There's little Mae doesn't regret, little she wouldn't kill for to change, to improve. But with a body now battered and broken from a past riddled with mistakes, she figured she'd been too late. Figured that the chasm that'd been her life till that point was deeper than anything she'd ever be able to climb out of.
At least, that's what she thought. Sadly, there always were deeper pits to fall in too. And it just so happened that the last one she found herself in doesn't appear to ever hit the ground, no matter how far she falls.