NOTE:

This is a fanfiction story continuation of "Ajisai no chiru koro ni", it's an NTR hentai anime. If you don't like NTR, this is not for you. I highly recommend checking out the hentai anime and manga first before reading this, as for the characters, you can just look up spectre699-san's introduction, I also recommend to read spectre699-san's story, because of spectre699-san's story, I was inspired to write my own version.

I'd like to point out that there are some minor difference between the anime I watched and the manga I read.

At the last scene,

• In the anime's subtitle, Natsuha said "You can definitely have me back once you're able to satisfy me, but until then, I'm sorry",
• while in the manga, Natsuha said "Yuuta, I'll come back to you once I'm able to satisfy him, I promise".

For this story, I'll be using the manga as the reference.

WARNING: 

THIS IS A [R18] STORY

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Night came, after Yuu-chan left to get his mechanical pencil, Masaru and I do it again, as expected, he did not pull out, and creampied me all night, we ended up having sex 3 days and 4 nights, during those times, I gave in from pleasure and agreed to be his sex friend again. Finally my mother come back, It's good that Masaru already left, if my mother founds out about it, she will get mad for sure.

School day comes, I saw Yuu-chan at bus stop, I felt guilty while looking at him smile to me, I thought about breaking up with Yuu-chan, but in the end, I really love him, I just wish he's good at sex.

Then while walking to the hallway, I thought to myself,

"Masaru might do it with me in after school today",

as I continue walking, I saw Masaru with his girlfriend, I felt irritated about them flirting with each other on broad daylight, then Masaru saw me, he waived to me while he fondles the breasts of his girlfriend. I don't know why It's getting on my nerves, I already have a wholesome relationship with Yuu-chan, so what is this feeling?

The class ends, Masaru was about to leave, when I throw him a paper on his face, he looked at me confusedly, I then gesture to open the paper, he reads it,

[Can we do it here in the classroom, after everyone left? We can't do it in my house, my mother is there],

I waited in a cubicle of the women's bathroom, while waiting, I texted Yuu-chan, that,

[Yuu-chan, something came up, I'll be coming home late, you can leave already, I'm sorry],

after everyone left, I head back to the classroom, I saw Masaru opens his bag, then he put a box of condom in the teacher's table, I then began to undress, he started doing the same. We did it for hours, after the last condom, I was looking forward to raw sex with him, but he started to get his clothes and said,

"It's getting late now, your mother might get suspicious",

so I started packing my things too, the next day, I saw Masaru with a different girlfriend, this really irritates me, he saw me, but he ignored me and talk with his new girlfriend again. 

After the class ended, I glance at Masaru's desk, he already left, I texted him, called him, but he's not answering. I started to look for him inside the campus, while running, I saw Yuu-chan waiting for me Infront of the school's gate, I felt guilty and sad, but I continued looking for Masaru. In the end, I did not find him inside the campus.

The next day, I confronts Masaru about it, he just tease me and did not take me seriously, then he said,

"Fine, we'll do it today, after class",

I can't wait for the class to end, I really look forward to it. Before lunch break, I can't hold it anymore, just not having sex for one day did this to me. While the class ongoing, I asked the teacher,

"Sensei, I can head to the infirmary room?, I don't feel good",

I faked it,

"You okay? you want someone to escort you?",

sensei said,

"Then Oga-san can you help?",

I said, 

he was shocked, but since sensei said it, he obliged. After we got to the infirmary, I started to kiss him, but he breaks it and said,

"We can do it later, after everyone leaves, it's dangerous",

"I can't hold it anymore, it's your fault, we did not do it yesterday, so I craved for it",

I said,

"You really are a slut, Natsuha",

he said,

we started doing it, knowing that anytime, someone might come to the infirmary, I was excited, the idea of doing it in dangerous places, having sex secretly in a place full of people. We've been doing it for 2 hours, suddenly, I heard the door opens, Masaru stops and gestured me to keep quiet, but the idea of someone might saw us, aroused me, I started to move my hips, I can't contain my heavy breathing and light moans, Masaru tried to stop me, but I kept moving my hips, then I heard the door closes, Masaru sight on relief. In the end, we dit it until dusk.

The next morning, I'm at the bus stop, it's getting late, but Yuu-chan still haven't arrive, I texted him, it was delivered, but not seen. 

"Maybe he's sick",

I thought,

then at the school, I saw Masaru again with his girlfriend, he saw me but he ignored me again, so I just went my way. While I was walking to my classroom, I stumble upon Masaru's ex, I approach him, and said,

"Hey! you're Oga's girlfriend right? why are not with him?",

"Masaru and I already broke up the other day",

she said normally,

"That's why I saw him with a new girl, is that ok with you?",

I said,

"I'm good with it, I just dated him for sex",

she said,

after hearing that, I felt anger building up inside me, are these people's mind only thinks about sex, but I then realize that I was the same. After the class ends, I tried calling Masaru again, but he doesn't pick up, I gave up and went home. As I walk towards my house, I remember Yuu-chan and decides to visit him, I rang their doorbell, his mother opens up, then I said

"Good evening Mrs. Yamano, I did not saw Yuu-chan earlier in the bus stop? is he sick?",

"I don't know if he's sick, but he went to school today, come in",

she said,

I went to their living room, then Yuu-chan's mother said,

"I'll get him, wait here",

he walked upstairs, I wait there for couple of minutes, then Mrs. Yamano came down, she then said,

"He's not answering, I tried opening his door, but it's locked, maybe asleep already",

"I see, thank you very much, sorry for troubling this night",

I said.

2 Weeks have passed, I did not saw Yuu-chan even once, I tried texting him and calling him, but doesn't read the messages or pick up my calls, the same with Masaru, Masaru stopped coming from school and doesn't answer my calls and text. I don't know what happened to those two, but It's been 2 weeks since the last time I have sex with someone, I'm really craving for it.

One school day, after the class has ended, I headed towards the nearby city to buy sex toys, because I can't contain my lust anymore. After purchasing one, It was already dusk, I was walking to a park when I heard female moans, 

"Someone is having sex outdoors",

I though to myself, I was getting aroused, they're doing it in a very dangerous place. I followed the moans, and looked for them, then I saw it, It was Masaru having sex with his new girlfriend under tree, I quickly hide without realizing, I was about to touch myself when I heard Masaru's voice said,

"It's more exciting doing it in public places, It'll be a disaster if someone saw us",

he said, while he continued banging his girlfriend,

"I already broke up with Gyaru-chan (his ex that was shown in the anime) and left Natsuha, what more do you want? I'm really serious about you",

he said,

after hearing that, I don't know why, but I felt a sharp pain in my chest, I then masturbated while watching them. After coming home, I locked up in my room, I began to cry, I hate him, I then thought to myself,

"Am I the only one felt some sort of connection?",

then after crying for 3 hours, I remember Yuu-chan. I looked at the clock, It's 8:00 pm, I wipe my tears and changed my clothes, I then head towards Yuu-chan's house, his mother greeted me and invites me inside, he called for Yuu-chan but he won't open his room, I then said,

"Mrs. Yamano, If it's alright with you, can I go upstairs, maybe if it it's me, he might open up",

she agreed, I then walked upstairs and head towards Yuu-chan's room, I knock on his door and said,

"Yuu-chan you there? It's me Natsuha",

I said,

then I heard a click, he then opens the door, I went inside his room, he looks serious, then I said,

"Yuu-chan thankfully you're alright, we haven't met each other for the past 2 weeks, I was worri--",

"It's over Natsu-nee, let's break up",

he said with a serious face,

I felt unbearable pain upon hearing that, it's more painful than what I heard earlier on Masaru, because unlike Masaru, I genuinely love Yuu-chan, I was about to cry when I said,

"Why? What did I do Yuu-chan?",

"You really gonna play dumb huh?",

he said,

"What are you talking about Yuu-chan?",

I said,

"You want me to give the reason?!!!!",

he said, as tears slowly builds up on his eyes

"I heard you having sex with someone in the infirmary",

he said, while he started to cry,

I was shocked, he's the one who entered the infirmary that day, I don't know what to say to him, 

"It's not what it you think it is Yuu-chan",

I said, as my tears slowly drops from my eye,

"Then what do you think that was huh Natsu-nee?",

he said, while he drops down on the floor and continued crying,

I don't have answer for that, I haven't thought that Yuu-chan would find out,

"Yuu-chan, I love you, let's fix this, I'll leave Masaru",

I said,

"So it was Oga-senpai huh? I thought you hated him? that's must be it, during my first day as first year high school on our school, I remember when we stumble upon Oga-senpai, you talked to Oga-senpai, at that I moment, I thought you've changed, when we are still in our middle school, you really hate him, and can't stand him, that's why you don't talk to him, but that time I thought that you've just matured, then after connecting the dots, you've been cheating behind my back ever since you graduated on our middle school",

he said, while he slowly stands up and wipes his tears,

"You abandon our promise, and here I thought, we'll have a long happy relationship",

he said,

"Yuu-chan I'm sorry, I'm really sorry",

I said, why crying on the ground,

"If you did not want me from start, you could've have just reject me when I asked you out, I'd accept it without hard feelings",

he said,

"I'm really sorry, Yuu-chan I'm really sorry, but I was so happy when you ask me out, I really love you ever since we were kids",

I said, while crying and dogeza,

"Leave",

he said,

"Don't leave me Yuu-chan!!, please let's fix this",

I said,

"Leave!!",

he shouted,

I get my belongings and went Infront of his door, he then slams the door. I continued crying Infront of his room, when his mother saw me and comforted me, I know deep down that this is my fault, I really regret it. 

The next day comes, I was waiting Infront of the school, I saw Yuu-chan walking, I waived at him, but he walked passed me and ignored me, I felt a sharp pain in my chest, I really love him. I then went to my classroom, Masaru did not show up in school again. Couple of months later, my mother learns about the incident, she scolds me, saying that whenever she saw me, she remembers my father, who cheated, then she began ignoring me.

2 years went by, I tried talking to Yuu-chan several times, but he always ignores me. It was my graduation day, my mother did not show up, I don't have any "kouhai" besides Yuu-chan, so no one greeted me. I passed the exam at a University in Tokyo, in just a couple of months, I'll start to live by myself, I'll find a part time job while studying.

Years have passed, I graduated from college, I don't have any news about Yuu-chan ever since I left our hometown, I heard Masaru becomes crazy and needed to be sent to a mental hospital, when his girlfriend cheated on him, he was really serious for that girl.

One normal day, I was walking in a large crossing, I then saw Yuu-chan with a girl, they happily talked to each other as they walk, the girl seems to be pregnant, seeing that, I felt unbearable pain, after all this years, I still love him, 

"Yuu-chan, It's been a long time! how are you?",

I said, while I break their path,

"Honey who is this?",

said the girl,

"Natsu-nee? Is that you?",

he said,

"It's Natsu-nee, my childhood friend and ex",

he said to the girl,

"Let's go somewhere where we can talk",

he said,

I followed both of them, we were headed towards a café, after ordering, I then said,

"How are you Yuu-chan?",

"I'm doing great, I don't hate you anymore Natsu-nee",

he said,

after hearing that, I felt relieve, I felt hopeful,

"Because if I did not find out about the incident, I wouldn't have a chance to meet my gorgeous wife",

he said, while he points the ring on his ring finger,

I felt unbearable pain upon hearing that, I feel like I'm gonna die,

"Is that so?",

I said while faking a smile,

"Yeah, we're already expecting a baby this year",

he said happily,

"How about you Natsu-nee? how are you?",

he said,

"I'm good, I'm doing good",

I said, while holding back my tears desperately,

I then leave the café immediately, they were shocked, but I did not care, because I can't stand it anymore, It should've been me. After an hour crying in a small alley, I wiped my tears and headed towards my apartment.

I was in a crossing, my mind is still a mess, I crossed it, then someone suddenly push me, I fell to ground, I then turn around and was about to get angry, when I suddenly saw Yuu-chan's body lying on the ground covered in blood, I can't believe it, I fell on my knees as I started to cry, I then saw the his wife panicking while crying, not long after the ambulance arrives, they tried to revive him on the scene, but he was declared dead, I saw his wife collapsed on the ground, the rescuers attends to her, I'm slowly drowning in despair. 

After the police interviewed us, my mind is full of thoughts, I then went to the hardware shop, I bought rope. I walked to a nearest forest I could find in Tokyo, I throw the rope in a branch of a tree, tied a heavy object on the end, then tied a knot on the other end.

 

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THOUGHTS:

If you're pissed about our MC Natsuha, blame Takeda, I just wrote her character based on his story.