In the 151 days after Mo Ka met Chen Ge, everyday he warned himself not to like Chen Ge as a man: “Comrade[1]MoKa, hold on. Persist towards victory, in victory there is wife and children, rush ahead.” But the enemy is very powerful, colliding into Mo Ka’s heart scurrying around, no longer holding weapons tightly, obediently surrender, offering himself…

[1] 同志 comrade is a term that is used to refer to gay and lesbian identities in China.