Ch31

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Freya was so happy when Chill explained to her about electricity because she knew he had a lot of secrets, a person as young as him with such potent magic doesn't appear suddenly out of the woods and settle in town like he did, but she didn't ask because she knew he'll open up eventually.

She was the happiest when he told her that this electricity was not discovered yet. If he knew about it and the rest of the world didn't, it should be a big secret but he told her about it anyways. Just because he feared she'll ever fight a Lightning-user which were so rare to meet, let alone fight.

She couldn't helpt it but kiss him. Lucy explained, embarrassed, how she could relieve her sexual stress and she did it. But she couldn't help but flare up again with lust as she kissed him.

Freya didn't know she had all this lust she hated when she saw in the eyes of men in her, she didn't know but she felt happy she did feel lust towards Chill and Chill alone, not just for his body,no, but for him particularly.

When he kissed her back and pushed her down she felt her heart pounding like crazy and when she focused she heard his heartbeat even more wild than hers.

Then after they kept kissing he ran his hand down from her face and... groped her? She was surprised and a tear went out from each of eyes but she also felt extremely hot, and didn't care about what Lucy said in the morning, so she just let a moan escape her lips.

But it turned out to be a bad idea, because Chill, who was kissing her and fondling her breast so hard opened his eyes and saw her tears. She didn't know that until he suddenly stopped all that he was doing, sprung up and took a few steps back.

Freya saw the confusion on his face that quickly turned to fear and she felt her heart tighten. Because she immediately understood what was running through his head.

-"I-I'm sorry I didn't mean to." He apologized and looked at her like he was a lost child who didn't know what to do.

-"t-it's okay Chill. I started kissing you and-" She tried to tell him it was all her fault! She was the horny one! The one that seduced him!

But she didn't manage to as he stopped her.

-"Stop. I just went too far. And I... " His voice was shaken and he struggled to speak but continued "I'll just go take a walk outside to clear my head. You can stay here if you want."

He told her and left his own house. But Freya did manage to see his black eyes, that always looked at her with such love and care, turn watery and filled with some fear. They were the same eyes he showed her when he cried his heart out to her that day she made her mind to love him fully.

When she saw his eyes she remembered how much he cried that day. But what made her heart sink was that she recalled him cry silently: just like the loneliness she could see for a second in his eyes when he mentioned his mother this morning when they made soap, it was a silent sadness.

-"Wh-why *sob* did I have to*sob*" she didn't finish her sentence as she started crying, head between her bent legs as she sat on the sofa and started crying like a child.

Freya was cold and indifferent to everyone but Lucy. Her sister who took the role of both a mother and sister ever since she was a child saw her cheerful and unrestrained character.

And now that she fell head over heels for Chill she didn't want to be restrained around him, she felt bad for doing it because he was part of her heart now.

That was why she kissed him aggressively always and that was why she never pushed him back when he hugged her or kissed her himself. But apparently all that backfired on her now.

Both Him and Lucy warned her that they should take it easy, and having sex like he hinted and Lucy pointed out would push their relationship over the limit because it was still a new one.

Freya thought about it and knew that even tho they both loved each other, it was too early to get married. They just met less than a week ago! And she knew Chill good enough to know that he controlled his Lust around her because he wasn't the type of guy to sleep with a woman and not take responsibility, specially if said woman was his first love.

She was no slut either and wanted their love to develop healthily, but she just couldn't resist him and seduced him at the end of the day.

-"That's it! *Sob* Argh!*sob*" she cried and screamed in pain, not a physical one but an emotional one. first love was always bittersweet.

-"*sob* he'll just blame himself now*sob* and leave me out of guilt*sob* specially because he know me! *Sob* but he doesn't know that*sob* I love him so much and want him*sob* " cried out Freya.

-"Ugh... Big sis *sob*" She couldn't help but call her sister. after all, Freya was 20 years old but she didn't have any social experience, her adoptive parents didn't care for her but Lucy spoiled her and room care of everything that bothered her, so the childish side of her always showed up when she cried.

-'He'll leave me now, damn it Freya!' she cursed at herself, unable to speak as she was either crying or gasping for air.

She only managed to do one thing tho, and that was to stand up and run home, wishing Lucy would come back sooner.

But Lucy wasn't coming back until an hour atleast, and she felt so lonely which made her cry even harder knowing her lover was basically alone for much much longer than her, carrying a his turmoil and sadness silently.

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My legs moved on their own as they carried me through the streets. I felt back the emotion I hated most, loneliness.

I haven't felt lonely ever since that day I cried my heart out to Freya, but now I felt it again, as I walked the streets crying under the hood of my cape that I managed to wear.

Knowing that this was another world didn't help in the slightest. I couldn't go to Lucy because she was Freya's sister at the end of day. I felt my heart hurt like it did when I had my first crush.

Back then I was still a teen and I loved my parents but never told them how I truly feel because they loved me so much and worked hard just for me, so I felt bad about telling them how heart broken I was when I got rejected by the girl at that time.

Ever since then I developed a bad habit of keeping everything to myself and just myself. So the idea of Losing Freya hit me hard like a truck, it felt more terrifying then trying to remember the moment when I died.

My tears kept flowing and legs walking until I found myself infront of the Bear'n Beer inn. The adventuring trio was the only thing in my mind, I considered them as some sort of goofy uncles. Bob was the one in my mind the most tho as he didn't really talk as much as Wade but he gave those caring vibes even when silent.

I pushed open the inn's door and entered,walking towards the trio as I almost immediately spotted them I just walked there not bothering with any of stares I got from anyone, Jack saw me but after he noticed me crying and heading towards the trio he just stayed away.

-"Oh! Look who's here to visit" Laughed Wade but I ignored him and just say near Bob and placed my head on the table.

-"Don't you see the lad crying, sit down wade." Reprimanded him mark.

-"Chill my boy, what's wrong?" Asked be Bob as he placed his hand on my shoulder.

-"I hope I'm not bothe-othering you gentlemen." I told them as I kept my head on the table.

-"Not at all son, right?" Said Bob as he asked the other two.

-"Of course not! just cry yer heart out my friend! Jack! Get me some warm milk here" shouted wade and mark just nodded.

-"So? What happened ?" Asked Bob, again.

I didn't talk until jack for me the cup of warm milk and I drank it, I cried out all my tears silently near them until the milk arrived and I calmed down a bit after that.

-"I am going out with Lucy's sister Freya and..." I started recounting my relationship with Freya, taking out the more... Private parts.

By the time I was finished, it was 8 pm, I drank 2 more cups of warm milk but I still managed to get to the point and while I removed the part like Freya moaning and me groping her breast the gentlemen here understood my worries, except Wade or course.

-"HAHAHA! Yer crying because ya didn't want to sleep with ya woman but she did. what's there to cry 'bout?" Laughed Wade as he commented harshly, I didn't mind tho because he just Wade... And somewhat true.

-"Ugh... shut up wade." Said Bob as he shot him a glare.

-"Listen here kid, I get your worries, you're just afraid you'll hurt your girlfriend and loose her, right?" Asked Dr.Bob, the relationship expert. Wait this isn't time for joking!, but he sounded like that. Just needed the glasses. Yeah, my mind tend to get sarcastic when broken.

-"ugh...yeah."I told Bob as I suddenly felt like a crybaby, "ugh... I'm sorry I feel like such a crybaby..."

-"It's fine, Wade here cried for a week when I slept with his first love." Said mark, the usually silent and Wade nearly showed on his drink.

-"Lies! I told ya I wasn't interested in her." Refuted Wade but his face was clearly red which made me laugh.

-"I remember how he came back to the inn and cried like a small kid who got his toy stolen." Added Bob as he joined mark and laughed loudly at Wade who just grumbled and drank in silence.

-"That was... Enlightening." I told them as I wiped the tears left on my cheeks.

-"Listen here kid," Said wade all of a sudden, turning serious I thought he wasn't Wade but someone from earth who was reading a novel and took over his body.

-"Ya love the lass?" Asked me wade.

-"Yeah?" I told him, confused.

-"That ain't gonna do it, I ask ya if ya love the lass." He asked again.

-"yes I do."

-"And the lass loves ya back?" Asked me, wade

-"yes she does." I told him, getting impatient.

-"Then what's all the fuss 'bout? Get married ya dumbass and don't be like me! Miranda! Miranda slept with Mark! I'll kick her ass Mark!" Told me wade and left me flagger basted.

Not because he jumped on mark trying to kick his ass for sleeping with Miranda, his first love, no. But because he just told me to marry Freya so casually, what about all the dating and going out before that?

-"*Sigh* Wade's right for once, son." Said Bob as he looked at me.

-"What? But we just started dating a few days ago, and shouldn't we get to know each other more before-" I tried to continue bickering but Bob Stopped by placing his hand on my shoulder.

-"You love each other, son." Said Bob smiling like the food uncle I felt he was at the moment,"the rest is just details, just get married and you learn all you want to learn about each other later. That and you'll be able to be more honest with your needs I'd you get what I mean, no need to be shy around your wife and she won't be shy around you." He finished with a wink that didn't suit Bob's style at all.

-"Das right *Hic!* lad!" Shouted Bob, still trying to kick Mark's ass but the latter held him off easily as Wade was drunk as fuck, "We'll go tommorow and tell Miranda marks an ass and she should marry me instead!" Exclaimed Wade, totally lost in his own world.

-"Yes yes , let's go to sleep now, wade." Said mark as he took wade to their room.

-"*Sigh* Miranda was Mark's wife," said Bob out of nowhere, "she died 7 years ago. Wade loved her and still blames mark for her death when he gets drunk,, complicated stuff, but they are still as close as ever." Said Bob as the atmosphere turned really dark for a second.

-"I... Didn't knowz I'm sorry." I apologized because I felt bad laughing earlier.

-"Don't worry, son." Said Bob as he patted my shoulder, "I like you son because you're clear headed, honest and not hoot blooded like most adventurers," He said as he gave me a fatherly smile, "Sleep at the inn today and decide what you want, I can already tell from your eyes tho." Told me as he patted me again and followed his friends.

-"Hey Jack! You got a room for a night?" I asked Jack and he nodded, Linda was probably in the kitchen ever since I arrived and Joe ran out of there from time to time taking plates in and out.

-'Bob is right, Earth complicated standards can go to hell.' I told to myself as my mood turned much better.

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I woke up at 11:45 am the next day, back in the same room or the inn I slept in before I got my house.

-'I never tried my new bed...' I thought to myself as I got up from bed and wore my clothes.

Today was going to be a busy day, I felt bad for not going back to Freya but I was resolved about what to do.

Just as Wade rambled while drunk and as Bob then asked me about, I got my answer now.

-'I think Freya beauty attracted me a lot firstz even without lust, I just wanted to look at her all day but after all we talked about and after she confessed to me an we both fried to each other, what the fuck I'm getting scared of? I'll just ask her to marry me, ' I though to myself as I looked in the ice mirror I made,"No! I will not ask, I will just marry her! All that shit about hurting her and whatnot is just my fear speaking out! I love her and she does too what's there to think about other than that? Didn't Dad just marry mom after they met for like 3 or 4 times," I told myself with determined eyes.

-"That's right, fuck all the normal people that complain about life after marriage, I'm no wussy, I'm genuis mage bitch " I talked out lout,"with lots of secrets, hehe... " I mused to myself as I recalled what Freya said, clearly I became in a better mood and I made my way downstairs.

A quick breakfast/lunch I left the inn, Linda was there this time and she didn't take my money because I had overpayed last time.

I took a breath of fresh and made my way to lark's shop. I wasn't going to get any pair of rings, no, we were a mage couple and needed mage rings.

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-"Pretty late today Lucy, something happened?" Asked Tom with a worried voice, as Lucy rarely came late to work.

-"*Sigh* where should I start, old man..." Sighed and said Lucy.

-"start by not calling me old man" he told herz however he was clearly worried as his voice lacked his usual bickering when he told her to stop calling him an old man.

-"*Sigh*" Lucy sighed again and started telling Tom what happened to her yesterday and today.

Indeed, Lucy went back home yesterday around 8 pm and looked for her sister, she found her immediately as she entered the house and heard Freya's crying, which meant she was in her big sister room, because that's where Freya always went ever since they were kids when she cried.

It took Lucy half an hour just get Freya to stop crying and start talking, her Little Freya never cried this hard so she got really worried.

After another half an hour of trying to understand, Lucy finally got the gist of it and felt a headache when she thought how to approach this.

Lucy didn't know what to say because it was her that advised her sister not to cross the line with Chill yet, and her sister didn't, but that didn't allow her to stop feeling lust for the man and she messed up,well Lucy was sure they both loved each other and that was why they both freaked out about it, but telling that to Freya wouldn't solve anything.

At the end of day all she could do was hug her and let her cry till she fell asleep, Lucy then ate dinner, or whatever what she tried to cook was called, and went to sleep.

The next day Freya woke up as early as 7 am and went to check on her boyfriend who apparently wasn't in his house, and after she nagged the hell out of Lucy saying she scared him away, Lucy finally managed to calm her down by saying he should be in the Inn, of course she had no idea where Chill was,but Freya didn't need to know that. She made her sister fall back asleep and went to work.

-"HAHAHA!" Tom laughed his heart out when Lucy finished recounting what happened and she was just shocked, Tom was always calm and composed at work.

-"What's so funny old man?" Asked him Lucy in annoyance.

-"I'll tell you what's so funny," he continued laughing for a few seconds then spoke, "You know Mark Bob and Wade? The old Trio?" Asked her Tom.

-"Screw them?! What about my problem? Have you been listening old man?" Asked him Lucy as she slammed the table.

Of course she knew the Trio, all the staff knew them because they were the age of either fathers or uncles for most of the staff, Lucy included. But that was not related at the moment.

-"Calm down, " told her Tom as he stopped laughing but was still smiling, "they came in some time ago, and they told me a youg Friend of them came to the inn last night crying like he never did," explained tom and Lucy felt more confused why he laughed.

-"So Chill did to the inn yesterday, but what were you laughing about old man? How's any of that funny?" Asked him Lucy with a glare.

-"Because what they told me after that was just hilarious," said Tom as he held back his laughter,"They said the Lad is going to marry his girlfriend after Wade and Bob gave him some senior life advice," concluded Tom and left Lucy flagger basted, "Do you get it now? They both made you worry for nothing, HAHAHA!" Unable to hold back any longer, burst out into laughter again Tom.

-"Fuck me... " Cursed Lucy as she felt her life was a lie.

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