Tuesday afternoon, after Sophie had left and her parents had come, Alex was in her room, laying on her bed. Having taken the final decision for the future of her life not long ago, she had a million thoughts on her mind. What did she need to do now? What did she want to do now? She had to think carefully about all this.
As a trans girl, she will eventually start living her life fully as a woman, or at least that’s the plan. But first, she would need to come out to everyone. To her friends, which made her worry about losing their friendship. Even though they were most likely supportive, she could not shake the worry about how you cant really know how anyone would react. Also to her parents, which filled her with intense concern. Even If they were supportive of her identity, or at least sympathetic, they might take the fact of her being trans as some kind of bad medical news, and worry over the social consequences and her safety. They would also be some legal issues, which she did not know anything about, and was not really in the mood for looking up. And as a final layer in the cake of worries, she could not exactly tell people she was magic, even if she would most likely need to for her parents and closest friends.
It was all too much for Alex. She needed to calm down, she was starting to hyperventilate. She decided to try out advice she saw in a game, and imagine a floating feather that moved with her breathing. In and out. In and out. After a couple of minutes, she was feeling much better.
What she needed to do now is to consider what she wanted to do next, and pick a first task. She intended to live as a woman, in her female form (which she should be very thankful for, not only allowed her to realize, she had a completed transition process a kiss away), so probably the first thing she should do was to get more comfortable with it. Nobody really knew her female form, no one could recognize her. Maybe she should actually try to go outside with Sophie? They could maybe have a date together, as girlfriends.
She decided to text Sophie, taking her phone (stopping a second to once again see her favorite photo of Sophie and herself in matching outfits) and opening the texting app.
Sophie <3
Hey, Sophie, I was thinking about something
What is my cute new girlfriend thinking about? 00
#0# OMG Sophie, please
Ehehehe I’ll nevr get tired of telling you how cute you are
So, what did you want to talk about?
You know, now that I have recently accepted that I’m a girl,
I was thinking about all the implications and all the tasks ahead,
and might have started freaking out a bit
Oh, no, I’m so sorry :(
Whatever it is you have to do, we will do together
Promise <3
Thank you! :)
But I was not writing for that specifically
I was also thinking about our future, and I realized
something
Oh, wait, you were writing, my bd
No, no, please tell me what you wnted to say
Ok, it’s short anyways
I was thinking, that if we are able to sort the paperwork
of your gender change, we might be able to share a room
In a dorm, together!
No jobs, much less to pay, much less to take care of…
Our little lovers nest <3 <3
OMG, it sounds so dreamy T.T
But I don’t think we can do it in time this year…
I thought so too, but hey, we have many more years
Don’t worry about that!
We might need to start looking into the paperwork of these
things, but I still have a lot to sort out
It’s OK, really!
And what did you want to talk about?
Well, I was thinking that one of my first steps would be to
get more comfortable in my female form, which I intend to
use as my permanent transitioned form
Maybe we could… have a date? As girlfriends?
That’s a great idea!
But remember now that any date we have, in whatever
form, is a date between girlfriends
I promise I will be the perfect gentlewoman
But maybe when we get back… not so much?
#0# Sophieeee ><
But please, don’t push yourself too hard on this, you were
not really ready almost no time ago
You are right, but I feel like I should go forward, now I have a path
Besides, I’m sure it will be fun
I can see from here that you are terrified, but I will be there
for you all the time, my dear
Hey, what do you intend to wear?
I was thinking the outfit you bought for me?
Are you sure? Are you ready to go outside in a skirt?
Not sure…
I have an idea!
How about I lend you some legging shorts I have?
For under your skirt, as a cover
They are stretchy, so they should fit you good enough
Until we buy you proper wardrobe it should be ok
Thanks!! ><
So, uh… see you tomorrow at your house?
Cannot wait, my princess <3<3
Alex turned off the phone screen, blushing from her girlfriend’s last message, and tried going to sleep, while anxiously considering all the things the following day would bring for her. With her girlfriend at her side, she felt that nothing could go wrong.
With her girlfriend at her side, she felt that nothing could go wrong.
Nooooo, not the flag!
Danger, Alex danger, giant red flag spotted.
Cuuuuute :D