I'm Nicole, I'm a 13 year old teenager, I want to kill my classmate next to me in math.

In fact, I've always had impulses that forced me to do things that I would never do or make me want to do something while at the same time I don't want to but I want to, but I don't want to because I don't like but the voices keep saying i have to do it.

Make my first murder, in fact I am being harassed because I am different, I want to kill all those who harass me then kill myself but the voices do not want so I will not do it I will torture them little by little and throw them in the lake next to the school by attaching them to each other.