Chapter 11.5: Then, I Will Join You…
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<Did you leave Sayori hanging?>

<What have you done, Haruno?>


<Don't worry, I'm fine really.>

<Of course, I would walk home with you.>

<Haru!>

<You meanieeee!>

<If Yuri asks you to walk home with her, would you say yes and go?>

<Never been better... Ehehehe! Thanks Haruno, goodbye!">

.......

What have I done....

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Sayori, why?

.....

She was literally hanging..... over there.

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I cut the rope with the knife I am holding. I hold her as soon as I did that. Her body... is so cold. Her smile, is no longer here. She is no longer here. She's dead. I hugged her ruined body tightly. I didn't realize it. She had depression. I blame myself for not remembering it.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHH! YOU USELESS PIECE OF SHIT!"

With the knife, I stabbed my left arm.

"FUUCCKKKK! IT HURTS! I DESERVE THIS! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!"

I am losing myself, my sanity. I started speaking nonsense.

"What am I doing? After all I said? I said I'll be her friend.... That I would help her.... That.... I......"

I cried again like there was no tomorrow. I place Sayori on her bed. I see a note stuck at her pocket. I decided to look at it.

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Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of
Get.
Out.
Of.
My.
Head.

Get out of my head before I do what I know is best for you.
Get out of my head before I listen to everything she said to me.
Get out of my head before I show you how much I love you.
Get out of my head before I finish writing this poem.

But a poem is never actually finished.
It just stops moving.

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I fell into despair as I saw that. There nothing more I could do now.

"She's gone. She's gone?"

Regret is always the feeling at the end.
Then it hit me.

"Why do I care for Sayori? I loved her, didn't I? Not as my childhood friend."

"Sayori? Please wake up. Hey. Hey. Call me again. Call...me...a...meanie... again.c

"I.... haven't thank you yet. Please. Wake up. Wake up! WAKE UP!"

There is no response.

"This is all my fault. Everything is all my fault. I shouldn't have existed. I wish I remained dead. I though I could live happily with you here. With everyone else."

I cried till I can't anymore...

*panting*

"It hurts. To lose someone you've loved. I know this isn't my feelings, but it is so real. I wish I could protect you. I wish I could see you smile. I wish I could tell you, that I love you. Sayori."

I started to realize things.

"That's right. If I can't live a world without you, then...I will join you."

I hold the knife and slices of my wrists.

"GCKKKK! ACKKKKKK! HAAAAAAA! HAAAAAA! HAAAAAA! IT HURTS!"

*panting*

*opens up my arm*

I realize that I won't die easily. Instead, with my right arm, I pointed the knife through my throat. I lie down next to Sayori's body.

"Don't worry, I'll join you soon..."

With a blink of an eye, I stab my throat. Not one, not two times, but several times. I've become so numb. I didn't feel anything. Not anymore.

*blood splurts everywhere*

*dying sound*

Yes. I'll be joining you soon.

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Slowly, my consciousness fades....

Please read the next chapter.

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