowed down when the number of people in front of me increased and I stayed close to Lucious. Shortly, we arrived at the food stand, I stood on tiptoe as I took a peek from the people’s shoulders.
From what I can see, the stand was selling fried vegetables dipped in some kind of sauce. Some vegetables were familiar of course, and I’m curious what made it different with it being fried.
The person in front of me left and I took his place.
“Woah.”
It looked delicious. They were sliced in flat circles, while some curling, reminded me of fried potatoes. All in all, the food here looked pretty interesting.
“Looks delicious, want some?” Lucious asked me.
I looked up at him and gently nodded my head. He bought one stick for each of us. It smelled good which I think is mainly because of the sauce. One should be cautious when eating street foods. But you know, screw that! I’ll eat whatever for today.
And so I did bit on the food. As expected it was delicious, the sauce truly gave it some apt sweetness, with the vegetables had a little bit of saltiness but not too much, mainly it had flavor.
No wonder a lot of people gathered here. Before I can bite more, we needed to leave the stand as more people were gathering. Standing at the side of a building, we finished consuming the food.
“Interesting that commoners are able to create such a delightful food.” Lucious said after he slowly chewed.
“Indeed… reminds me of the time Estevan had me eat some worms.”
“W-Worms?!”
“Yes, worms. Never seen it before?”
“N-No… but worms? Are they even edible? Is it delicious?” he asked hesitantly. It must be unthinkable for an aristocrat to eat something such as a worm.
“Yes, it is delicious in fact. However, I will not be eating those again.”
“Perhaps it’s for the best.”
“Do you go out to the city often, Lucious?”
We were childhood friends, but when he started to really work for Eleden, we didn’t get to be in touch much as before. So I wonder if he often went out to the city for a variety of reasons. But in my recollection, Eleden never goes out much as Estevan unless for official business. Still, Lucious could be going around places when he’s free.
“Not really. For sightseeing and scouting sometimes, yes. But for casual visits and such, no.”
“Even during festivals?”
“Festivals are times when it’s usually the busiest. My time to take a look at the festival is scarcely limited. Plus, it is lonely to go out when you have no one else to be with.”
“What about Eleden?”
“Well, he is royalty. It is hard to bring him around.”
“I suppose. Which reminds me, I wonder where the two of them now.”
“Eleden and Lady Lillie? Should not be far from us. We might encounter them by luck later on.”
This could have been a double date, but what’s the fun in that?
When we finished eating the food, we threw the wooden stick at the nearby wooden trash box. We went around places. Taking a look at what people were selling, from souvenirs to craftings and carvings. Most of the products were wooden as expected.
That being said, the craftsmanship was exquisite. I’m still impressed at how people were able to do all of that detail manually. Lucious asked me if I want to buy some, but I denied him. Not really my style to keep stuff. And I don’t want to be carrying things on my date!
Walking further into the crowded district, we encountered a small open area where a group of musicians were playing music with a crowd. Drums, windpipe, and stringed instruments played beautifully, along with them were the classy vocals.
People danced to the music; smiles filled their faces. Their dance was something I was familiar with, it was taught to me in my etiquette lesson once, one that was only tackled a little as it was only simple. The men and women on the dance floor laughed heartily and joyfully, some looking for partners as they dance, while some brought their true partners with them.
One of the singers walked to crowd while singing and pulled a couple into the dance floor. They were embarrassed at first but shortly danced with the others. It was particularly not a romantic song; it was a song about companionship. The instrumentals were so catchy that one might be urged to dance.
I liked it. I smiled at the scene in front of me. I could truly feel the joyous atmosphere. Suddenly, one female singer noticed us and immediately walked over to us. I noticed it a little too late as I was enjoying the scene and would be embarrassing to walk out now.
She grabbed my hand and Lucious’s. I turned to look at Lucious with wide eyes, surprised that this was happening. Without waiting for a reaction, the woman pulled us into the front.
Lucious and I ended up facing each other, I looked up at him with a concerned smile.
He lightly scratched his cheek. “Hehehe…” he quietly chuckled, his cheeks red. “So, what are we going to do?”
He looked quite cute when he was hesitant and embarrassed. He wanted to dance but was hesitating because I may not like doing it. I smiled sweetly and held out my hand to him, waiting for him to receive it.
He stared at it and smiled, but the corner of his lips was shaking a little. He gently took hold of my hand, and vertically raised our hands while our palms touched each other. The same we did on the other hand.
After that, we slowly let go of one hand while the remaining touching palms held their position as we stretched away and slowly made a tiny distance. As we were about to get separated, we swirled while keeping the momentum of our prior motion.
After that single swirl, we faced each other. I lifted the sides of my cloak, a curtsy, while he bowed, his hand on his chest, while the other was on his back. We waited for that little change in the music. A second later, a shift came, as if it was deliberately changed for us.
I took a step forward while making tiny stationary steps after one step, all in a timely manner with the music. The vocals were out and only the instrumentals remained. My body swayed with every step.
Mine and Lucious’s palms touched. We stared each other in the eyes as our faces got closer. We stepped to the side and switched the palms touching each other, with my free hand spread out.
Feet dancing, body swaying, we swirled and returned touching our hands. We keep our eyes on each other. Our dance was completely in sync, and it was satisfying. I never liked doing it with my dancing partner during practice.
Lucious’s gaze felt more peaceful. His touch was more pleasant. His presence was gentle. I was lost in the moment. The heavy weight in my heart lightened as all worries slowly slipped out of my mind.
My smile became involuntary.
This moment was… enjoyable.
The next part of the dance, this was the gentle part. With him holding my hand, he gently pulled me. He then gently placed a hand on my waist, while I put my hand on his shoulder. Our faces were closer than ever.
My body became a little warmer. I lowered my head.
The dance continued. Footwork silent.
Eventually, we reached the ending. We separated but keeping the palms of our hands touching each other as we slowly moved back away. After that, we bowed at each other once again.
With that, our dance came to an end. How unfair, they switched to a romantic song. I knew about it from my music lessons. They may have removed the vocals, but I still recognized that song.
The people around us applauded. I took a look around, and I was relieved that there were other people dancing with us, so we weren’t the center of attention. My hood was drawn back a little, but thankfully still hid my white hair, I pulled it in further.
Lucious suddenly grabbed my hand and brought me out of the crowd. We stopped at a corner. We stared at each other, smiling together.
“That was fun…” I quietly said.
“Indeed, it was. A little nerve-wracking though, I have not danced in front of that many people. But I still enjoyed dancing with you.”
“… Mm… It was lovely… dancing with you…”
Long hair supremacy!!!
Really. I went too far with her. What do I do with her? It would be wrong if she expected something big will happen between us. Her feelings were doomed to fail. I only intend to be her “friend” at most. I emphasized that word because it wasn’t really that genuine
if it’s true that she doesn’t like anyone romantically then anyone is doomed to fail
It was different to be accompanied by those that grew the same as me, and those who didn’t. In the end, my deepest and true nature will never change
it’s becoming less and less her nature as she integrates with her new body
Did Estelia's personality change this chapter? Not that I'm complaining or anything, I'm a firm supporter of the Estelia x Luscious ship. I just didn't expect her to be this excited for her date or to genuinely enjoy his company to this degree. Luscious certainly seemed to score some points here.
Fan theory I think her Rebirth in this world was not a Replacement but an Awaking of Past lives making her Death Metaphorical The first Life a baby so really nothing to it but few weeks months at best but the second Life an Adult Woman an Assasin that might of killed hundreds that used s*x Like a tool between her late 20s to 30s(getting long the tooth would be another reason not to forgive her failure). The third Life was 16 a sheltered bubble-headed innocent. And when she Rebooted resurrected the Oldest Strongest personality just overwhelmed the current Estelia personality but since then they have been coming back and integrating.
When Buddha Awakened all his past lives were instantly integrated and he remembered all but this is more like a Botched or forced Awakening where the strongest personality that is dominant is not the current Life.
Assassin Estelia personality is now integrating into the whole but I think all parts of her have personally decided for the Assassin to be the Dominant but they are all in their Meshing together. The Real Original Estelia personality simply Wants to identify as a Powerful Assassin Frightening more than a weak Frightened Princess.
p.s. Disagree Estelia x Luscious ship he is a guy in love with a dead woman. Even if I am right about it being all the same Soul. He deserves his innocent Princess his happy ending, He needs to move on and get the Girl that Screams being tied up seeing a Rat held over her face hoping to be rescued not the girl grabbing the rat and Dangling it over said Princess Demanding information....Hell if you did that by some miracle tie Estelia up she bite the Head off the Rat and Proceeds to seduce and kill or enslave her capture. (depending on how useful or good in bed they wear. )
On a side note Luscious is implied to be Estelia's age, But the current Estelia is ether in her mid-30s last life to 40s-50s if you add the 16 to how ever old she was. But lets say she was only 20 when she died.(unlikely as she was well trained and killing and whoring for years. (not slut shaming here, working for a nation in espionage that way consider one of the noblest things a woman or man can do but its a fact) she had dozens if not hundreds of lovers. In fact its her reaction to thinking someone might touched her in her sleep that makes me think Original teen Estelia is still alive in there. But facts are facts she got the memory of a hundred lovers and an adult mind and killed for the fun of it. And Luscious is just a teenage boy even if he does turn out to be an assassin himself sent to kill her.
Basically, she is mentally way too old for him. And she no longer the girl he loves.
Think of it this way You Find out the woman you loved for over 10 years is Dead and Someone Secretly Stole her body Transplanted Her Brain into it and Pretended to be her and date you....Stole her Life Litraly Stole her LIFE! And what if she lying what if it's reversible? What if this is just a Possession?! Or if this THING this EVIL SPIRIT an Admitted Killer Stole Her Body and forced her Soul out or ATE IT! Destroying any hope of a future afterlife! Would it matter to you that it was the spirit of your Goddess's Dead daughter? She more likely needs to kill him than date him.
Nope, this ship's name is Titanic let it sink, just let it sink Please.
I hope he gets a Happy ending. Even if he turns out to be a traitor.
Me personally I hope she winds up with one of the Demons! Estelia + Irian.
@dragondeathlord I've already guessed she was a reincarnation not a transmigration and that her various selves were merging together. There's been a few examples of this already, but it's been a slow gradual process till this chapter where the merging process seemed to jump 100 stages all at once. Also, she's definitely not too mentally old for Luscious just because she's lived multiple lives, that's not how mental aging works. If someone dies at 15, reincarnates with their memories intact and then lives to 15 again they don't gain the maturity of a 30 year old. You could repeat that process a hundred times and they'd still have the mind of a 15 year old, an abnormally experienced 15 year old wise beyond their years but still a 15 year old. Don't believe me? Just look at Estelia. What part of her current personality screams middle aged woman? If anything it seems her mind has regressed to fit her current body. We only knew assassin Estelia for a short time in this story but we know she was older and definitely seemed more mature than she is now. As for your stranger put in the body of the woman you love example, doesn't that completely contradict your earlier statement that this isn't a replacement but a merging of the Estelias? The girl he loves is still there, she's just got a few additions now. That's not necessarily a deal breaker. This chapter proved there's good compatibility between them, not just Innocent Princess Estelia but ALL of Estelia enjoyed her time with Luscious today. As for Luscious, while he hasn't seen all of her yet he's fallen in love with the parts he has seen and those parts ARE still there so he'd be a pathetic excuse for a man if he rejected her after seeing the rest. It's not like Estelia's hidden side is a monster that kicks puppies and eats live babies after killing and raping their mothers.
@AnimeFreak1982
It's not like Estelia's hidden side is a monster that kicks puppies and eats live babies after killing and raping their mothers.
She did not die at 15 but more likely mid 30s and killing people will Age a soul. A lot.
Lmaf but not at you just Ironic, Yes she kind of is. The author hinted at it with the line that she destroy cities of innocent people if it could keep her young and if their was such magic in this world she use it. But if you become a Patreon and read ahead .... LMAO let's just say wow are you, Psychic! How about thinking of killing someone's kids for fun? And telling them that you're going to do it before you kill them. And regret not doing it bc it might draw too much Attention! Yep, the Elves might not be wrong! Its Written well but yes this is more like the birth of Dread Lord Sauron than Lady Galadriel!
@dragondeathlord
No I'm not psychic and I haven't read ahead. I thought I was making a ridiculous exaggeration and half expected you to tell me off for being too extreme with my analogies but she seriously does get that bad?! Damn...it's not like I thought she'd ever be a pure heroine even if she completely merged with innocent Estelia but I was kinda hoping she'd be an anti-hero and feared she'd be an anti-villain at worst. I could deal with that but I don't know if I can handle her going pure evil. You were right, Luscious needs to start running in the opposite direction and find someone else.
@AnimeFreak1982
I kind of like the subversion of the Expectation Normally I hate it but the Author warns us in the very Title royal princess of blood. Not Exactly a Disney Name. And the Elves are scum bags but their prophecy Says she will kill almost their entire Race if not the Entire Race intentionally Premeditated Slaughter..That means the Children. Do the Adults ALL deserve it? Leaders yes maybe even most say 99.9% of the Adults. But it said nearly all as in Pregnant women and babies. Really no Justification for a hero or even an Anti-hero to do that. No, we are looking at a Dark Lord Rising. Hopefully, we get a hero or heroine maybe a Princess Bride for Luscious in the future in book 2!
I was thinking about this her goddess mom is Mercy her Farther is Justice and someone killed their baby. So what get when Mercy not only turns its back on you but wants you to suffer? And Justice Demands you suffer? I think this is the Mother Goddess Vengeance setup the moment her child died. I think the cursed were the guards that failed or betrayed her. Her Daughter's future unkillable Army And the Demons the Means to more soldiers or Perhaps more power as she releases their Evil God that Mother locked up to help the world, the world that killed her baby. Yes, this is about EPIC GODLY MOTHER'S VENGEANCE! And the ELVES and Beast Men? Well since their the Target we can make a wild guess as to which two idiot races killed the Baby Goddess! Probably had another Self forfilling vision that her blood would free the God of Evil. Seriously should Just kill the Prophet. For the Elves will suffer Justice and mercy Mercy turned away her mercy. My guess is they used some powerful magic to kill a baby goddess and fix it so she never be reborn and MOM got creative. Darkly creative! Sent her child soul to become an Assasin so she was strong enough to become a full god. my guess? Make her a Vampire by cursed(that mom created) Then upgrade her Vampire powers with the demon God of Evil Blood maybe EAT him and replace him (that mom also left behind Like a wasp leaving a paralyzed Spider for her baby to eat). Then time to Drain the Elves Blessed and filled with the Power of the Gods... And the whole "Killing entire cities for immortality" she said earlier comes to pass as foreshadowing by the Author and the world gets a new Undead Vampire Demon Goddess of Evil. And Mother Mercy gets Vengeance and Father Justice gets Justice and they get a Goddess Daughter back. Yep, that sounds like a Epic Goddess and God Vengeance Plan. Because Mercy and justice turn against you you are screwed and it's what happening. Elves killed their child now the Dead child Estelia will Eat all the Elves and their children, And Mercy and Justice regain their child a Full Goddess! Think about it. Justice and Mercy Litraly Left the world! Yes I think is safe to say Elves have made a very stupid Bad life choice!
@AnimeFreak1982 The story is not about Good and Evil but Mercy and Justice and what happens when you make both not just abandon you but actively want to see you die slowly suffering. It's about Judgment. Be sad if they killed the child because they did not want to serve a human-shaped goddess and that was the prophecy the Beast men and Elves wanted to change being forced to bow to a HUMAN! (Very lucifer) as their so proud of saying the gods blessed them and filled them with their power and now they have but they will still serve her as FOOD! And all for Pride!
Also, remember the other Sister or Brother of the murdered child of the goddess and god should still be around. The one that founded the Royal line Estelia descended from. So we will have heroes but this is the Origin of Evil.
@dragondeathlord Oh well, it's not like I hate ALL stories with evil protagonists. I am a fan of Overlord after all. Just a little surprised that I've been reading about a future Ains all this time. This can still work, let's see how it goes.
@AnimeFreak1982 Overlord is Awesome!
Well... there's no romance tag soo....
And tbh I clicked on a story called princess of blood, about an assassin reincarnated into a different world, and prophecies of her committing genocide. So I'm leaning towards anti-ship. Also Lucious kinda feels like he popped outta nowhere and I'm not really sold on him anyway.
Tbh it would be like downloading doom eternal and then halfway through it turns into a dating Sim and doom guy takes up knitting or something
@Learok I don't remember the level in Doom Eternal where the slayer merged with an innocent princess altering his personality to the point where he enjoyed basking in warm fuzzy feelings while laying in his mother's lap and enjoyed going on dates. You people act like I somehow missed all the dark themes in this story while pretending all the lighter moments and changes to Estelia's personality never happened. Somebody who doesn't know where this story is going could easily come to the conclusion that at this point in the story Estelia could go either way or find some kind of compromise with her conflicting natures and end up in some morally grey area.
@AnimeFreak1982 But that's just it there is no real conflict to compromise. Think About it logically.
You got a baby its world view not really a thing.
You got the "Good sheltered Medevil Fantasy Princess" Her View would be like kill wolfmen and evil Elves and anyone trying to harm me or my family. She was likely sheltered Narcissistic Spoiled.
Granted We got other people's accounts that she was good person but being that she was beyond reproach and sheltered we got no idea if that was true or like now just an act. She was never tested so we got no idea if she was good person or just sheltered. Its Easy to be good if you never wanted for anything and Never saw anything bad or criticized. (She like The Prince Gautama Buddha in his walled palace Garden)
Then you got an Assasin (likely CIA) Narcissistic Sychopath that wants to be safe and have the power to be safe and loves her new family she never had. And will cheerfully slaughter Every Elf and BeastMan Adult or child.
So wears the conflict? Original Estelia was not so much a good person but a sheltered ignorant EMPTY one. Princess Assassin is a Person that knows only the dark of Life(she was basically a Slave) and what personality conflicts we do get are more stuff like her worried about her Maid molesting her in her sleep and acting like a real Teenager. There is no serious conflicting nature.
If the Original Princess was a Saint who had fallen in love and fought against demons and Worked with Orphans I would agree but she not. She a girl that grew up Never seeing anyone but servants and family in a walled Palace. Unlike Prince Gautama Buddha she never saw a sick old man and saw beyond her walls so Princess Assassin had nothing to really oppose her Takeover they Fit perfectly. The family her mom and Brothers could of created that conflict if they suspected She was Possessed or the Truth. Or if the Assasin wanted the Kingdom. But she did not instead this the family She was cheated out of and Wanted Badly likely loves them more than the Original Princess. So again no Conflict.
Original Princess was the daughter of a Pagan Warrior King so would the Assasin's Personality's bloodlust create a conflict? I have no idea but it at least seems probable that it would just Fit.
So no conflict.
Could the Original Princess have a truly good Nature that be horrified by some stuff her Assasin half wanted to do (the real reason there was not time) Possibly But she already crossed the line with the threat so I do not think it is likely to be a Major battle. She starting to suspect she is a Blend and She knows who she wants to be and working on being it and it's no Buddha.
I suspect the Author going to do other stories in this Unverse with heroes and a MCs Fighting the Princess here as their villain.
@dragondeathlord The conflict is that Princess Estelia had a warm heart and that's starting to bleed over into Assassin Estelia. Did you skip the chapter where she started noticing she was developing genuine feelings for her family and was struggling against her mental changes because she considered feelings useless things that made her weak? Ever since that point she's been slowly and begrudgingly changing for the better. She's still got plenty of darkness in her but she's been making clear and significant progress towards the light. The battle to remain herself is real, how did you miss this? It's why I was so shocked to see her behavior here. Not too long ago Luscious was just a slightly annoying guy who meant nothing to her. The only possible value he had to her was his feelings and by that I mean she was wondering if she could use those feelings to manipulate him or if they'd be too much of a pain to deal with. Now she's genuinely enjoying her time with him and she's not even trying to resist. On the contrary it seems she's actively seeking to have a good time with him! It makes it seem like she's surrendered the inner battle and is now sprinting towards the light at sonic speed without looking back. Given the direction she's heading in and how much she's changed the idea of her going full villain comes completely out of left field. Something big and traumatizing needs happen to put her on that path now. I'm guessing something's gonna happen in this war the fantasy races are setting up with her kingdom that's gonna kill the heart she finally managed to obtain leaving an even darker hole than before in its place.
@AnimeFreak1982
'Something big and traumatizing needs happen to put her on that path now. I'm guessing something's gonna happen in this war the fantasy races are setting up with her kingdom that's gonna kill the heart she finally managed to obtain leaving an even darker hole than before in its place.'
I.e Lucious gets merc'd in the crossfire and it's her fault?
I know you're replyin to the other guy, but I was mostly just saying I don't think this relationship will actually end up anywhere cause the dude's potential as a plot device is a lot higher than it is as a male lead.
@Learok Yeah it really does look like Luscious is being set up to be killed for plot reasons.
For those who haven't already read the next part he makes a serious confession to her at the end of their date and Estelia admits to herself there's a small part of her that's developing feelings for him and she wants to see if those feelings will grow so yeah, it seems Luscious needs to die for this to not turn into a romance story.
Poor guy is looking deader than a red shirt in Star Trek telling everyone he's going to get married after this battle.
@AnimeFreak1982 She developed Genuine feelings for her Fantasy Disney family that she always wanted as an Agency Spy? Well no kidding its her Dream come true!
She Loves them but that only means it was another wish granted. That does not make inner conflict in any way or compassionate.
Vlad the Impaler was a Doting Father ask BTK's daughter what kind of dad he was. Answers the scariest of all. Devoted. Hitler Loved Dogs and Lizzy Dordan Sponsored a No-kill Animal shelter.
She got no conflict or very little as for Luscious(
it was his Uncle She killed and kids she wanted to kill (she meant it). Sooo yep.... But she did Tell Luscious it was horrible and could not imagine who could kill him in such a horrible way and do that to his body. She was very comforting. Hugs him as he cries. Hint Uncle tried to poison the king and Queen. Bad Move! Realy Realy 666 All Hail The coming of Evil Incarnate! BAD MOVE!But she never loses her temper witch made it scarier and she Realy Enjoyed it. Very Defining Moment. Until then I think there was a Chance a small chance the Original Personality could of done what you said but if Anything the Princess Estelia had a warm heart and that's starting to bleed over and whimpering KILL THE CHILDREN SLOWLY AND TELL HIM!.
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So about her feelings for her family making her a Less dark person..
@dragondeathlord Dude, I don't know what else to tell you here. She came right out and described her inner conflict in the story and made it clear her inherited feelings from her current life were clashing with the assassin upbringing of her previous life. She didn't accept those feelings because of some Disney Princess dream she had as an assassin, she firmly rejected those feelings and tried to kill them! How are you debating me on this? This isn't some theory I came up with, it's something the author wrote into the story in plain text for all to see. Either you were half asleep while reading and missed it or you're denying reality.