It was an outdated building, dated back to the1900s, with only seven stories and less than thirty apartments. Despite the thin walls, the building was relatively quiet as I soon found out after moving in from the cities. It was a peaceful quiet place until my neighbor next door suddenly moved out. 

 

“Aaaah” I groaned, my right hand gripping my cock tightly, white sticky precum dripping down my fingers. My back drenched in sweat against the white wall separating us. 

 

“Aaahhh..aaahh..” she moaned softly. I could imagine her rubbing her clitoris and the face of pure ecstasy she was making. As her moan got louder, I quickened my pace, clenching my cock tighter, imagining myself plunging inside her. Oh the pleasure she could feel from having every inch of me inside the deepest part of her. Oh the pleasure I could inflict upon her soft pale body. The hand marks I could leave on her tender breasts and the pain I could inflict on her nipples. Her small body squirming below me, begging for more. The thought of that made me almost climax instantly. 

 

“ Ahhh .. be gentle” she will beg for mercy between gasps, clutching my back, digging her nails into my skin. Yet, without a care, my cock would enter repeatedly. My hands on her thighs, impelling her legs apart, forcing her to take all of me. My hands quickened. She moaned louder. My cock deeper inside her. She bit the sheet. I… I…

 

“Ahhrrrrggg” I groaned at the last stroke. Thick white cum shoot out in seconds, covering the wooden floor. Staring at the sticky white residue on my right hand, I took in a few deep breaths to stabilize my breathing. 

 

“Ahhh I want to fuck her” I muttered in frustration, then it dawn on me. What a disgusting person I am, the things I’d imagine... the disgusting continuous acts I’d partake in to satisfy my sexual cravings. 

 

How could I imagine… doing those things to her? 

 

She was the new neighbor next door, who had recently moved in just a month ago. She was beautiful, kind, and most of all, modest, which had set her apart from girls in the cities. As my job required me to wake up early to catch the train, we’d seen and conversed with each other a few times. She was exactly my type. 

 

Kind and modest with long black straight hair, so it was a shock to hear her masterbating that one evening. The walls were thin. It was like she was directly moaning into my ear, teasing my groin. “Fuck me”, her soft seductive voice, leading me toward her. She was daring me to listen. It was like she wanted me… maybe she does want me. 

 

“Knock knock” I blinked. The semen has dried up in my hand. “Knock knock” I stared at the door blankly. 

 

“Anyone home?” 

 

My eyes widened in disbelief. She’s at my door.  Hurriedly wiping the semen off the floor and washing my hands quickly, I opened the door nonchalantly with boredom. “Hmm?” 

 

A head shorter than me, she looked up with light brown eyes. Her peach small lips opened then closed. 

 

“I”…. She paused. My heart started beating.. oh no.. can she smell the semen exuding from the room. I swallowed hard. Not any semen but mine. What’s this? Excitement? 

 

“I made too much food for dinner and was wondering if you would like to join me?” She evaded my gaze toward the ground, her long hair hung loosely down her chest. 

 

“When?” I asked, her breasts were filling out the pink apron nicely. It was rare to see her dress like this, a shirt cut this low.  

 

“ It should be ready in 30 minutes” she muttered quietly.

 

“I’ll think about it” 

 

Her lips curved into a smile.  As she was leaving, I could faintly make out the underwear from under her tight black skirt. 

 

Isn’t she practically asking for it? Dressing this lewdly. 

 

After a quick shower, I threw on a white T-shirt and slowly walked over next door. Despite my excitement, I pulled my usual face. “Knock knock”

 

“ Be right there!” A female voice came from inside. 

 

Ahhh I could feel my pants bulging from her sweetness. I bet it will feel good to stuff her sweet mouth with my cock. 

 

As the door opened, her usual smile greeted me.“Come right in”. 

 

The layout of the apartment is the exact replica of mine, except hers were much more lively with cream sofa and white curtains. There were plants by the window and a slight breeze coming through the crack. The aroma of the food soon made its way to me as she directed me to sit at the small dining table full of different types of dishes. It baffled me to think she accidentally made all of this food. 

 

As we ate, she talked about her interest in this new book that just came out. However, all I thought about was shutting her up with my cock. Her small pink lips wrapped around it, her eyes red at the verge of tears. What a splendid sight that will be. 

 

“Aaah” she jumped, dabbing hot soup off her lap. “ I spilled soup all over me.” She smiled in embarrassment. “ Excuse me for a moment”. 

 

As she walked away, a flame was ignited inside my groin again. Her wet skirt sticking so closely to her legs just made me want to tear them off, exposing her pale thighs for me to spread open. 

 

Once she came back, she asked me a few questions about my childhood. It wasn’t a topic I would like discussed. I guess she sensed that as she switched the topic soon after.  After we finished the food, I excused myself to the bathroom. 

 

Washing my hands, I noticed her wooden laundry basket on the side. It was filled with women's clothes and on the top, was her underwear.  I swallowed my saliva and picked up her underwear. It was deep red, lined with lace. I bet it was the one she just took off earlier. I felt disgusted with myself as I took in her smell. “So this is what your pussy smelled like” I whispered, groping my bulging pants. “So dirty.. nasty.. ahh so good and sexy” I smelled each of her underwear. They smelled different yet sexy. They smelled dirty yet so lewd. 

 

…

I masterbated again once I was back at my apartment. Her red lacy underwear wrapped tightly around my cock. Yes I stole it. I couldn’t help it. What did she expect.. putting it in plain view like that? She probably wanted me to take it. No … she did want me to take it.. she wanted me..I groaned deeply as I finished it inside her underwear. She’s tainted .. I tainted her. 

 

I’d carried on with my routine of masterbating to her every night…her sweet voice calling out for a cock. At night, I became a disgusting monster and eavesdropped on her. In the morning, I greeted her with disinterest as if I didn’t call her name while smelling her underwear all night long. 

 

I couldn’t do this anymore. I had become so fixated on her that I’m on the verge of just wanting to rape her and fuck her till she cry. Should I ask her out? Not a chance. She’d be disgusted if she found out what type of person I am. The type of things I’d imagined doing to her. Inhuman thoughts. 

 

I need to leave. She does not deserve this. 

 

I began looking for another apartment soon after. By working late and sleeping at work on most nights, I was able to control my desires.

 

I had planned to just leave quietly, however the thoughts of not being able to see her anymore made me feel uncomfortable. Mustering up the courage, I knocked on her door. 

 

She looked as beautiful as ever with her hair in a braid, wearing a flowy white summer dress. 

 

“I’m moving into a new place.”

 

“.. Oh?” Her smile disappeared. 

 

“And I apologize.” I said apologetically, not daring to look at her. 

 

Just as quickly as her smile disappeared, she smiled again, “ Care to have dinner with me one last time?” 

 

“ I.. I really shouldn’t. I need to go.” I turned to walk away, however before I could go any further, I felt a tug at the waist.

 

“ Please?” She said softly, her hand grabbing my shirt. Looking at her trembling hands, I took a deep breath, then followed her inside. 

 

The apartment was just as I remembered it. She quickly made dinner and set it on the table for us to eat. We ate in silence. Her usually chatty self was unusually quiet. 

 

“Aren’t you a scared little pup?” 

 

“Huh” I looked up at her.“Could you please repeat that? I couldn’t hear you.” 

 

She put down her spoon and returned my gaze. Her eyes sharped and crystal clear. “ I said, it’s okay, I'm like you too.”  

 

“ What.. are you” Before I could finish it, everything went pitch back. The last thing I saw was her smiling at me. 

 

…..

 

“Arrrg” I groaned out in pain. My head felt like it was spinning. What is going on? Everything is pitch black. My arms and legs are tied. Panicked, I struggled hard, trying to free myself from what felt like a bed. 

 

“ You’re okay” a soft voice whispered in my ear. 

 

I instantly relaxed. The voice was familiar. It was definitely her voice. The voice I’d been pleasuring myself to every night. 

 

I could feel her fiddling with something behind my head and then the darkness was taken off. I opened my eyes, squinting at the brightness. After growing accustomed to the brightness, I’d concluded that this was her bedroom with the makeup table, wardrobe of dresses, and the bed with white beddings I was currently tied to. 

 

“ What is going on?” I switched my intention to her. 

 

“You do not have to move anymore. We can be together.” She said happily and proceeded to hug me. Her bosom tightly squeezed against my chest, however I was too confused to think about it.

 

“ What do you mean?” I said coldly, yet anxiety started creeping up on me. 

 

“Aren’t you happy? I know you love me and I love you too!  Aren’t you excited?”

 

“ What are you talking about?” My heart started sinking. This was not the girl I had been stalking and eavesdropping on. 

 

“ Don’t pretend. You masterbated to me every night. Yes, I heard you moan out my names and all the dirty things you want to do to me”. Her hands slid down and gently unbuckled my belt. “ I want to do everything dirty with you too.” She took my manhood and proceeded to wrap her small hand around it, not being able to wrap it all the way. 

 

“Don’t” I managed to get out before she took my cock in her mouth. It was warm. It was everything that I'd imagined. Ahhhh my mind is going blank. No.. arrrhhgg. I finished in her mouth in seconds.

 

“I’ve liked you for a long time now” she stared at me and swallowed my load. “Ahhhh you’re so bitter” she licked the corner of her lips. 

 

“Let me go.” I said, trying to pull myself together, tugging at the ropes tying my hands to the bed.

 

“I don’t want to” she said pleadingly, crawling her way toward me. The thin straps on her shoulder have come off, exposing her large perky breasts. 

 

My limp cock slowly became hard again as she rubbed her pussy, which was now dripping wet, against it.

 

 “ Aarrg” a sound escaped my lips from the pleasure. “Yes I may have liked you but… this you… just disgusted me. So stop!” 

 

“ I wanted to do this to you for so long.. ever since I saw you at that cafe shop 2 months ago. I couldn’t help but think about you. I found your apartment and moved in to be closer to you.” She gently pushed the tip of my cock inside her opening. I closed my eyes at the warmth of her wet pussy. “ This is love. This is love! I love you!” She moaned.

 

“Sto—-“ I clenched my teeth at the tightness of her vagina. Her walls were making contractions repeatedly as it squeezed itself tightly on my cock, taking all of me in. 

 

No this is not love. This girl is crazy. I need to get out of here. 

 

“Ahhh you.. are so big. Can you see it? My uterus is bulging out from your large hard cock!” 

 

“I don’t love you! This is not love! Untie me now or I will yell. You know how thin these walls —-ummm”

 

Her hard nipples were shoved inside my mouth. I couldn’t help but suck on it unintentionally before biting hard on it. 

 

“Aahh” she yelped in pain, taking them out in anger. Yet, her face softened again. “ I know what you like”

 

Minutes later, her underwear was shoved into my mouth. The strong scent of her pussy was strong in my nose. 

 

“ I know you stole it. Did it feel good? Not as good as the real thing.. right?” She started moving again, grinding me back and forth. 

 

The pleasure was overwhelming, I was filling up every nook and cranny of her pussy. I could feel the head of my cock kissing against her cervix. Her mucus dripped down my cock to my balls, making obscene lewd noises. It was too much. 

 

“Ahhhhh …ahhhh” she started riding me faster and faster.

 

“Get a condom! Stop, let me put a condom on first!” I spat out the underwater and begged in desperation. Despite my pleading, she went faster and faster, her eyes rolling back in pure ecstasy, ignoring me.

 

In horror, I closed my eyes as I unwillingly released my semen inside her. Panting hard, I watched her pale body convulsing at the pleasure, slowly standing, my white cum dripping down her pussy hole onto my cock. 

 

“ Release me” I gasped for breath. “ This is not love .. especially … raping.. me like this.” 

 

“You don’t have to love me” she whispered in my ear “We can both survive on mine alone.” 

 

…..

 

“ Oh are you moving too?” The landlord greeted her at the entrance. 

 

“ Haha yes, I'm afraid so. I am done with business here so it’s time for me to return home.” 

 

“Do you know what happened to the young man here? He said he was moving but his boxes were still upstairs.” 

 

“ Ahh yes. He did come to bid me goodbye a few days ago but I haven't seen him since.” 

 

She respectfully ended the conversation and headed straight to the workers moving her belongings to the truck. 

 

“ Be careful with this box.” Her fingertips gently brushed the brown large cardboard box. It’s … important.”  

 

Author’s Note: 

Please read for entertainment purposes only… plz don’t kidnap your crush or I’ll call the police. T.T