"What was that?"
I didn't know the answer to that question.
"Did he see it too?"
I didn't think so.
I saw the despair in his eyes. Growing larger and larger.
So, time did really stop.
"Was I the cause?"
Maybe.
I felt like I was slowly swallowing his despair.
"Is this my magical ability?"
It didn't feel like it.
I saw that his mother was coming from behind. She looked worried. Well, her son finally managed to lose or not gain something, so it was normal.
Was I a monster for thinking this way? I didn't have an answer.
Maybe I was without reаlizing it. Or perhaps, I did realize it but I didn't want to accept it.
Whatever it was. The world created me and formed me as a person. As the creature which I was.
Around 5 seconds passed. I swallowed all of his despair. The feeling was different. Really different.
I was still barefoot and started feeling the cold ground below me as if I was finally really alive.
They started walking towards me.
The looks on their faces changed when they saw me.
I was just a crazy person in front of them.
I should admit that I was crazy in all of those moments.
At least my actions were not rational at all.
I slowly started adapting to reality, while time was passing. I thought about my mother. I didn't know how much time have passed, so I didn't know how will she react. There were a lot of options. I wasn't able to think about all of them.
I kind of wanted her to be worried about me. I know that this is not a good wish but still. Perhaps, I would've been able to feel love from her if she was worried.
Or just her anger towards me.
I finally moved. It felt like I was standing there for hours.
I entered the apartment slowly and quietly. She was there, in front of me.
She had tears on her face. Then, we hugged. I felt warm.
I didn't know that she'd now believe in the "orbs"...….