I decided. I'm gonna focus on my job. Since my children are already 12 years old, I can do my job until my passions died. 

…

I've been entering many jobs, seventeen to be exact, even though I'm still a student. House cleaner, Cook, Waiter, etc. However, the time when I became a pizza delivery, I stumbled upon a weird guy in this warehouse.

I saw many people fighting. Many have blood on their faces and mostly are knocked out on the ground.

Entering the big green metal door, I saw this weird blonde guy. 

When the blond guy saw me, for some reason, he is in a daze but after snapping back to reality, he went to my side, knelt, and took my hand for marriage. However, I didn't feel positive feelings at that time. 

After all, I'm quite pissed since they didn't notice my words until now. I have been waiting for almost 5 minutes so to ease my irritation, I throw their ordered pizza boxes into the face of that blonde guy.

However, instead of getting angry at me, his mood is… happy. What the hell? Is he a masochist?

At that moment, I didn't expect that this weird guy will be my future husband.

A day after our first meeting, he starts to court me. He bothered me anywhere I go but unexpectedly being with him is not that bad so one day I decide to agree.

"Are you sure?"

"Y-yes…"

I stutter a bit but at least I said it. I blush a bit since he is my first boyfriend and now, my husband.

It takes a few years for us to decide to marry and build a family but it can't be helped since I need to graduate first.

Later on, our twin was just born into this world. My delivery to them might be hurt but when I saw my children, all pain that I take, for some reason disappears. 

Seeing their angel faces, I feel that my world is them now.

Since that day, I decided to stop my job as a business consultant for some years so that I can focus my time on them but time truly flies fast and now, they are 7 years old. 

I equally love my children but for some reason, I can't help but love my son most.

He is undoubtedly the cutest and most adorable boy.

My daughter is undoubtedly the cutest and most adorable girl but… I don't know. I can't explain. 

At that time, I realized that I didn't love them equally. Being a parent is very hard.

So at that time. I decided to change myself and love the both of them equa– 

{I love my son the most. All my affection will be received by him and only him. I love my daughter but I love my son the most and there is no weird about it.}

I love my son the most. All my affection will be received by him and only him. I love my daughter but I love my son the most and there is no weird about it.

…

I see… I see… It is not really weird that I love my cute and adorable son.

That is why I decided that I go with my 12-year-old son so that I can teach and he can learn about my job and not because I'm gonna get lonely that I wanted to die if I separated from him for a long time.