Author's Note:

After I finished the story, my mind kept bugging me about it, and so I decided to write it. This time we take a look at Natsuha's POV, I promise, this is really the last chapter.

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After Yuu-chan finds out about my secret relationship with Masaru-kun, I cried all day on my room, the next day, I wanted to talk to him and apologize to him again, and so I tried mailing him but he's not answering, I tried calling him but he already changed his address. While I lie on my bed, I look at the ring Yuu-chan gave me, I then wear it on my ring finger, then I thought to myself,

[Tomorrow, I'm gonna to talk to him].

So my plan is, to talk to him at the bust stop, I'll wake up early tomorrow, so I can catch him at the bus stop, there I will apologize and talk to him about it.

Monday comes, I wake up at 4:00 am, left the house at 4:40 am. While I sit inside the shed on the bus stop, I look at my watch, It's already 5:00 am, the first bus arrives everyday at 6:00 am, I usually arrive here at the bus stop at 5:30 am, while Yuu-chan arrives normally at 5:40 am,

[We'll definitely gonna stumble each other here]

I said to myself,

I kept glancing left and right, trying to wait for Yuu-chan, but he did not show up. Exactly 6:00 am the bus arrived, I board it, and thought to myself,

[Maybe, he won't come to school today].

The class finally ended, I was about to leave the school, when Oga showed up in the hallway with his new girlfriend, I felt a little pain about it, he then approach me,

[Natsuha, wanna do it tonight? that cherry boy hates you now],

he said, as his hand was about to touch my butt,

Before he can touch them, I grab his hand, redirected it and pin him down, he taps my hand signaling that he give up, I leave him and left the school. After arriving at my house, I decided to go to Yuu-chan's house, I was Infront of their house, I rang the bell, his mother showed up, our families our close to each other, I asked,

[Good evening Okaa-san (mother), sorry to disturb you tonight, Is Yuu-chan inside? can I talk to him?],

[Sorry Natsu-chan, after he tells us what happened the other day, he always locked himself in his room, finally, this morning, he went to the school, but after he comes home, he locked himself again in his room],

she said with a soft tone,

[I see, thank you Okaa-san and I'm really really sorry],

I said while bowing.

♦◊♦♦◊♦(The next part happens at the same time of Chapter 2 "Moving on" )♦◊♦♦◊♦

2 Weeks have passed, Yuu-chan stopped coming to my house, my mother asked me about it, but I kept changing the topic whenever she asked me, my mother eventually learns about it, she said she asked Yuu-chan's parent about it, she scolded me, then she began ignoring me, things become more awkward inside my house. Another week have passed, I still haven't seen him in school, I now regret not asking what class he belongs, I really want to see him, I miss walking to school with him, I miss talking to him, I really miss him.

Months have passed, I was eating my lunch inside the classroom, when I overheard a group of girls gossiping,

[Hey hey have you heard? there's a very cute couple among the first years],

said one of the girls,

[I know, I know, I think their names are Yamano and Mirukawa],

said the other girl,

I felt a huge pain after hearing that, I stopped eating, I desperately hold back my tears, I then rushed towards the women's bathroom, entered a cubicle, and cried there until the break is over. I walk back to my classroom, while the class continues, I keep thinking about what can I do, after couple of hours thinking about it, I finally decided to go look for Yuu-chan's class, my plan was, everyday after class, I'll head towards the 2nd floor, and inspect every classroom one by one, Inside, I'll look for the classroom's class list that is posted on their board, It will be tough, because our school has 40 class section per year.

A month have passed, I still haven't seen Yuu-chan's class. 

♦◊♦♦◊♦(The next part happens at the same time of Chapter 3 "Alone time with her")♦◊♦♦◊♦

[Finally down to just 5 class],

I thought to myself, I then walk inside the classroom, there I finally saw Yuu-chan's name, I inspect it a little bit more, I then saw "Mirukawa, Haruka" on the list, I felt a sharp pain in my chest again, they both belong to the same class, but I kept my hopes up. 

The next day, after the class has ended, I rushed towards the 2nd floor, as I'm walking in the 2nd floor hallway, heading towards Yuu-chan's classroom, I saw Yuu-chan, he's walking upstairs, I walk faster to catch up to him, after arriving at the 3rd floor, I saw Yuu-chan just entered the maintenance room, I hesitated, I was afraid what he would say to me, I then sit in the 3rd floor lobby, rehearsing what I would say to him, then I saw a short haired girl just arrived here in the 3rd floor, she then walks towards the maintenance room, I secretly followed her. 

After she closed the door of the maintenance room, I put my ears in the door, I then heard the girl said

[Yuuta-kun, it's my first time so be gentle],

I froze there for a couple of seconds, I feel like my chest are gonna explode, I feel hopeless, 

[Is this what Yuu-chan felt when he saw me with Oga?],

I said to myself, as tears slowly drops down my eyes,

then after a couple of minutes, I heard the girl softly moans, I then slowly open the door a little, and there I saw it, Yuu-chan doing it with his girlfriend, I held back my voice, while tears continues falling down from my eyes. After a couple minutes, I still watch them have sex while crying softly, I then thought to myself,

[Yuu-chan becomes good at it].

As I watch enviously watched them, I can't hold back my desires anymore, I started masturbating while crying softly, I feel pathetic for doing it, but I really can't hold it anymore, after their first round, I cummed 2 times, I was preparing to leave when I saw Yuu-chan lying on the floor, his cock slowly rises again, I then thought to myself,

[It's thick, though not as thick as Oga's, but It's long, as long as Oga's],

I then remembered the time we had sex, during that time, I remember his cock kissed my womb a few times, but because he lack technique, I did not reach orgasm during that sex, but after seeing him now, I bet he can now continuously reach my deepest parts, then I saw Yuu-chan reaching for his pants, he then tears another plastic of condom. After their 5th round, I heard her girlfriend said that It's their last round, after hearing that I hurriedly wipe the liquid on the floor outside the door of the maintenance room, when they were about the start their last round, I walk away while wiping my tears, get my things in the lobby, and left the school. As I walk towards my home, I thought to myself,

[It hurts, my chest still hurts, but at the same time, for the first time in a long time, that masturbation felt really good],

After that I continued following them the whole week, I kept masturbating while they both do it, after I orgasm, that short sense of pleasure slowly changes into an unbearable pain, I still love him. 

♦◊♦♦◊♦(The next part happens at the same time of Chapter 4 "Different Paths")♦◊♦♦◊♦

One morning, I leave the 3rd floor women's bathroom and proceed to walk towards my classroom, as I walk towards my classroom, I saw Yuu-chan walking towards my direction, I then thought to myself,

[It's now or never],

I looked at him, our eyes met each other, but he breaks eye contact, I then break his path and said,

[I still love you, Yuu-chan, ever since that incident, I break my connections with Oga, please break up with her, and let's start over again],

but he said, 

[Break up with her? how did you know that I have a girlfriend?],

then the bell rangs, signaling for our 4th class, he walk by past me, I then grabbed his shirt, and said,

[Please Yuu-chan, meet me at the roof top this afternoon, Please Yuu-chan let's fix this],

During our conversation at the roof top, I begged for him to come back, I spilled everything to him, I only did it for him, but he won't see that, I really want him back, I'm slowly losing hope. After a couple of conversations, he offered me going back to being friends again, I felt relieved, I feel hopeful again, I might snatch him back after we get close again, he then introduce me to his girlfriend, Haruka-chan, she's kind and sweet, we then head home with his friend and girlfriend, thankfully Haruka-chan warms up to me.

When we got to Haruka-chan's house, I saw Yuu-chan about to kiss Haruka-chan's forehead, when Haruka-chan redirects Yuu-chan's face to her lips, then they started to kiss passionately, I was shocked, I felt unbearable pain while watching them, I held back my tears, I can't blame her, I did not hold a grudge against her, I wish it was me kissing Yuu-chan.

Time went on, Haruka-chan and I became closer, I really love her sweet personality, and surprisingly we both have the same hobbies. Oga tried to bug me a couple of times, when he doesn't have a girlfriend, but I keep turning him down, watching Haruka-chan and Yuu-chan do it while I masturbate, Is enough for me to satisfy my desires. As I kept masturbating to them doing it, my feelings for Yuu-chan kept getting stonger, but I don't want to hurt Haruka-chan, so I just locked up my feelings. 

Finally my graduation ceremony comes, my mother came but she's still cold to me, then Yuu-chan and Haruka-chan approach me and congratulate me, then they both hugged me, as I'm hugging both of them, I kept staring at Yuu-chan's face, I really regret what happened in the past. After the ceremony, my mother left me, so I asked Yuu-chan and Haruka to hang out, the 3 of us hangout one last time. I passed the exam at a University in Yokohama and decided to move there, I want to move on, so I thought this would the perfect opportunity, as I waved goodbye to both Yuu-chan and Haruka-chan, I felt unbearable pain, I cry silently at the back of the taxi. 

After a couple of hours, I arrived at my dorm in Yokohama, as I arrange my room, I thought to myself,

[I'll be happy someday].

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AUTHOR'S THOUGHTS:

I WANTED THIS TO BE LIKE A "REVERSE NTR" WHERE THE MAIN GIRL'S LOVE INTEREST GOT STOLEN BY ANOTHER GIRL.