Author's Note:

Don't ask me how I knew all of the ones you're about to see in this chapter. I just researched all of these from the start since I'm an informative type of person when making a story...

Again, we're not going Nocturne in this chapter!

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"My first wish's to be a girl."

"A girl...?" The pale-skinned, white-haired Goddess-sama, that has quite a divine blue eyes, asked as her eyes seemed to have shown interest on what I just said to the Goddess. 

"Yes, Goddess-sama. A girl..." I requested my first wish with such resolve in mind.

It sounds weird but if I were to be reincarnated and given a chance to change something, I think I might as well change how I look and act. 

It may have some really bad disadvantages considering that I didn't know what world I would be on, but it still has some perks as well which I can't usually do as a guy.

"Hmmm... So you're taking advantage of this so you could try on doing copulation as a girl, huh? Pervert." Goddess-sama said something out of the blue with a persecuting tone, which definitely would have made myself blush from the embarrassment if I actually have my material body here! 

"W-Wha?!?! Heck no, you airhead! I'm not choosing it for such a lowly reason!" I immediately exclaimed, denying her claims. 

Seeing beautiful people like Suzume-san and Shiro who were one of the top beauties of the Tokyo Branch of our school around me during almost all of my time on Earth, I can't help but also be mesmerized by their beauty.

I'm definitely straight as the metal rod that stabbed my body earlier. But the prospect of a material body of a girl of my choosing... is something that piques my interest more and I would like to experience it more myself. 

"Peculiar... Human, you’re a man from your past life… Why do you want to be a girl now?" The airhead Goddess asked. 

"I mean… why not? If I were to be reincarnated, I guess it’s like starting again… And assuming that my memories stays, I guess something like that would be fine by me." I replied while shrugging, if only I have my material body. 

As I said that, the Goddess who's sitting on the throne stared at me very intently before responding to what I said earlier.

"Interesting... What's your name, human?" The Goddess-sama asked in a curious tone.

That's something I didn't expect...

"M-My name? My name is Nakamura Kurayami. Nakamura is my surname." 

I stated, as the Goddess in front of me nodded and pulled up what seemed to be a <Status Screen> that I usually see in isekai mangas and anime that I've read in my past time. 

"Here, Nakamura Kurayami… You can customize what your everything would look like at your peak." 

The Goddess said as she moved her hand towards me as the <Status Screen> then flew towards the front of my body where the screen is projecting what looked like a Human Body Customizer. 

I'm so surprised about this that when I tried to tweak something in it first, a 1:1 projection of my material body showed up in front of me... though it's naked, but I'm unfazed after studying biology during my time in high school. 

But to make it understandable, it's a full-on Body Customization Tool that let me pick any single element that I could think of! From hair color to the waist width to my height as a human being, fat levels, the muscular composition, muscle strength and level within the body, the shape of the face, eyes, and nose, and... wait... there's also a size setting for both my thighs, hips, and... uhhhh... those private parts, yes.

And all of those things are currently projected in front of me as if it's in a holographic setting! 

"Eh? Seriously?? Everything's also customizable here!" I said after recovering from my shock a few moments earlier. 

"This is your first wish. I hope that you like it, Nakamura Kurayami." The Goddess replied with the monotonous tone like earlier. 

I remember reading a lot of shoujo-ai-related manga as well... I mean, I kind of read a lot of genres with curiosity in mind but I mainly love space and mecha genres of anime. But now that I think about it... There are a lot of them still stashed away from... my... room... oh shit!

"Did you not like it, Nakamura Kurayami?" Goddess-sama asked in a curious tone. 

"I-It's the opposite! It's impressive as expected, Goddess-sama! Also!" I immediately responded in panic. 

"Also?"

"For my second wish, can you also remove all of my secret stashes of... uhhhh... shoujo-ai and yuri-related Not Safe For Work manga and doujinshi that are in my room?" I asked the Goddess-sama if it's plausible to remove traces of those things existing in my dorm. 

But reality has still disappointed me. 

"At this point in time, that’s impossible as it seems that someone has already seen it. If I were to do that, we would break the non-interference policy with humans on Earth." The Goddess rejected this wish of mine. 

No freaking way... Only a few people have already been inside my room... So few in fact that I can count all of them within my ten fingers on my two hands. But the one who spends the most time in my room would be...

"They… you don’t mean that…" I can think of a few people who have personally went inside my room. 

"No, it's actually Kokonoe Shirokusa who has already seen it." The Goddess responded in a monotonous tone, as if she's affirming my suspicions. 

"SHI—" 

I’m totally screwed now once she sees it… I have no problem if it's the other people who could've seen it... but there’s no merit now that she has seen it.

"Do you want to see Kokonoe Shirokusa?" An unexpected question from Goddess-sama reached through my hearing. 

"Eh?"

"Do you want to see Kokonoe Shirokusa?" She repeated the question she said earlier, even though I've already heard it. 

This snapped me back from my panic earlier, and got myself in deep thought... and also sadness.

"I wanted to see her, yes. But first of all... How does that work?" I asked the Goddess-sama a question after answering hers. 

The Goddess then waves her index finger to project some sort of a live video feed of my room where Shiro’s in my apartment room, wearing of what looks like an attire as if she came after my funeral has settled. 

All I can see is Shiro crying on my bed… Is she always like that?

"That’s not the case, Nakamura Kurayami. Though if it may be impudent of me to ask since you have experienced death just earlier, but. Have you regretted dying earlier than Kokonoe Shirokusa?" The Goddess asked me a question while I was watching the live feed when I heavily sighed and responded to her question with a fake smile on my face.

"What the hell is with that question? It might be reasonable to state that I'm a variable that fate itself has not controlled. And it may very well be coincidental that something like this have happened. But it is a fact that it's your side that did this to me." I answered her question as I forced a laugh before sighing in exasperation. 

"My deepest apologies, Nakamura Kurayami, for we have not foresaw this kind of scenario." Goddess-sama replied, but in a tone that seemed to have been quite genuine for an apology.

This took me back a little bit as I wanted to gloss over the fact that all of these have happened, not because of pure chance but with making them responsible as well due to my emotional state.

"What’s done has already been done, Goddess-sama. And no, I didn’t regret saving her at all…" I sighed heavily as I answered her question truthfully.

That's right... Everything has been done already. As long as Shiro is safe and sound in Earth, I'm sure that I can move on from my attachments and go to my next phase in my new life.

The Goddess nodded as she waved her index finger again to finish the projection of that live video feed. She then responded to me.

"I'll be waiting for you to finish your appearance, Nakamura Kurayami." She said in her usual monotonous tone. 

I nodded as I then proceeded into making the new appearance of my body to forget about all of it for now. 

So let’s see…

As I visualize my thoughts as if I have my hands are touching the <Status Screen>, there were many menus to see and choose from. 

Red hair, golden eyes… A pale and slim body, probably 37-24-36 Inches… Oooh! A Cup C!

It's quite true, it is really customizable to the tee! 

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Body Customization Settings

Basic Content:

Gender: Female

Height: 168 centimeter

Weight: 53 kilograms

Body Composition:

Fat Content: 16%

Underbust Size: 71 centimeters (31 inches)

Overbust Size: 94 centimeters (37 inches)

Cup Size: 36C

Waist Size: 61 centimeters (24 inches)

High Hip Size: 74 centimeters (29 inches)

Hip Size: 91 centimeters (36 inches)

Hair, Face, and Skin Composition:

Skin Color: Fair

Skin Type: Normal

Hair Color: Red

Eye Color: Gold

Facial Shape: Heart-Like

Nose Shape: Straight

Facial Complexion: Smooth and Fair Complexion