
4 girls and a femboi
Aiden
And you can study all that!
Aiden
AGGGH, so jealous!
You
C’mon! I’ve already told you all, it’s much more boring than it sounds! ><
You
These past few weeks have been all about laws and regulations and stuff :/
You
Running away from these things was one of my reasons for going into science…
Lauren
Yeah… No
Lauren
I’m sure even boring regulations have so much juicy magical stuff on them!
Kate
I want to see your notes!
Kate
When we come back for Christmas!
You
I guess that’s fine…
Sophie
It would be better to have mine xD
Sophie
Her handwriting is horrendous~
Alex lifted her head from the phone, and stuck her tongue out to her girlfriend, writing on her own phone right across the room from her. She just answered with a mischievous wink and a little giggle. She decided to go back to her phone.
Aiden
I was the one sitting besides her during highschool
Aiden
It was… an experience
You
Hey! ><
Sophie
Anyways, don’t lie about there not being anything interesting
Sophie
You were quite into the chapter about shifters
You
Well, duh!
You
Wouldn’t you want to know about the species you suddenly found yourself as??
Kate
Yeah, that makes sense
You
Although it made me feel even more clearly how weird I am
You
Shifters are supposed to have 4 forms at least, I only have 2
You
Also, well, I kinda came out as some flavor of trans in front of everyone
You
The teacher said that normally all forms are the same sex
You
And if they are not, well…
Aiden
I still doubt you’ll get shit in a world of magic and shapeshifting
Aiden
C’mon, your cute new friend can use fire and has cool ears!
Sophie
Also, don’t pretend it was all just curiosity
Sophie
I still remember your face when the topic of half-shifters came up~
Aiden
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Kate
What????
Lauren
PFFFFFFFFF
Alex could not deal with the chat any longer. Looking up from her phone, she could see Sophie dying of laughter at her super embarrassed face. Who knew blushing could reach your neck? As she was about to say something snarky to her, Alex noticed that a bit ago, on the other group chat a notification came of her being called. She decided to check on the conversation.
Fox, witch and shift
Suki
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Suki
I still have the outfit
Suki
But I don’t care much about my mother’s traditions
Sophie
You look sooooooo cute! OMG
Sophie
The white of the top contrasts amazing with your hair and fur
Suki
Thank you, witchie
Suki
This is one of the few outfits that work well with a tail
Suki
I guess it was made for that
Suki
Hey, so
Suki
This is probably too personal
Suki
But I kept thinking about it since we became friends at the party
Sophie
Look, Suki, I’m flattered but Alex and I are monogamous and
Suki
NOT THAT!
Suki
FFS, witchie, get your mind out of the gutter!
Suki
Good grief
Sophie
Sorry, sorry!
Sophie
Since you always seem kind of flirtatious I jumped to conclusions!
Suki
Sigh
Suki
Look, it’s fine, back to the topic
Suki
Your cute shiftie girlfriend has a problem with her birth form
Suki
And like, I get it, trans girl, birth male form and such
Suki
But all her forms are her body!
Suki
She’s a girl in all of them!
Suki
So I thought maybe we could do something to help her out
Suki
@Alex, would you be willing to try?
Sophie
@Alex, it’s OK if you don’t want to
Suki
Of course!
Sophie
She’s right now on the other chat, should be available soon
You
W...why?
You
Like, yeah, I hate it
You
I’m a girl, and I’m very much not girl-looking when on it
You
And all the general… dysphoria thing
You
Like, food tastes better and everything!
Sophie called her attention away from the phone, as she sat down besides her and started caressing her arm. The topic was swimming strongly in her head, she didn’t even feel the will to mess with Sophie about her misunderstanding right now. “I don’t know what she will propose, Alex, but I would be lying if I said I hadn’t noticed that you seem to dislike your male form more and more as time progressed. As she said, they’re all your body! I’m not saying you have to like it, but maybe the healthiest point would be something like “Sometimes it’s useful to be taller to grab stuff”?”. Alex was very conflicted about it, as a trans girl it was perfectly normal to hate her dysphoria inducing male body, no? But maybe she was right, since Alex had no need to ever be in it, maybe she should just start seeing it in a more neutral light? At that, she could see that Suki had kept writing.
Suki
I can only guess, but it fits with what I learned online
Suki
I was thinking about showing you that you’re a girl no matter the form
Suki
What I’m proposing is a makeover!
Alex started to ponder seriously. She was not looking forward to seeing a very dysphoria inducing boy-in-a-dress look from her male body at all. That would probably break her. Just as she was prepared to say no, Sophie grabbed her hand. She looked at her reassuring smile. Taking a deep breath, she tried to reframe it as exploring her gender in a non-linear sequence of events. She trusted that Sophie would not make her look too bad. Looking at her, she nodded her head.
Sophie
She’s not super convinced, but she says yes
Sophie
Wanna come home next weekend?



I guess they're trying to be good allies, but asking someone to reverse a transition, even temporarily, seems a lot.
Yeah, it's quite emotionally delicate. They're trying to go the route of "you can look like a girl even in your other form!" (which Alex admittedly never tried, since she cracked after already having her new form), in this way that well meaning cis allies can sometimes misunderstand how dysphoria works. Suki also might have some personal issue with someone refusing to use their innate magical abilities (which as far as she knows, Alex's shifting is). They're just trying to help, with this perspective of "a girl might find it useful to be taller and stronger temporarily and fully under her control", but well, we'll see next chapter :/ I really hope I don't trigger anyone with this, I wanted to explore "being trans doesn't stop when you suddenly have your ideal body" with the magical aspect this story grants the characters.
I am happy to see where this is going. It would be nice if her male form, or the mention of it, is not a trigger for an emotional distress.