I DON’T KNOW WHY I DIDN’T THINK ABOUT THIS SOONER!!!! IF THE CHAPTER NEVER ENDS THEN I WON’T DIE SO SOON!!!
So, new plan. Whenever I have this urge. NO. Even before that! I will write here.
Today was good. No pain and I ate some chips.
Today I hung out with my sister and watched some TV. It was nice.
I should write what days I am on… ummmm…
Day 3! My break from work ended I got back to working five days a week. Of course in some ways it sucks, but in many others it is great.
Day 4!
Day 5… I feel sick.
Day 6. Still Stick.
Day
Day
Dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy oh yeah.
Arhh pizza sauces wjhatever comabfa thijda ARGHH!
Day something or other…
Day something or other 2. Still, found nothing on how to be fixed? Cured? Uncursed?!
Nothing online.
Been trying to go to other places. But people just get me weird looks when they realise I’m being serious. The occult pieces of shit have been no help at all. “Oh you want to join? What an amazing curse! Have you been able to seal it away? No you need to accept and then you will be able to use its power!”
If there is any occult or magic places anyway, I haven’t been able to find them!
Day crap whatever! Normal day of work.
ANother DAY.
Had family with dinner. Fuck, I meant dinner with the family…
Ha….. I neeed to seeeeSleep.
Leave me alone leave me alone leave me aloneme alone leave me aloneme alone leave me aloneme alone leave meme alone leave meme alone leave me alone alone aloneme alone leave me alone.
Day was okay. Better than yesterday, but hopefully worse than tomorrow.
Can't taste anything. Please just be a sickness thing not a course issues.
aasdabadbsaasfasf.
Writing down random crap.
Can't be bothered.
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Sleep.
Skipped work for the first time.
Skipped work for the second time.
Didn't skip work for the third time. Boss ask what happened. I just said, "I don't know, I couldn't move... sorry, I should've tried contacting you sooner.
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That's... probably enough days of saying I'm scared.
Cause I'm not scared.
I'm not scared. I will find a solution soon and everything will go back to normal.
Day XYZ. Stuff happened.
DZYZ, other stuff happened.
agony
collect
cause
announcement
X-ray
heart
climate
class
party
expectation
order
philosophy
regard
distribute
make
embarrassment
estate
lump
critic
squash
recognize
snatch
prison
contraction
admit
intermediate
owe
compound
greet
clear
wonder
twilight
me
bill
match
guard
Random list of words check....
Tried going on a date. Didn't work. "Something wrong with your eyes".
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System down system up.
Pizza
shallotsbrothgreen onionsbasil
black olives
chutneydumplingpink beansswiss cheese
coffee
pickles
Kahluacurry leavesbeefoatmeal
dried leeksjicamabroccoli raabpumpkins
apple butterpig's feet
sazon
oreganorum
tarragon
passion fruit
apricots
moo shu wrapperscoconut oil
black beans
cucumbers
pistachiossnap peas
beans
dates
honeydew melonsbean threads
beets
corn
aioli
half-and-half
hash browns
musselsbroccoli
anchovies
barley sugar
green beans
french fries
kale
pecanssherry
molassemozzarellatbroccolihyme
herring
rose water
ketchup
broccoli
hot sauce
pineapples
kiwibroccoli
chives
cottage cheese
salmon
brunoise
English muffins
tuna
Tabasco sauce
graham crackers
berries
turkeys
sushi
cornmeal
ginger
tartar sauce
granola
crabs
peanuts
almonds
Succotashbroccoli broccoli
coriander
bananas
five-spice powderbroccoli
creme fraiche
horseradish
bay leaves
water chestnuts
lemon juice
aquavit
sweet peppers
chile peppers
baking powder
radishesromaine lettuce
zest
almond buttergrapefruits
soybeansremouladecapergroupercod
mushrooms
honeyrhubarb
pastacashew nuttofugelatin
red cabbagebouillon
soymilk
trout
goudarugulavenison
chicken
portabella mushroomsapplesauce
mascarpone
lima beans
wasabi
cactus
raisins
ginger ale
lemon grass
ice creamspaghetti squash
liveracorn squash
Irish cream liqueur
alfredo sauce
garliprunes
chickpeas
borscht
tomato sauce
coconut milk
leeks
marshmallows
butter
rice wine
panko bread crumbs
grapes
squidbrown rice
cider vinegar
sugar
flounder
ricotta cheese
habanero chilies
gorgonzolatomato paste
unsweetened chocolate
red snapper
maple syrumintcorn flour
catfish
chicken liver
Goji berry
snapper
custard
walnuts
mustard seeds
cream cheese
octopus
caviar
breadcrumbs
chili sauce
rice
dill
chili powder
tomatoes
rosemary
geeseplum tomatoespoultry seasoningbean saucemayonnaisedate sugarcilantroswordfish
creamred chile powderchestnutsheavy creamsquashplantainsmustardchaurice sausage
quail
orange peels
eggplants
poppy seedsvanilla bean
clams
bourbon
brussels sprouts
rabbitcuminsalsapowdered sugarbalsamic vinegarolives
cannellini beanspotato chips
lobsterscanola oiltortillas
rice vinegarbarleytonic waterpears
mackerel
sunflower seedslemonswine
jack cheese
bruschetta
carrotsasiago cheese
tea
tomato juice
raspberries
maraschino cherries
parsnips
wine vinegar
turtlecauliflower
mesclun greensflax seed
blueberriespeanut butter
shrimp
sausages
pine nuts
rice paper
vanilla
melons
Havarti cheese
fennel seeds
parsley
Day something or whatever again. 5/10.
Day something or whatever again. 2/10.
Day something or whatever again. 8/10.
Day something or whatever again. 10/10. Bloody Brilliant Bombastic Day.
Day something or whatever again. 5/10.
Day something or whatever again. 8/10.
Day something or whatever again. 5/10.
Day something or whatever again. 2/10.
Day something or whatever again. 10/10.
Day something or whatever again. 1/10.
Day something or whatever again. 1/10.
Day something or whatever again. 1/10.
Day something or whatever again. 3/10.
Day something or whatever again. 1/10.
Day Day something or whatever again. 121/10.
Day something or whatever again. 6/10.
Day something or whatever again. 0/2.
Day something or whatever again. 3/6.
Food has lost all its taste. Doctors say is it just some sickness it will pass soon.
At least I'm not feeling any pain so hopefully that means this plan is working?
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INEEDTOWRITEFUCK ARGH!!!!!!!
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LET JUST REPEAT EVERYTHING.
I DON’T KNOW WHY I DIDN’T THINK ABOUT THIS SOONER!!!! IF THE CHAPTER NEVER ENDS THEN I WON’T DIE SO SOON!!!
So, new plan. Whenever I have this urge. NO. Even before that! I will write here.
Today was good. No pain and I ate some chips.
Today I hung out with my sister and watched some TV. It was nice.
I should write what days I am on… ummmm…
Day 3! My break from work ended I got back to working five days a week. Of course in some ways it sucks, but in many others it is great.
Day 4!
Day 5… I feel sick.
Day 6. Still Stick.
Day
Day
Dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy oh yeah.
Arhh pizza sauces wjhatever comabfa thijda ARGHH!
Day something or other…
Day something or other 2. Still, found nothing on how to be fixed? Cured? Uncursed?!
Nothing online.
Been trying to go to other places. But people just get me weird looks when they realise I’m being serious. The occult pieces of shit have been no help at all. “Oh you want to join? What an amazing curse! Have you been able to seal it away? No you need to accept and then you will be able to use its power!”
If there is any occult or magic places anyway, I haven’t been able to find them!
Day crap whatever! Normal day of work.
ANother DAY.
Had family with dinner. Fuck, I meant dinner with the family…
Ha….. I neeed to seeeeSleep.
Leave me alone leave me alone leave me aloneme alone leave me aloneme alone leave me aloneme alone leave meme alone leave meme alone leave me alone alone aloneme alone leave me alone.
Day was okay. Better than yesterday, but hopefully worse than tomorrow.
I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared.
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shallotsbrothgreen onionsbasil
black olives
chutneydumplingpink beansswiss cheese
coffee
pickles
Kahluacurry leavesbeefoatmeal
dried leeksjicamabroccoli raabpumpkins
apple butterpig's feet
sazon
oreganorum
tarragon
passion fruit
apricots
moo shu wrapperscoconut oil
black beans
cucumbers
pistachiossnap peas
beans
dates
honeydew melonsbean threads
beets
corn
aioli
half-and-half
hash browns
musselsbroccoli
anchovies
barley sugar
green beans
french fries
kale
pecanssherry
molassemozzarellatbroccolihyme
herring
rose water
ketchup
broccoli
hot sauce
pineapples
kiwibroccoli
chives
cottage cheese
salmon
brunoise
English muffins
tuna
Tabasco sauce
graham crackers
berries
turkeys
sushi
cornmeal
ginger
tartar sauce
granola
crabs
peanuts
almonds
Succotashbroccoli broccoli
coriander
bananas
five-spice powderbroccoli
creme fraiche
horseradish
bay leaves
water chestnuts
lemon juice
aquavit
sweet peppers
chile peppers
baking powder
radishesromaine lettuce
zest
almond buttergrapefruits
soybeansremouladecapergroupercod
mushrooms
honeyrhubarb
pastacashew nuttofugelatin
red cabbagebouillon
soymilk
trout
goudarugulavenison
chicken
portabella mushroomsapplesauce
mascarpone
lima beans
wasabi
cactus
raisins
ginger ale
lemon grass
ice creamspaghetti squash
liveracorn squash
Irish cream liqueur
alfredo sauce
garliprunes
chickpeas
borscht
tomato sauce
coconut milk
leeks
marshmallows
butter
rice wine
panko bread crumbs
grapes
squidbrown rice
cider vinegar
sugar
flounder
ricotta cheese
habanero chilies
gorgonzolatomato paste
unsweetened chocolate
red snapper
maple syrumintcorn flour
catfish
chicken liver
Goji berry
snapper
custard
walnuts
mustard seeds
cream cheese
octopus
caviar
breadcrumbs
chili sauce
rice
dill
chili powder
tomatoes
rosemary
geeseplum tomatoespoultry seasoningbean saucemayonnaisedate sugarcilantroswordfish
creamred chile powderchestnutsheavy creamsquashplantainsmustardchaurice sausage
quail
orange peels
eggplants
poppy seedsvanilla bean
clams
bourbon
brussels sprouts
rabbitcuminsalsapowdered sugarbalsamic vinegarolives
cannellini beanspotato chips
lobsterscanola oiltortillas
rice vinegarbarleytonic waterpears
mackerel
sunflower seedslemonswine
jack cheese
bruschetta
carrotsasiago cheese
tea
tomato juice
raspberries
maraschino cherries
parsnips
wine vinegar
turtlecauliflower
mesclun greensflax seed
blueberriespeanut butter
shrimp
sausages
pine nuts
rice paper
vanilla
melons
Havarti cheese
fennel seeds
parsley
ARGHH! DAMIMT JUST I WANT TO REST!
I can't fucking taste anything.
My sense of smell is goddamn gone.
Now my bloody feeling in my hands is going away.
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! !
JUST LET ME LIVE IN PEACE!
PLEASE.
I'LLL DO ANYTHING.
I JUST! ARGHTH
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Beep beep beep!
ARGH!
DAY SOMETHIGN THAT IS A BLOODY NUMBER. it was fine. Fish and chips were on sale.
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09/09: Work was lovely today. No accidents and we got to work with some new people all of which were lovely and hard workers.
10/09: Weekend, went to the pub with some mates that I hadn't seen in a couple years. I didn't really drink but just sat back, chatted and enjoyed the company. Went home and played some video games with a different group of friends who I also hadn't seen in a while.
11/09: Visited my grandparents, caught the train as practiced drawing during the 2 hour ride there and back. The visit was fun, worried about grandpa's leg but he has been looking better in the face these last four years.
12/09: Work again, no incidents. Continued from the job of last week.
13/09: Betty and Simon were sick from work today. Hopefully they will get well soon.
14/09: Work again, no incidents.
15/09: Work again, no incidents.
16/09: Work again, no incidents. But the people who we were working with finished up and left, hope to see them on a joint job again some other time.
17/09: Work is over, so I just spent the day binging movies. I have a lot to finish. I started with the ones my sister wanted me to watch. Most were pretty bad, but at least in the so funny they make you laugh kind of way.
18/09: Basically what I said for yesterday's entry.
19/09: Work again, no incidents.
20/09: Betty and Simon are back, apparently they got super sick. And from the photos I saw. Yep... glad that wasn't me.
21/09: Work again, no incidents.
22/09: Work again, no incidents.
25/09: Work again, no incidents.
26/09: I decided I should start working out again. I am decently fit thanks to my job but U think I could be doing better. Some of my friends who are less fit want to work out, so I might as well join them.
30/09: Today was fine, I was complete some side projects which was pretty good.
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4/10: Today was fine, boss was generous and paid for everyone's lunch at the local food court.
10/10: I'm thinking on going a vacation. Not sure. But I haven't been to many places, so it could be fun?
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12/10: After spending a day looking at vacation spots. I'm not interested in most of them? I'll spend a few more days looking but I might not go anywhere.
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15/10: I CAN'T F~EEL ANYTH~~ ING EVER~~ YTHI~~ NG ANYTH~~~ ING ANY~~ WHERE
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16/10: My sister bought me some donuts today, I wish she didn't. She doesn't have much money and I'd rather she save it up for something for important. I have money I can pay for food for us.
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25/10: Work again, no incidents.
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OK, I now understand what you meant when you said it gets crazy. Not gonna lie, it actually felt like I was reading a diary from something like Witcher 3 or Cyberpunk or Skyrim, I hope it's not just me here🙃
But I can see some symbolism that definitely resonates with me. Sometimes when I sit down to write, it just feels like time doesn't move at all, like I am stuck in front of the screen waiting for something to happen, for something to get better. So I guess you nailed it with how writing can actually sometimes stop time.