Sometimes i wonder how long i was here. What if it was only some days or weeks. No, I am sure it has been at least some years, yeah? Or was there ever time when i was not here? What if i just came up with light to make myself feel… better? To have hope for anything besides unending darkness full of these things?
No way, right? I just need to be patient. You hear me? You need to work hard and someday something will change. I will find something. Maybe light. Maybe some other person. Can you imagine how nice it be to talk to someone? Yeah, I can. It will be sooooo nice. Until this day got to work, work, work. Kill them, EaT ThEm, MaKeTHeM yoU.
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Anyway how long it has been. Maybe the „long” doesnt exist? Maybe time is something you just came up with, too? The change. Nothing actually changes, right? You get bigger. Yeah, but does it change anything? Being bigger? Small get KkkiLLeD. It helps. More strength, more power, more TeeEeth, more jAAwsssss…
Its good.
Everything is good.
Its so nice.
Just be patient.
Be patient!
BeeEE PPPPAatttientttt!
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WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS BULLSHIT?!?!?! WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO?!?!? I DID NOTHING WRONG YOU ALL MUTHERFUCKERS!!!!! YOU HEAR ME YOU BULLSHIT DEMONS?!?! ILL FUCKING TEAR YOU ALL APART!! KILL YOU ALL!! ILL KILL! ILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILLK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKING MUTHERFUCKING FUCKING ARSHOLES BICHES FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK fuck fuck fuck fucking fuck fuck…
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Please just let me out. I learned my lesson. I will be good now. I will do anything, really. Just please let me out. God, please. If you exist, please help me. I will spend my entire life helping others. I will be good. I will do anything for you, really. Please. Please! PLEASE!!!
I can sell my soul, too. Just let me out. Let me out! LET ME OUT! AAAAAAAH!
Just one sign. Just one spark of light. Any hope will be enough. That i will find something else. That something will change. Please. I beg you. Anyone. Please help me. Help me. Please. Please. I will do anything. Just one spark…
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How many times you begged? How many times you screamed into void full of these things. Nothing will change. Nothing will happen. Just accept it. You will never get out of here, because there is no „out”. You will spend eternity here, in this lightless hell. Maybe you are punished for something you did so long ago, you dont remember what it was. Maybe you were born here, and became crazy thinking about light. Became crazy because of hope.
Give up. Maybe its not a bad idea. Its hopeless. Let the demons devour you like you devour them. Maybe You can die this way. If they eat you, maybe it will end. Everything. If you endure being eaten for another eternity then maybe you can die HAhahahAHHAhAhAhAhahaaaa!!!!!
There is nothing i can do. I will never leave this place. I can’t sleep. I can’t die. There is no one but monsters around. And if I ever meet anyone they will see just another monster. Demon.
To survive i became one of them. Stronger. Bigger. More crazy. Demon. I am a demon.
An Abyss Demon.
HAHAHAHAhahaAHAhaahaa!
Milions of my mouths laughed with me. Milions of my limbs danced with me. Killing, eating bilions of other demons. For eternity and more. In Abyss without light nor hope.
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha...
so far it is good so what is some kind of giant wyrm (not a worm WYRM the massive monster)
mmm, need a next chapter but good start
Yeah, i am trying to get motivation for writing. Ty for first ever online comment i got on my creation.
New fan d.d
edit:21/05/2021 now i had time to re-edit the comment and aggregate pd3
when it was mentioned "growing up" and having more "mouths. The first thing that came to mind are the typical creatures from the lovecraft mythology.
With the title of the story "I am Abyss" I had in mind that it would be an incorporeal being, the "representation of the Avismo" that can exist in the three states (liquid, solid and gaseous, if you don't have an image of what I mean, "the abyss" from the game "hollow knight" or if you have a "body" from the same game there is a "lord of the shadows" ending).
That is, if the protagonist were the "abyss" itself and not "a demon from the abyss." It would have been curious if a window of someone who "looks" into the abyss "opens" "he" looks back at you. Fragment of the myths of lovecraft: when you look into the abyss, the abyss stares back at you.
I don't remember if the frace had a continuation, but when the "abyss" of the lovecraft myths "looks" at a curious person, the "abyss" will never look away, not even when that "curious" turns around.
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ps:I'm curious to know how this will play out, even if it's nothing I said before will happen.
ps2:sorry, out of laziness, directly pass the text through the English translator. I do not know if there is any fault, but it would not seem strange to me, it is the google translator after all.
pd3:now it is rewritten, I hope it is better understood.
Am I the only one seeing the comment in spanish?
@SirMeme My fault, after writing the message, when I went back to edit to add the "ps", the option to "translate the page" to Spanish (from google chrome) should have changed the text instead of leaving it as it was. This is the second time that has happened to me.
@SirMeme Well, now the message was rewritten, now that I had time. I hope it is better understood now.
I sense a mental problem