why does no one listen to me?

yup as I thought, you have no idea.

it wouldn't be so bad if one person didn't like my ideas but no one, hear me? no one ever does. I thought it was impossible.

of course I get proved wrong again.

it's worse because this is the one person I should hate.

the one that I have a good reason to hate

but I don't.

you heard it here folks I don't hate somebody.

mind blown.

that one singular person right now is Kai.

don't tell me you knew that because even I didn't.

until now.

that made me want to hate him more than ever.

but I just can't.

when I look at him my fire of hate just burns out.

all those things that I want to say are just gone.

now I hate myself because of that.

I've never had a crush before.

until now.

no, its not that it can't be that.

now August is worried about me because I'm not as 'snappy' as usual.

it's not helping.