Someone asked to me

" im confused on whats the point of even writing this story to begin with? "

Believe me,I had asked that to my self recently and want to stop completely.

I had writtrn a threat about that and l posted the result on one of this story's chapter.

" Why not write it in your native language then translate over? The story would be alot more complete that way."

I did, sometimes. With the help of Google translate. 

I awared that The words I knew was too limited, even in my own language.

" If your goal is to practice English, that seems like a more efficient way to learn. "

I did believe that my gramar understanding was good enough.

I just lacked of vocabularies, english's culture, and common sense.

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I often asked this to my self. 

But,  the feeling was sure different if it was said by others. 

It hurt and bitter...

It depleted my desire to write.

It's enough to show how bad my skill was.

Really, 

I should only do everything for my own self and expected nothing from others.

Thanks anyway. It's great lesson.