I'm sitting across from Elise in a private room, just upstairs from the extravagant hall where the tea party was being hosted. I feel the need to know Elise’s story to help her, but I find myself grasping for words to start a conversation.
Elise meekly followed me when I dragged her up here, but would she be willing to tell everything to a person she barely knew?
“How have you been?” I ask, slightly leaning forwards.
“Good.”
Liar.
[Written from Elise’s POV]
“Good.” I answer without thinking.
People who inquire “How are you?” never care about the response. It’s a formality. One would be burdened if the person actually spilled all their affairs to the question.
I wait for the topic to shift, but it doesn’t. Tina doesn’t throw another question, or even attempt to say anything.
“... As you know, I got married a year ago into Beaumont house…”
Words spilled before I knew what I was doing.
Maybe it was an attempt to fill the silence that hung heavily in the air. Maybe it was the sincere gaze of the young tailor whose age wasn’t so different from mine. Maybe it was the warmth I sensed from her that I haven’t felt in a long time.
How hilarious. For this feeling to come from someone I haven’t even spoken to in over a year.
I did put up a fight for some time after the arranged marriage was initially proposed. However, when my grandfather’s health deteriorated, the marriage was rushed to the point where neither me nor Osric could argue about who cancels the agreement from which end.
[A/N: Osric is her husband's name.]
I gave in. Loveless political marriages are not new in this society. I believed things would work out eventually. We could continue doing our own things while respecting each other.
I believed wrong.
My one and only marriage ceremony lasted less than 15 minutes and ended without even exchanging kisses. That night, he entered the wedding chambers...
I exhale a nervous breath as I recall the events that night.
[Trigger Warning: Rape]
I wasn’t unwilling since I knew consummation was inevitable. But I was scared because I didn’t know what was coming. It was my first experience.
Osric took my gestures as rejection. I'll never forget the words he spat in my face that day.
“You have no say in this.”
He pushed me down and aggressively parted my legs. He disregarded my apprehensions, emotionlessly thrusting until he dumped his load.
When he was done, he exited the chambers with a dissatisfied click of his tongue. He didn’t return that night.
People said sex felt amazing, that it sends you to heavens. All I felt was a filthy sticky sensation between my legs as I sobbed on an empty bed.
Disgusting.
The sensation of his rough hands on my body didn't disappear no matter how many times I rubbed them clean in my bath. I felt disgusted with myself. I took pride in being a strong woman, yet I felt utterly useless when I was pinned under someone who was stronger than you.
Vain.
I collected myself after that night… and devoted myself entirely into swordsmanship. I wanted to push away all negative thoughts and invest my frustrations into something productive.
But my in-laws didn’t like me holding a sword.
They didn't overtly reject me, but my mother-in-law began cramming housewife lessons into my schedule. I'd be too weary at the end of each day, but I'd go so far as to practice at night with no one watching. Because it was the only thing that remained constant in my life.
Then, three months into my marriage, everything came crashing down around me.
My father’s business failed and he went into debt. I intended to raise the matter to Osris, but he was away.
Instead, my mother-in-law called me to have a ‘conversation’ while chastising me for seeking Osris. Then she continued to blame me for not being enough. 'Why else would he meet other women? Why would he only have intercourse with you once a month?'
Whenever I sought out Osris, the servants would condescendingly inform me that he was busy or occupied.
Even the servants held no respect for me in this house.
Then I learned that my father fell sick from overworking to settle debts. My mother wrote to me about how she is working hard to cover for both people, that they are both doing well and not to worry. And even asked if I was fine.
... If I was fine
How could I be fine?
How could they put me first and still worry for me while they’re in that mess?
How could I be living in this huge mansion eating all this gourmet food when my parents were suffering?
I felt so helpless.
I didn’t find joy in swinging a sword anymore. I felt no point in continuing to live my life. Everything felt dry and pointless.
In the past year, I kept being confronted by several rumours about Osris’s infidelities. There was a long list of women who came up to me and provoked me during social parties.
I didn’t have the energy to care.
“At this point, I don’t know why I even continue to live…”
There are no sobs or tears. I think my tear ducts have dried up along with my heart in the past year.
“Because you’re worth living.” A voice interrupts, and the door opens to reveal a woman. “The problem isn't you. Your husband is just really shit.”
It was Duke Yttrea's only daughter... Rosette Yttrea.
Well written!
Damn Rosette when did you get here? Good timing but wow keep it in your pants?
Yeah, this is crossing a line. She's a suicidal rape victim, the LAST thing she needs right now is a non-platonic relationship.
i see this go in one of three ways.
1.she get attached to protagonist 2.she get attached to rosette 3.she get attached to random wild capture target
abandoned by everyone, she has depression that tied directly to her own self-worth. the one that got her out of abyss will probably be the "only person that's matter" in her view.because none of them is psychologist.
I think in this case it should be skirt?
"Good." I answer without thinking. -> Good,"
since I knew consummation was inevitable. But I was scared because I didn't -> inevitable, but
yet I felt utterly useless when I was pinned under someone who was stronger than you. -> than me.
with no one watching. Because it was the only thing that remained constant in my life. -> watching, because
"Because you're worth living." -> phrasing seems a bit odd to me, maybe "Because you still can have a life worth living." ?
Not entirely unexpected, but still unpleasant.
...And Rose better not try and make a pass at Elise now, or anytime in the near future. She'd go from fairly amusing, if somewhat manipulative but still generally well meaning, to completely unsympathetic jack*ss. Rose can leverage her family's house and name to help get Elise free from her hellish "marriage', but she better leave Elise alone and let Elise have time to heal and get herself sorted out. Maybe after all that Rose might try going for Elise and it would be ok, but if she tries it now or anytime in the near future I think she's going to be absolutely loathed by the audience
Jin might also be able to help by having Osris "mysteriously disappear", if Rose doesn't arrange for that to happen first.
Yehp. Well considering how she just barged herself in there I'd hate her too, and I'd rather have Tina unconsciously go after Elise or Eli's go after Tina for lifting up her heart from shitty story. But if rose does stupidly go after Elise now, all I could think is just her using Elise unstable mind to capture.
Yeah, imma agree with a couple comments here, of Rosette goes for her now while she's compromised like that, she better bet bonked, too much horny for her. Poor girl needs help with no strings and some good old-fashioned retribution for destroying the spirit of such a good girl.
by scribblehub harem standard, rosette is on better side of spectrum.
It couldn't hurt to add a warning
Cool. Was wondering about that as well. Going to edit it in. Thanks!
Taking a step back and removing the girl drama for a bit. I don't think the husband is the big bad guy here, his parents are.
His major crime is being an oversensitive spoilt brat who is a virgin or simply bad in bed. One who won't communicate or resolve misunderstandings.
He is rebellious and resistant to marriage in general and one his family supports in particular, who the girl is is irrelevant.
So if she had kept bickering with him prior to marriage until he got to know her and respect her rather than simply seeing her as a faceless female then things might have been different. They still might have married but they'd have supported each other and told his parents to stuff their attitude where the sun doesn't shine. A united front.
Instead his mother is systematically breaking her spirit with cold violence and bullying. Just like she has likely been doing to her son just manifesting differently. His agro issues and lashing out comes from being provoked somehow and his parents a prime suspects.
He has no clue how she's being treated, why it's an issue, why she agreed to the marriage or what's happening to her family without her. Nor does he have the independent perspective to make an informed decision and is thus reacting rather than getting over himself and fixing the problem.
So with the servants running interference on communications and encouraging misunderstandings, just keeping the couple apart is enough. the servants answer to his parents and take their attitude from them.
Hell the parents might be the ones attacking the girls maiden family. Grandpa suddenly sick? Father too? Business setbacks which shout a commercial attack?
I won't defend his miserable performance in bed. If he was considerate, respectful or observant he'd have noticed a little coaxing would have been sufficient to get his willing but nervous and scared wife over her fears. He wasn't. He didn't. He chose force over all other options. This harmed her and he is entirely at fault for that.
But on the larger scale of the situation I'm just saying he f*cked up but isn't solely at fault for everything.
The true tragedy is that giving the couple a few years of engagement, time to grow up, court, bicker and get to know one another and they might have been a good match. The potential was there and now it's all f*cked to hell. Trust is broken.
If she is able to get away from her inlaws and have an adventure to rescue her family and grow into her heroic potential she will recover.
If he learns to get his head out of his arse and does some major groveling and growing up he might be able to coax her back eventually.
But with Rosette in the picture the husband is basically cannon fodder while the wife is wounded prey.
I don't see a scenario where Rosette fails to get her way with these people.
Yea I feel like there's definitely something sinister behind her grandfather's health and the parent's debt
Smells like conspiracy
His whole family are assholes but he is still the one RAPING her. He is old enough now to be responsible for himself. Yes, his parent raised him, but that doesn't excused his actions. If she gets back with that rapey bastard it'll be just like Abandoned Empress and I'll drop it just as fast.
"if you're going to hurt someone, then prepare to to hurt back"
If you have the d*ckhead pervert swoop in and add this poor girl to the harem, I'm done. Honestly, it feels absolutely disgusting, already.
I hope your definition of brighter parts is killing a rapist, because otherwise I don't know if I want to go back to brighter parts yet. If you just go back to normal next chapter, this will feel unsatisfying and unresolved. Though, Christ, what a tone shift. I wasn't expecting it to go as dark as rape in this comedy story.
Eh, I think a warning is enough. Putting it in a spoiler feels a bit exaggerated… but then again this isn’t my story.
Didn't know how to deal with dark explicit content cuz I'm aware the story's supposed to be slice of life where ppl come in expecting fun and light plot. Testing waters here haha. But thanks for ur suggestion. I'll edit it out.
Rosette, cease
Well time to kill a bastard.