3: Questions

Now I’ve got a living double dildo, lying affectionately on me, and I’ve got a few questions. 1) Why do I think it’s being affectionate? 2) Why did I give birth to it? 3) Why did I assume I wouldn’t be?

As for 1) I assume it’s wishful thinking, though I might have some sort of empathic connection and not know it. It is mine in some way, right?

For 2)... I assume it’s related to my domains including sex. Having Pleasure, Sex, and Monsters as my domains, it’s pretty blatant reference to the kind of monsters I’ve seen in some porn games that use human women to breed… wait, it could also be a reference to monstergirls. Maybe I should just be glad fertility isn’t one of my domains. If it were, I’d probably need to get knocked up to gain DP from this creature… New question: 4) Why does that idea excite me? Speaking of which… I seem to have gained 23 DP. I know I had a lot of orgasms, but either I get multiple DP each… or I seriously underestimated just how badly I lost count. How good I feel when I look at this thing I summoned makes me suspect it might be the latter. How can afterglow be this strong? I guess that’s question 5)

As for 3), I’ve probably just read too many stories involving traditional spell circles summoning things in the center of a room.

4) well… I might have a fetish… freaking porn stories involving monsters always make it so much better than real life… wait, I just experienced the monster version and it was easily as good as those stories made it seem… fuck, this is actually making me hope I am gonna give birth to more… I suppose I could always summon more… Not now. I need to figure out more about my circumstances first. Mass production of monsters just because it feels good is a bad idea. Even if it feels really, really good.

Now 5) … I suppose the awesome afterglow isn’t a thing depicted in the porn I’ve seen. They always had the sex be addictive to the point of never wanting to stop. I definitely feel no need for more right now. Instead I feel like I’ve had my fuck tank filled to the point of overflowing, and now I just want to cuddle and rest. This little thing is the most awesome sex toy ever.

… now what? I got some DP, only to now realize that I have no idea what to do with it. I was kinda hoping earning some would unlock new powers, but I look and… no change. I think summoning monsters might be my only actual power. I guess I’m really just a god of monsters, and the other domains are limits on what kind? Maybe that’s why I’m considered “evil”. Bah, monsters don’t have to be evil, do they? ...I suppose if I just summoned them in large numbers because of how good it felt, that could become a disaster worthy of the “evil” moniker. Let's not do that. No matter how good it feels.