Petra left and Gleam left my room. Wendy left the mansion since the morning and had not returned until now. I was standing alone in front of the man, who didn't look like human. His face face was disfigured and his meat was exposed on his whole body as his skin was torn on most of his body. My legs were shaking so much that I could fall over at any moment.

I’d never been alone together with a man. I was scared…

"What’s the matter, Moon? Didn’t you come to sleep with me?"

"Y, yes…"

I took a step forward, and almost fell over. My legs were shaky, chest painful as though it was being squeezed, and tears almost spilling out.

Not good! I mustn’t cry here now, or else it would trouble everyone. 

As I was told not to move, I stood still. Then, the his ugly face came closer. Thinking that he would kiss me, I immediately turned my face away.

"Hey, don’t turn away."

He caught my head, and looked into my eyes. I also looked at his, and I couldn't read any emotions from his black colored eyes.

"Violet hair, violet eyes…" he muttered.

For an instant, his eyes laughed as though a cat finding its prey.

My body trembled. What was thing feeling?

"Above average sized boobs."

He was mumbling something. I wanted to escape right now, but I couldn’t run away.

He was really scary. 

There was no way I could escape. I gave him my naked body.

The man quickly moved closer and hugged me.

No!

I didn’t like this feeling on my body.

"Ah……"

His hands wrapped around my back and waist and pulled my body closer. I already had an idea what was going to happen next. 

A completely different feeling was sent from my lips, and It gave me goosebumps.

No! No! No!

"This is good."

He placed power on his arm that was once again wrapped around my back.

Something slimy was moving, tracing my lips. That slimy thing pried open my mouth, entered inside and touched my tongue.

"Mnhhhmuuuー?!"

I tried to step back, but I couldn’t move because his hands were holding my head. He continuously violated my mouth as though he was savoring it before releasing my lips. 

Disgusting.

"This time, you stick your tongue out and slide it inside my mouth."

"….. Yes…"

I couldn’t resist him.

I matched our lips and stuck out my tongue into his mouth. I felt so disgusted, sad, and unwilling. But I didn’t have any choice. When my tongue reached inside his mouth, it was sucked and pulled deeper inside.

"nnhmuu…mmwah…mmwah"

Sounds of kissing echoed inside the room, and every time those sounds stabbed my ears, I would become aware of what I was doing, and I’d feel very sad. Why did I have to do this thing? Not good, I would only cry if I were to think about it.

"—pfaa……nmm!"

He released my lips for a moment before sucking it again. As my body lost its strength due to fear, I leaned my body on him, and he hugged me. At his mercy, we kissed, tongues entwined against each other, and exchanged saliva.

"nnhmwah……! nnma……mwah….mwah……haaann……ahhn……"

How many times had it been? I’d been kissed so much that I didn’t bother counting it anymore. Even though it felt disgusting, I hated myself for becoming used to this feeling. 

My head and violet hair were gently caressed. The way he touched somehow felt like it was filled with tender love. I could feel a warmth, as though he was caressing an irreplaceable and important person. I closed my eyes while responding to his kiss. 

My mind had started to become hazy, and I was starting to forget who was the person kissing me. I felt like it would be much better if I didn’t know who was kissing me. When I noticed it, I was already facing up on the bed while being kissed.

I reflexively raised my upper body and covered my private area. Then the man moved around my back and hugged me from behind. I almost let out a scream when he lightly bit on my ear. I felt a chill on the side of my body where he bit my ear, and I trembled.

"N, Noo!!! Down there, no!"

His other hand slid into my private area, and his fingers brushed the place which I hadn’t even shown anyone. With his finger on my private area, he went around from my shoulder and kissed me.

"Nnnnー!"

His hand gradually went deeper and slid into my private area. There was a ticklish feeling, and I felt disgusted by it, as though there was a lump of something sickening turning around between my chest and stomach.

"Hm? This is…"

My legs were spread out wide, and my part down there which didn’t have any hair entered his sight. I never wanted someone else to see it. 

 I felt embarrassed, sad, and terrified.

"I see it."

Please don’t say it.

I wanted to cover it, but he was strong, and I couldn’t close my legs.

"Ah?!"

His fingers touched my sensitive part. A painful and pleasant indescribable feeling was sent to my head.

He sucked on my neck a couple of times while playing with me down there. And every time he did, I was starting to feel more pleasure than disgust. 

"You’ve gotten quite wet."

Contrary to my thoughts, my body continued leaking out indecent fluids.

Without bothering to hide his joyful look, the man whispered to my ears.

"This should be fine."

Then, he quickly moved from behind and went in front of me. His penis, which had become unbelievably larger, entered my sight.

"Ehhh!?"

This one didn’t have a hint of cuteness—it was a monstrous ugly rod. Man’s would use this to make a baby, so perhaps they turned into such horrifying shape.

Terrifying.

I didn’t want to have intercourse with this horrifying rod. If my body were to get played by this thing, I felt like I would be ruined beyond recovery.

My raised upper body had been pushed down, and my body was facing up once again, looking towards the ceiling. The man held both of my legs and raised my knees up.

"Please, please dont look!"

"Is that something you’d say after becoming this soaked?"

I knew that my face had turned bright red. I tried closing my legs, but I really wasn’t a match against a monster. His gaze turned to my part down there, he was looking as though he was licking around it.

Immediately after, I felt something wrong with me down there.The feeling was strange, as though something different from his finger was touching it.

The next instant, along with slight pain, he pressed his body down on me.

Our lips touched each other, and my body was pushed on the bed as he pressed his body on top of me. There was a slightly uncomfortable feeling down there, and I immediately realized what he’d done. I completely understood.

My tears fell down continuously without stopping, entering inside my ears.

"I’ll start moving."

I continued enduring his actions while he was holding my head. The poor bed in the room creaked, and his stimulated breath reached my ears. Each time he thrust his monstrous rod deep inside, I felt a tight feeling and my breathing became difficult.

"Mmn! Ahhh! Nnn!"

My body felt slightly better when I let out a sound.

I felt pain every time he pushed my body intensely, so I moved my arms around his back, thinking that perhaps it would restrain his movement. I felt slightly better, as only his lower body was moving now.

He thrust harder than before. I could tell from his breathing that he was very aroused. Wrapping my hands around his back seemed to have made him more aroused. A smile on his face, the noble quickened his movements. Even though it was to escape from the painful feeling, I was disgusted with myself for clinging to the man.

"That’s good! Haa, haa."

His voice grew louder, movement slower, and then he showed me a smile. A surprisingly gentle smile.

His eyes looked as though he was looking at the person he loved.

His eyes looked as though he was looking at someone important to him.

Then, the man thrust so hard, and he pushed his head against my neck.

He continued thrusting for an hour and I felt something spurted countless times as I felt immense pleasure. 

From his trembling back and irregular heavy breathing, I realized he was pouring his seed inside me. He was thrusting so hard and deep as though he wanted to let it reach the deepest part of my body.

While being embraced, I heard him muttering something like "Ha, conquered woman!"

How much time had passed? When I noticed it, the noble had separated from my body. My whole body felt sticky and sweaty, and fluids continuously came out down there. How many times did he thrusted his rod inside me? I’d stopped counting after a hundred time.

I felt pleasure and was totally exhausted, without any strength left to raise my body. I wanted to sleep and just forget everything.

When I heard the chinking sounds of metal placed on top of my hand, I shut my eyes.

The door was opened and immediately closed.

The room was dark when I opened my eyes. The magic that the noble had used to light up the room had probably been cut. Afterwards, as I was engrossed while naked, someone knocked the door.

Who was it?

"Moon? I’m entering."

It was Wendy’s voice. I didn’t care anymore even if Wendy saw my body.  But really, I was so exhaused.

"Uh… What a thick smell, and its completely dark here."

Footsteps entered the room, and its sound disappeared around the window. While I was thinking whether I’d heard a wooden sound hitting against each other, the window had been opened. The moonlight lit the room and shined on my body.

"Wendy."

"Moon, are you alright? It looks like you’ve done it for quite a long period of time. It was your first time… right?"

"Wendy…"

Apparently, I’d been doing it with him for a quite long period. Wendy’s kindness for caring about me had warmed my heart, and I cried. When Wendy patted my head, my body started shaking.

Totally exhausted, I lied down on the bed completely left at their mercy, and then fell asleep.