I was tired but couldn’t sleep.
Me and Yuria had sex again in her bedroom. She was soundly sleeping beside me.
Just like on or first night together I end up spending the night in her room but this time she was embracing me, both of us holding the other in our arms and my head buried in her chest.
Most of the times I just went back to my room, to not create the possibility of one of my sisters discovering about us so soon, but this time I asked if I could spend the night with her.
I didn’t felt like being alone tonight, specially after I remembered from where I’ve seen Yurika.
After we left her house, I could not stop think about her situation for the rest of the day.
Anna-nee and Rina seemed to notice that something was a little off about me but I played it off saying it was nothing really important. I don’t think they believed me entirely, but both of them sensed that I wasn’t going to speak about it so they didn’t bothered me much about the subject.
Yuria was more insistent them her daughters though. She wanted to know what was bothering me, but I just couldn’t share that with her. There was no way to explain what was on my mind without somehow mentioning my unusual circumstances. Eventually she accepted that it was something that was difficult for me to talk about, and drop it for the time being.
The only thing that made me stop think of Yurika was my sexy time with Yuria earlier. This time I discarded any thought of improving and learning. I just wanted to feel good. Yuria noticed that and we both just indulged ourselves in carnal pleasure.
And now, a few hours afterwords, I still wasn’t able to sleep.
I was still tired, but my mind keep just coming back to Yurika and her situation.
From my memories she was originally part of a type of story that I didn’t want to actually believe it would happen with me.
A netorare story.
The premise of her story was simple, she had boyfriend but her father’s company was brought to the edgy of bankruptcy, so she agreed to basically be sold off to some wealth old man as a bride in exchange of his help in keeping her father’s company alive. At the end she was mind broken in becoming a sex slave and sending her former boyfriend videos of her ‘transformation’ at the hands of her new master.
It was simple enough to ignore it when it was just a story, but when the person in question is in front of you and you start to become fond of her it wasn’t as easy to not think about it.
I wanted to leave it aside for now, to try to rest a little and think about it more clearly in the morning when I would be rested and more accepting to the situation, but I just couldn’t.
‘It’s not so easy not think about it when happens right in front of me’
I had considered before that I might encounter situations like Yurika’s in the future, but thinking back I probably never truly accepted the idea. A part of me probably just wanted to believe that this would never happen, that I would live my days with my family relatively carefree.
I guess only now I was being forced to accept those situations existence in my life.
‘But what I should do now?’
I had just met Yurika, but she was a very nice girl. My sisters were already getting fond of her. Not to mention that I knew that she was going to be a real looker in the future. Just imagining was already making my dick to harden again.
‘Focus, focus! Now is not the time for that!’
The real problem was not just Yurika.
If it’s only her situation the the solution was simple, spend more time with her and eventually, if I grow to like her enough, find a way to solve her situation and invite her to be a member of our family.
But her situation was hardly the last of that kind that I would find in my life.
For as much as I don’t like to think about it, I had seen a lot of hentai about netorare in my past life. I didn’t liked that kind of story, but or some reason a lot of them had really good artists, so I end up having a lot of them as fap material.
That’s why I knew that, despite the despicable subject, those stories could create many different emotions in someone.
Some of them could make you feel sorry for the girl, for the guy, for both, to feel enraged with everyone, to feel like punching someone or something, to feel depressed and many different other things.
That’s why I couldn’t sleep.
Because a lot of different scenarios were crossing my mind, making me imagine an unaccountable number of deplorable and disgusting possibilities.
‘Enough! I need to stop!’
I tried to make those images as possibilites to get out of my head. I tried to focus only on what I had at this moment.
Yuria loving and warm expression when looking at me and my sisters. Her lustful and tender side when having sex with me.
Anna-nee peaceful and content smile when she was reading. Her dedicated and serious side when dealing with her school duties.
Rina cheerfulness and easygoing personality. How easy was for her to make friends and the way she could swing to one emotion to another and still manage to look cute.
I also thought about the good possibilities in my future, Yurika, Megu-nee and Aya-nee.
Having their images in my mind helped. I could feel myself calming.
‘I can’t let myself just panic right now’
I had just met Yurika recently. Even if her story would reach an unfortunate end if left unchecked, it still would take a few years for that to happen. I still had some time to think on how best deal with the events.
I also shouldn’t worry about the possible stories I would face in the future. I should have accepted those stories existence before, considering Yuria’s own situation, but that never had occurred to be before.
‘Even if my family situation is a bit unique, I should have accepted that before’
Despite my initial blunder, I should feel grateful that I had noticed now instead of later. It still is better now then when it’s too late.
I had a lot to consider. I might face myself with other netorare stories, but I would not chase after them.
Depending on what kind of stories I would need to think on how to react or if I even wanted to be involved in them.
But I would not be able to figure out everything now, especially considering that I finally was feeling like sleeping again.
I just made myself comfortable in Yuria’s embrace, with my head still buried in her big chest, and finally went back to sleep.
I really don't understand the appeal of Ntr myself. At best it's a boner killer, but more often it just makes me feel queasy and upset. That and Ugly Bastard make me question why there's a desire there.
True dude however, for some odd reason they always have hot s*x scenes and hot girls in ntr
@bakquak Yeah but that could be applied outside of using Ntr. So why is it applied to Ntr genre specifically. Why use the Ntr medium for the hot girls and hot sex, rather than with a happy and healthy relationship. Especially with dudes who aren't desirable in the first place to even look at.
@DigitalHazard03 Spitting straight facts
@bakquak I think there was a news about that, "vanilla hentai authors change to NTR for money" I honestly don't know what's going on with this world
@Gtmaxter It’s most likely cause a lot of people from the Chinese (?), Japanese and Korean community for some reason enjoy ntr. In doujin conventions, although not many sell ntr related works, a ton of people still buy them and the artwork is usually good. But whatever bro, different blokes different strokes
@DigitalHazard03 simple,most are in a loving relationship with lack of time ,one overwork which make tension ,so the girl in it feels freed for a moment its why they do so in it ,there is also non ntr with good art too but ya ,I think it teaches to not neglect an aspect of your life and not take your home for granted in a way
@DigitalHazard03 Want to know the appeal of ntr(netori & netorare) ? Its for the ugly bast∆rds & v!rgins that are jealous of riajuu and normies. Also some of them hate vanilla because it mostly show them what normies do and what they can't do. I personally hate netorare and most of netori
@Seiji.K Respectable, but if the average population considers themselves ugly bastards, I don't know a law out there that if one considers oneself ugly, that affects the features of one's face, grasping the asymmetrical ones and all that. I dont knowI would say the ntr has good art but the stories suck