We all heard the saying before. When you're dying your life flashes before your eyes. This is when you apparently see things like regrets, all your happy moments, and things like that. But what happens if during the moment of your death, the moment you are supposed to see your life regrets, nothing is shown? Our main man, the man, the top dog...Josh...is currently in this predicament.

Is it because you have no regrets? Or, is it because you could not handle the truth of what really happened?
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Quick summary - Josh lived a normal-ish life. If normal means being on the death squad where he doesn't care if he lives or dies. He does not remember anything horrible happening to him as he grew up. However when he finally makes love with a bullet and dies on one of his suicided missions, he wakes up 18 years in the past. He quickly realized that he doesn't remember his past....at....like.....all. All of sudden a choice system appears! It will force him to reliving his worst memories, will he be able to forgive himself and save the ones around him?
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This is the first story I have ever written, so please keep that in mind. Always willing and looking forward to all criticism. Not sure how often I will post or how long this series will go. Every 10 or so chapters I will go back and fix em...They are rough. Currently I'm remaking the chapters before I release chapter 11. You have been warned

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This story is here and now on royal road. I'm enjoying this way more than I thought!