Waking up I found myself on a wide bed. I couldn't muster the strength to move my body. A lime light casts a silhouette of someone above me. I was both shocked and terrified.

 

 

"Wh-... Who are you?"

 

 

"Oh, you're finally awake. I assumed you'd sleep the whole night."

 

 

"G-get off me."

 

 

"No way... You should've expected this."

 

 

Lifting his head, I could see him distinctly.

 

 

"Daiki-san?"

 

 

"Yeah, it's me... Surprised?"

 

 

"Wha-... What are you doing?"

 

 

"Fondling your boobs, what else."

 

 

Feeling his hands on my chest. I feel disgusted and terrified. I was on the verge of crying.

 

 

"Crying won't help you, you know. We're in a private hotel so nobody will hear nor enter to save you. Simply take pleasure in it."

 

 

"I will never-... Uck!"

 

 

"What a lovely scream, makes me wanna tease you more."

 

 

"Do-don't... stop!"

 

 

Touching me freely in weird places.

This is disgusting! Am I gonna get raped? What will become of me?

 

 

"Like I said you can scream your hearts out. This will hurt at first only."

 

 

"Please don't!... It hurts!"

 

This is the worst! I regret everything. I was helpless.

 

 

I was crying but he didn't hesitate and it urged him to continue.

That was the longest night I've ever had in my life. I couldn't forget about it. It was etched in my soul along with disgust and self-pity.

 

 

~~~

 

 

"That was a nightmare, I shut myself away in my room for months afterward. My mom stopped working and didn't stop worrying about me. She never left my side."

 

 

"After several months, I regained my self-esteem and transferred to another school. I cut myself from everyone after that and solely focus on my studies."

 

 

"We have relocated to our current residence. That belonged to my grandparents. After hearing us they leave the house to us. If it weren't for them I wouldn't be standing here in front of you."

 

 

.....

 

 

"Asamura-kun, Are you disgusted with me now? I'm not as pure as you thought I would be."

 

 

That's why she was thinking she forced the kiss on me and recalled her past from that. She went through a lot I wasn't aware of.

 

 

"No, I don't"

 

 

"Eh?! Really-?"

 

"I'm never disgusted with you. A shame I wasn't there to help you. I'm happy to see the happy and strong Takanashi right now. I could never asked for more."

 

 

Clenching my fist. I couldn't help but feel sorry for her. Her father abandoned her when she was young. I know how it feels to live apart from parents. Her mother struggled too hard to earn enough for their sake. Such hardshipsb I could nevee have magined in my entire life.

 

 

"Thank you Asamura-kun."

 

 

Walking towards me, she hugged me tightly. This is all I can do for her as she sobs on my shoulders. It must have been hard keeping all that pain inside her waiting for someone to hear and understand her. For a middle-high school student to go through all that, she became strong to collect herself and move on.

 

 

Hugging her back, she just continues to cry. It lasted for several minutes.

 

 

Lifting her head. Then she spoke.

 

 

"For the last time Asamura-kun. Let me feel you" She mumbled.

 

 

Closing the gap between us, her lips touched mine. Still hugging me, I'm locked.

 

 

Her enticing, soft warm rosy lips, encircle mine. A sensation I would never forget since the last time we kissed that night.

 

 

Her tongue aggressively caresses my lips and tongue. She's irresistable.

 

 

A loud clatter ruined the moment. The door to the rooftop was opened with force.

 

 

Turning my head to see, standing there was Kurisu. With a solemn face devoid of emotion.

 

 

Takashi moved away from me and glared at Kurisu.

 

 

I in the middle, I feel a storm brewing. Glaring at each other with bloodshot eyes and don't dare to say something, until...

 

 

"Aki!"

 

 

Kurisu turns gaze at me and grabs my wrist.

 

 

"Wait-!"

 

 

I pleaded with Kurisu to stop. Then i spoke.

 

 

"I don't think your past defines you Takanashi, so you don't have to blame yourself. You were brave enough to face it, and i know you can move on."

 

 

"We're leaving Aki."

 

 

I couldn't stop her. All I did was follow her back, Takanashi was quiet, not saying a single word. But before we left I barely a saw a smile on her face.

 

 

I could tell that Kurisu is dead serious. No way of resisting.

 

 

Kurisu didn't even look me in the eye. She's walking while tightly clutching my wrist refusing to let go.

 

 

Did she follow me all the way here? I bet she overheard everything. She's free to despise me. It was my fault too.

 

 

"I don't hate you if that's what you think."

 

 

She abruptly came to a halt and spoke.

 

 

She must have filled with resentment and fear of losing me. I'm glad she's here for me even after all that happened. Still trusting and proving herself to me. I feel shitty for being like this to her.

 

 

"Can you stay with me a bit longer?."

 

 

"Yeah, Of course."