{Gen Savage}

I went home to try to find Willow. I wasn’t sure what I was going to say or do, but she needed to stay here and stay safe. My heart started beating faster as I saw her standing outside playing with the huge dire wolf. The wolf nodded at me, and Willow turned smiling. Somehow the wolf had told her I was here. Once more I wondered how smart the animal was. She put down the rope that they were playing with, and the wolf took it over to a group of children that had been watching them. All were my nieces and nephews and I loved them all, but my eyes were solely on the beautiful wolf woman. She had exchanged her leather armor dress for a white linen sundress. The wind played with the edge and drew my eyes in a wonderful way.

“Can I help you?” She asked batting her eyes at me. I looked into those golden orbs and smiled.

“I have a mission that will take me away for a while.” I said with a sigh.

“Good I’ll get packed.” She said sweetly, turning away from me. I grabbed her arm and pulled her back to me.

“I want you to stay here with your family.” She frowned at my words and put her hands on her hips.

“Why in all the hells would I do that?” She asked, as she furrowed her brow at me.

“You need to stay here and stay safe. Be here to help your parents settle in.” I tried to argue. She laughed and somehow the sound made my heart flutter.

“No.” she said coldly. “I’m going with you’ll and that’s that.” She said turning away from me. “Oh, after we watch my parents get married and you are cuddlin with me tonight. Got that?” I blinked after her, not sure what I could say or do. Somehow, she had turned any argument I might have made away from any way I thought things might go. How had that happened? I could see her tail wagging in pride as she walked away. Maybe Clover would be able to help her see reason. After thinking about that for two seconds, I realized Quick might be the better choice.

I found Quick in the house getting into a tight-fitting suit and sweating as he fumbled with the belts. “Let me help you, Sir.” I said moving to the huge human. He rubbed the back of his head making the suit strain against his arms. “You sure Tailor measured you?” I asked.

“Na, don’t feel comfortable with a woman fussin over me.” He said in his gruff voice. His eyes were wide and sweat poured off him.

“You should see her. Knowing her she will look at it as an honor to take care of a member of our house for a wedding.” I said with a slight laugh. “That being said, I think Boss will let you borrow his if we ask. Bealica will demand that she and her family will be allowed to join in the celebration if we ask though. You okay with that?” I asked him. He looked even more uncomfortable and started counting as he took deep breaths. “Quick, look at the floor, narrow your focus. The world is okay.” He nodded and sat down ripping the coat he was trying to put on. “Deep breaths in, hold, and out.” He was having an attack. “Good and another one.” He did as I requested as I pulled out a special walkie talkie that connected me to big brother. He had given it to me before I left the shop. “Can I get Batsy to the house with Boss’s wedding suit?” The walkie clicked and big brother’s voice came to me.

“Are both for you?” He asked and he sounded slightly worried. I laughed as I responded.

“Both are for Quick.” The huge man was breathing heavily as he covered his face with his hands.

“Why didn’t he go see Tailor? She would have loved making something for him.” I rolled my eyes as Quick started to laugh and cry. I put a hand on the man’s shoulder and rubbed it to let him know it was okay.

“That is what I said.” I said into the box.

“Parnel is on his way. ETA sixteen minutes. You know the price of this request?” Big brother asked.

“I know and it should be okay.” He broke the connection, and I looked down at the struggling man. “See, everything is okay. Just breathe, you aren’t alone. Would you like me to get Clover or Willow?” He shook his head before looking up at me.

“Na I’m good kiddo. Just needed a moment. It was all a bit much.” He said, rubbing his face.

“Ket used to go through this when she was little. Auntie Batsy knows the best way to help. He nodded and soon the door opened as Auntie Batsy danced in. She smiled as she looked around, twisting her bracelet.

“Gen, really?” She asked with a wince. I had forgotten and the memory of Snow and I this morning had crossed my mind. “So this is Quick.” She blinked for a moment. “Faceless? Oh shit.” She blinked and backed away. “Calm.” She growled and moved slowly forward. “Calm.” She said and I could feel my own mind slow. Quick looked over at her slowly like he was drunk. “Calm down.” She said slowly. “That place is a mess. Just listen to my words and calm down.” She said slowly, her eyes wide and I could see a trickle of sweat roll down her face. Fear rolled off her in waves. It was clear she was scared of Quick, but he was only slightly scared. “Quick, listen to my voice. You are safe here. The war is over. Stand down soldier.” At her words he blinked and looked around. “Stand down.” She looked at me and frowned. “Bunny lullaby.” I nodded but wasn’t sure what was going on.

“Dry your eyes my little bunny babe.” At my words he focused on me, and his shoulders relaxed. His eyes watered, but his heart slowed.

“Good Gen. Now breathe Quick. You are Quick now. Faceless is gone.” Auntie Batsy said, looking over at me and nodding. Who are you?” She asked, looking at Quick.

“I am Quick Vestos.” He nodded slowly.

“That’s right. You are Quick. Say it again.” She said with a sad smile.

“I am Quick Vestos.” He said, rubbing his eyes. He started humming the bunnies’ lullaby as he looked around. Auntie Batsy turned her bracelet and sighed as she slumped into a seat. The half bat woman was wearing a long sleeveless dress as she looked around slightly drained.

“Gen you did the right thing by calling for me. Next time, do it sooner. Quick, you are my number one patient. Starting tomorrow you come see me for at least an hour a day.” She said as she rubbed her head with her long bat-like wings.

“What did you do?” Quick asked, still slightly dazed.

“I took your panic attack from you. It will take me a little longer to get over it, but I’m used to it.” She said with a shrug. “Not the worst thing I’ve dealt with, but it's up there. Gen try not to think about Snow or Willow around me next time please.” Quick looked over at me and I could smell a trickle of anger flowing off him. “Don’t be that way, he was coming to ask you to force her to stay here. It wasn’t going to work, but it did let me meet my next patient.” She said waving her wing in the air. He grimaced and smiled weakly at me. I gave a muttered thanks to Auntie Batsy and stood up. At some point Quick and I had ended up kneeling on the floor.

“Mind mage.” Quick said as he looked over at Auntie Batsy.

“That I am and a good one, but my powers these days mainly deal with people like you trying to live the normal life in this city.” She said with a smile. “We have a group meeting in three days. You will be there, or I will demand your wife drag you by the ears. You got me?” She asked, crossing her arms. He nodded and looked away. She twisted her bracelet again and looked at me closely. “How is Ket?” I blinked at her. “Really. Good to know. Take care of her. Good to see you finally realize those two have a thing for you. Noted on Snow. Careful she may try to get a potion without your knowledge. If you are okay with that, good. Yes Quick, talking with me is this easy.” She said with a slight laugh as she turned it off. He turned to her and smiled. “Yes I know your feelings about us Beasts. Rest well here. He is here for Clover to help his first wife. I have turned on my bracelet so I can’t read your mind, but I can read people.” He blinked at her and nodded.

“Joining your town was somethin I couldn’t believe.” He said, looking between us. There was a knock at the door and Parnel walked in carefully. He snorted as he looked at Batsy and I.

“I have a suit for you.” He growled and laid it on the couch before backing away slowly. I knew he didn’t like Auntie Batsy, but never knew why. She was nice to talk to as she didn’t hide things.

“Gen, some people don’t like mind mages. They think we can influence their minds. They are right, but I don’t like that aspect of my magic.” She said, turning her large dark eyes to me. “Quick, are you better now?” She asked, looking at him. He nodded and started humming again. “That is good. Faceless doesn’t hum lullabies. Tell yourself that.”

“Faceless doesn’t hum lullabies.” He said as he looked into a mirror. Auntie Batsy nodded so he could see her face in the mirror.

“Do you need me here?” I asked, feeling a little awkward. Auntie Batsy shook her head and smiled at me.

“Gen is going to leave, but he will be there for you and your family. Quick has a family.” She nodded at me. I returned the nod and left the room not sure what was going on. Auntie Batsy knew what she was doing.

That night I went to my room to find Willow in my bed waiting for me. Her tail wagged and she rolled over hiding her face from me. I undressed and was about to get dressed when she stopped me.

“Come to bed like that.” She said with a twang to her voice. She had seen me nude before but I couldn't help but feel my heart hammer in my chest. “I want to feel you.” She said, her eyes slightly hooded. My body responded as I crawled into bed next to her. Much to my shock, she was nude and smelled amazing. She turned away as I tucked in behind her.

“You smell nice.” I said sniffing her nape. She hummed and tucked in closer to me. I was hard as a rock and pressed to her tight ass.

“Those tub things are nice. You’ll have some nice soap too.” She said as she held my arms around her middle.

“Hot water can be very relaxing.” I said moving her hair to kiss the back of her neck. I wasn’t sure why I did that, but it felt nice. She moaned and started rubbing her ass against me. Was this going to happen, or would it end like the last time? “Do you want sleep?” I asked into her long-pointed ear. She rolled over to look into my eyes in the dark room.

“You know what I want.” She said licking her lips and then the end of my nose. I laughed and licked the end of her nose.

“And what is that?” I asked, my arms moving lower to her ass. She blushed and hid her face in my chest.

“I want you.” She said in a small voice. A deep growl started in my chest as I kissed her forehead.

“You have me.” I said, my voice dropping down. I pulled her ass to me and felt my dick push between her legs making her giggle as she pawed at my chest.

“I’m scared.” She whispered into my chest.

“About what?” I asked.

“You may not like it. You might not want me. Things may change.” She said her voice going lower with each statement. I lifted her chin and kissed her softly.

“Willow, I love you. I love you as much as I love Snow or Ket. You three are my reason for being and I don’t see my life without you in it.” She growled and kissed me hard before biting my lip.

“Gen, I love you too and want your pups, but I’m not sure if I will be a good mama.” She said and I could see her eyes watering.

“Pups or not. That is for down the road. Right now, just be the wolf you want to be. I’m not going anywhere and nor are you, I hope.” I said the last part under my breath, but she still heard it. She pushed me back until I was on my back and climbed on top of me. Her hard body pressed into me as she kissed me hard. I growled into her mouth, and she responded in kind as I pushed my tongue into her mouth. Her eyes went wide as she flicked my tongue with her own. Her lower lips pressed into my shaft, and it twitched wanting to be deep inside her. “Willow,” I growled into her mouth. “We can stop any time.” I whispered into the dark. Her eyes shined as she reached down.

“I don’t want to stop.” She growled as she pressed me into her. Before I could react, she slid around me. It was tight, wet and very ready. The same barrier blocked me as it did with Snow, but unlike Snow, I took my time sliding up to that point as she rocked her hips on top of me. My hands moved to her small breasts and I cupped each one using my thumb to rub her small nipples. “Gen, My Alpha.” She said in a moan as she lowered on me. Hands grabbed at my chest as I played with her nipples before rubbing up her body to pull her neck down to me.

“Who am I?” I growled into her mouth as our eyes locked. She whimpered and pushed harder into me breaking the barrier.

“Alpha.” She said in a small voice. I licked her lips and thrust up into her.

“Who am I?” I howled in a lower voice. She moaned, leaning back as she rode harder.

“You’re,” She gasped. “My alpha.” She whimpered as she rode.

“You’re mine.” I cried as I thrust up into her. The smell of blood and love filled the air as she rocked, crying out. I felt her clamp down on me as she howled in joy. “That is my good girl.” I said still wanting more, but willing to stop if she said so.

“Cum for me, my alpha.” She gasped. I rocked my hips faster into her showing her I knew what she wanted. “Cum for me.” She whimpered as she leaned back, closing her eyes. “Cum inside me.” She demanded. I moved faster as though my body was willing to fulfill her request. I felt my edge growing closer and I reached up pulling her neck down to me.

“Inside?” I growled into her mouth. Her eyes went wide as she pushed me away.

“No. Not ready. I felt her clamp down again and again and I just managed to pull free and sprayed everything I had on to the bed. She reached down and rubbed the last few drops free before bringing them to her lips. She licked each finger slowly before looking down at me. “You taste so good.” She moaned before laying on my chest. My dick was still pointed down to her ass, but I didn’t care. “My alpha.” She gasped. “I love you.”

“I love you too, Willow.” I said, kissing her forehead. She hummed and closed her eyes before going to sleep. I used my feet to move the stained sheets aside before wrapping her in the blanket. She stayed asleep the whole time but hummed as she pawed at my chest. I would have to apologize to the maids in the morning, but I didn't care. I still wanted Willow to stay, but after today I knew that it couldn’t be helped.

The next morning, I woke to Willow tucked under my arm and wrapped around me. She hummed and held me tighter before nuzzling my neck. It sent a thrill up my spine and I hugged her back. She blinked and smiled before blushing madly. “Did you sleep well?” I asked with my own blushing smile. She hummed and kissed my chin.

“I did. Was la,” She gulped and took a breath, fear starting to leak off her. “Was last night, okay?” She licked her lips and I could feel her heart hammering in her chest.

“You were wonderful. Are you still scared?” I asked with a slight smile. She kissed me hard in response. I held her close and started to respond. She pulled away and blushed as she kissed my chin.

“Now I know why Mama likes it so much. That was amazin.” She hummed. My hands moved down to her tail and I started petting it. She shuddered in my arms before shaking her head madly. “That feels so nice.” She said as she writhed. I moved one hand up to her ear and started stroking it as I pet her tail. This sent her over the edge and love started flowing off her in waves. I slowed down after a while because I knew if I just stopped it would be upsetting. She blinked at me and rubbed her face against my neck in a way that made me hum. I didn’t know why she liked my neck so much, but it felt nice.

“Come on, we have a mission to load up for.” She sniffed at my words and looked down.

“Bath first. You smell like Betty when she goes into heat.” She said, biting my neck. She shifted as we got out of bed. I couldn’t help but admire her figure. Every muscle stood out in definition as she stretched. Sliding behind her, I held her close making her tail wag as she held my arms around her middle. “Come on, we have places to be.” She said, turning to kiss my cheek.

Once in the bath she leaned into my side. “How do I compare to Snow?” She asked and I could smell a trickle of fear coming off her.

“How do you compare lamb to quail?” I asked with a raised eyebrow. She slapped my chest and smiled.

“Am I a lamb now?” She asked, poking my chest.

“No, I’m trying to point out that the two of you can’t compare to each other. I love you both and Ket too.” She moved to my lap and looked into my eyes.

“Yeah, but who is better.” She asked before kissing me.

“Don’t know. Might need a few more times to tell.” She giggled before starting to slide against me.

Once we were clean and happy, we packed and went to find Ket Snow, and Betty waiting at the RV. Snow had her arms crossed and seemed mildly upset. I may have to soothe her. Betty on the other hand walked up to Willow and sniffed before growling at me. How smart was this wolf? Ket walked up to me and looked into my eyes. She lifted my hand and sniffed before licking me. Now that I knew what that meant, it became something sweet between us. I reached down and held her hand before softly kissing the back. She smiled, but turned away. The smell of love leaked out, but stopped quickly. “How did you do that?” She blinked at my question. “How did you make the love smell stop?” She nodded and smiled.

“Think of something else.” She said before moving to her Knight. It was mostly black with green highlights and seemed to match the girl. I watched her tail swish before being slapped on the shoulder by Snow.

“What am I a log?” She asked in a huff. I turned quickly and pulled her into a deep kiss. She moaned into my lips as she shook. When we broke apart, she was blushing as she gasped. I had to hold her up to make sure she didn’t fall. Suddenly she squeaked as a slapping sound came to me.

“Call that pay back Darlin.” Willow said as she moved to the RV. With a chuckle, I joined my women. I had a feeling this was going to be a good trip. Willow went to bed saying she was going to be hunting and watching us at night. Betty had a pile of straw and leather blankets in the bay that she was sleeping on. That left Snow and I alone. She was blushing madly as she pulled me to the rear facing viewing room.

“How was she?” She asked as she pushed me on the couch. My heart started racing as I was unsure what was going to happen.

“I hope you’ll get to watch sometime.” I said with a smile as I pulled her onto my lap. She giggled and kissed me softly.

“I want more.” She whispered into my ear. My hands moved down to her short skirt and I found bare flesh as I grew. Had she planned this out? Maybe Ket could build us a bath that we could unpack at night. I would have to ask about that. Snow reached down and pulled me free before angling me to her wet and ready entrance. Yep, this was going to be an amazing trip.

(ZeroGiven40)

Do any of you suffer from anxiety or panic attacks? I know when I'm having them, some of these help. On really bad days, i lay in bed after work and watch old goofy cartoons.