From my stomach, a darkness crawling,
The ache of a pain stabbing, piercing, thumping.
My emotions wracked in turmoil,
My mind a shambles, my face bawling.
I look for a way to end this. 
Searching, crying, sighing, inside dying,
Will this pain never end?

I long for release,
From this monster inside me.
I want for something,
A relief from my torment.
I cry and I cry and I cry always.
I fear for what will become of my future days.
The monster inside,
So hungry, so maddening.
And all I can do, is to keep
Crying….and crying…

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