Volume 6, Chapter 2.75: Hoshizawa's POV 17
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...Somehow...I still can't shake the feeling...
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...The feeling of...whether Amagasa kun will be able to stand with this kind of set up any longer...
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I wanna hug him...
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I wanna hold his hand...
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...I wanna kiss him...
...Just like what I did last time at the rooftop...
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I'm not being too pushy...aren't I...?
("Hoshizawa san, its not bad for you to have that kind of feeling...isn't that just how much you love someone?")
...Is what he said to me...
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"Miucchi?"
"Y-Yes?"
"I know that you're overly protective of him and all, but do we really have to keep an eye on him at all times?"
"You're really asking that now when we've been doing this for so long Risa?"
"Hear me out on this one Makicchi! Don't you trust Amagassachi, Miucchi?"
"I do trust him..."
"Then why-"
"But I still can't trust her..."
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Yes...even after all this time...I still can't trust Aikawa senpai...
...Let alone, let my guard down around her...
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Who knows what she would do when I'm not watching?
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We were quite far away from where Amagasa kun and Aikawa senpai was, as I keep my eyes fixated on them...
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I wish I could share those moments with him too...
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I should be the one who's at his side right now and not her...
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I want to do more couple-like things with him too...
...I wonder when we can freely do that...
I said to myself, as I had my hand holding onto my chest the whole time
"As a fellow woman, I can quite understand Miu's uneasiness"
"How could you even say that with a straight face Facchin? You don't even have a boyfriend!"
"Hey! That was rude just now you know!"
"?!"
"Hm? What's with your reaction Mi...?"
...I couldn't quite comprehend what was happening in there since we were quite far away from them...
...But from what I can see from here, she's closer to him than usual...right...?
That girl! She's doing what she wants freely because I'm not around! She also knew that Amagasa kun already have me!
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...But what if...I'm misunderstanding this again...?
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"Hoho? Aren't they closer than before?"
"No way?! Was Aikawacchi senpai lying to us this whole time?!"
Lying...?
Lying...
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Lying...
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Lying...
...If that is supposedly true...
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I'll make sure she'll never be able to face Amagasa kun again!
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Not good...
..."It" is trying to speak to me again...
...For the last time...I'm not going to be that kind of person...
("Hoshizawa san, its not bad for you to have that kind of feeling...isn't that just how much you love someone?")
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("I don't know how people could see it as a bad thing, but its definitely not for me")
...Even if he says so...
...I'm not going to turn into "it"...
I'm not gonna let my emotions get a hold of me!
"Miucchi? Are you okay?"
"I'm fine, don't worry Risa"
"You too Miucchi!"
"Huh...?"
"You shouldn't worry too much Miucchi! You always say that you trust Amagasacchi right?"
"Yes..."
"Well, if Aikawa senpai does make an unusual move on Amagasa kun, We'll do what we can, Mi"
"That goes without saying Miu!"
"You girls...I'm really sorry that I dragged you into this!"
"You're really saying that just now?"
"A-Ah! Um..."
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"Uuu..."
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We all then had a great laugh after that statement
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...Seriously...I still can't believe that I'm surrounded by a lot of kind and caring people...
I said to myself as I watched over Amagasa kun and Aikawa senpai, who apparently was also having a great time...
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End of Chapter 2.75
