An animalistic growl cut through the room as I felt my mind folding in on itself. Princess Raya's question repeated in my mind. I had expected her to ask me at some point today from the constant warnings. I just hadn't expected her to be so blunt or ask so soon.
I had no idea how to answer her question. Was I allowed to say no? Was an inquisitor just waiting outside to be called in if I refused? I guess I would just have to refuse and find out.
It wasn't like I hadn't considered saying yes. Princess Raya giving me a potion or artifact that changed my body before asking me to join her harem was not an uncommon fantasy of mine. But now, with the offer staring me down, it didn't feel like something I could agree to.
I took a moment to think about why I was suddenly so against the thought of joining. It didn't take long for me to figure it out. I couldn't stand the idea of being just one of the princess's harem girls. Just another one of dozens, a face to be lost in the crowd, to be discarded and forgotten. I really hoped she treated her girls better than that, but that hope would not ease my anxious mind.
That wasn't the only reason I couldn't accept. Whenever I tried to think about what it would be like to join, my mind slipped to thoughts of Asra. At the very least, she would have to want to join for me to even consider it, and I doubted she had any interest in joining.
A loud cackling erupted in the room. Following the noise revealed, Princess Raya doubled over laughing. She struggled to breathe, overwhelmed by the mad cackling.
I stared at her, utterly bewildered. Why was she laughing? This did not feel like a time to be laughing. I was on the verge of falling into a panic attack, and Asra was still snarling violently. It didn't seem like there was much to be laughing about.
"Sorry. sorry." Raya said, gathering her breath. "You can ignore that last question. I didn't really want an answer."
"What?" the word slipped out of my mouth, pushed by the bubbling anger in my chest. Was this just a game to her? Was she going to try to force us?
"Now's not really the proper time for that kind of question, is it, cutie?" Raya asked me with a wink and a teasing tone, eliciting a growl from Asra. "I mostly just wanted to see how Asra would react and to test the cutie that had been keeping her from me."
I had no idea how to feel about her words. Should I be angry? Should I feel relieved?
What had she meant by that last part? How was I keeping Asra from her? At the very least, I knew that this was going to be a very exhausting conversation.
"Stop playing around, Raya! This is important!" Sophia yelled at her sister, a slight pout on her face.
"Right, sorry." Raya said, taking a moment to center herself. "I got a bit ahead of myself, didn't I." That was definitely a way of putting it.
Letting out a loud sigh, Sophia spoke. "Sorry about that. My sister is working on controlling her impulses. She tends to act without thinking."
"That's why I told Dad that you should be the heir, but he was all like, 'Nooo, it has to be the eldest. We won't change tradition just so you can laze around with your harem.' I mean, honestly, how could he think I was lazy? It takes a lot of effort to keep all these women happy." Raya explained, clearly annoyed with the man.
Turning to me, a wide grin split Raya's face. "Anyway. I've been told that you want my help convincing Father to allow you to stay in our lands." she said, finally getting to the reason we were here.
"y-yes, your highness. Your sister said you might be able to help us." I said nervously.
"stop right there!" Raya shouted. "None of this, your highness, nonsense. Call me Raya or Princess if you must."
"Yes, princess." I said back, almost without thinking.
"Ooh, such a good girl. So willing to please." Raya teased.
I noticed something very interesting as Raya spoke. It felt different when she called me a good girl compared to when Asra did the same. When Asra did it, it felt like a joy bomb that caused my brain to malfunction, as compared to the gentle pat on the back that was Raya's. Another thing to add to the list of things I don't understand, I guess.
Raya asked a question, drawing me back from my thoughts. "Have you been told anything about the deal we have with the temple of Eluna?"
"Not really. Your sister mentioned it, but she didn't know any details." I told her as she nodded along with my words.
"That makes sense. Dad was being really secretive about it. Simply put, the deal comes in two parts. If we discover a Demon blade in our land, we take them to either the temple of Eluna or Sol for them to be smuggled somewhere safe. That is part one." she explained.
"And what about part 2?" I asked.
"Part two comes into play when they want to stay. As it is generally the riskier option, we usually require them to provide some sort of product or service for the kingdom. In special cases, when the temple sees great potential in someone who may not seem obviously skilled, they may sponsor someone. Which is basically the temple saying trust us. 'It will be worth it.'" Raya explained, painting a much clearer picture of what was to come.
I let out A heavy breath as I felt myself start to relax. Who knew that actually knowing what was going on did wonders for your stress levels. I knew I could provide the service they needed. In fact, I have been providing it for a couple of years now. I have been the primary provider of equipment for the city guard for two years now. Not only that, I had gotten a few commissions from the king's guard.
Even without my smithing skills, I had a sponsorship from the temple, and it sounded like it carried a lot of weight. The more I heard about this deal, the more curious I became. Just how deep did the temple of Eluna's influence over Sestria reach.
Having waited for me to process what she said, Raya continued. "If I was the one with the decision, you'd be free to stay. Sadly, we'll have to convince my father. Unfortunately, with Mother out of the country, the only person who has his ear right now is Norburt."
Well, that wasn't very good. The pompous prick would probably be at the king's side when we make our plea. That could turn out really badly. I hope he doesn't try to sabotage us.
"Does that mean we have your support?" mother asked.
"Did you honestly think I wouldn't help your daughter Eliza?" Raya responded, genuine hurt under her mask of over-exaggeration. Sighing, she continued. "Even if she wasn't your daughter, I wouldn't want to lose one of the best smiths in the country who also might become my sister's mother-in-law." That made sense. After everything I had seen from this woman, the one thing that I had not expected was logic.
"Wait, what." I did as I turned my attention toward Lyra, only to see her blushing and Sophia refusing to look at me. I had had my suspicions, but this all but confirmed it. They were dating or, at the very least, sleeping together. That would explain all the night shifts.
"Can we not talk about this right now?" Lyra pushed through her embarrassment to ask. "There are more important things going on right now."
"Right." I said, feeling a bit embarrassed for getting distracted so easily.
Shifting my gaze to Raya, she watched me with an eerie smile. "Now then, little bunny, one question remains: what are you willing to offer? How can you be an asset to the kingdom."
"Well, I currently provide the majority of the city guard's equipment." I told her nervously.
"Yes, but that's something anyone can do. Not to belittle your skill, but any two-bit smith could make equipment for the guard. What is something only you can provide?" Raya replied, her passion growing with every word.
Something that only I could do. For one, there was the whole fire thing, but that wasn't the only thing I could think of. I had a few ideas I had been working on, but progress kept reaching a standstill when they got too big to do on my own.
"I think I might have a few things." I told her timidly."
"The floor is yours, little bunny." Raya returned, going back to her seat on her throne.
"I have a few ideas I've been working on, and there's something I can do." I started. "So I took a look into the runes used for communication enchantments. I had never liked how their range was limited to a mile at most, so I started looking into ways to increase the range. I ended up making a runic array that theoretically should work as a relay. If it works, with enough of them, it should be able to increase the range to cover entire cities, countries, maybe even the whole world." Taking a moment to breathe, I looked around the room. I was greeted with a series of utterly bewildered looks. Did I say something I shouldn't have?
"Is she serious?" Raya asked, looking directly at my mother.
"She did make a permanent teleportation gate with blood wards on a whim." my mother answered.
Raya turned back to me and asked another question. "Are your other ideas equally ridiculous?"
"Probably." I told her bluntly.
Raya let out an exasperated sigh, continuing her questioning. "You said there was something you can do. What did you mean by that?"
Looking a bit embarrassed, I answered. "It's not something I can't really do on my own." Turning to Asra, I gave her the brightest smile I could. "Asra, would you mind helping me with this one?"
Taking my hand, Asra gave Raya the smuggest look I had ever seen on her face. Turning back to me, a much kinder smile dawned on her face. Using her free hand, she tilted my head upwards so we were looking each other in the eyes. Slowly, she advanced her face toward mine. Undeterred by the flames that burst out of me, she pushed forward until our lips touched.
The flames only grew stronger as my mind ceased to function. Asra was kissing me. I was a girl, and Asra was kissing me. Was I going to die soon because all of my dreams were coming true. all that was left was seeing the theocracies fall.
The pure elation of the moment wavered as one word echoed in my mind. Why? Possibilities swirled in my mind. Did she have feelings for me? Was she using my crush on her to make my power overreact? Was she using me to piss off the princess? The image of the smug look she gave Raya flashed in my mind.
My eyes, which I hadn't realized had closed, slowly fluttered open as Asra pulled away. Meeting Asra's gaze, all my worries melted under the warmth of her beaming smile. Alright, I let her explain herself before I decide whether or not I'm angry at her.
"Can we talk about what just happened later? At home. I don't think now would be the best time for it." Asra asked pleadingly.
"Fine!" I told her, projecting my annoyance as much as I could. I absolutely was not pouting.
"Good girl." Asra teased, giggling at my plight.
"Now girls, that was cute and all..." Raya said, reminding me we weren't alone. "But the fire is scaring my harem. Is there something you can do to make it go away?"
Will Norburt screw over our heroin?
Wrong word lol
I honestly didn't know there was a difference in how they were spelled.
@gNatonthewall yeah, I've seen that a lot... Strangely, more often amongst stories written by native English Speakers...
To make it worse, the pronunciation is almost identical.
But an easy way to remember...
Heroin: has no Second E, Terrible Drug, Stay Away.
Heroine: has a second E, female, Usually pretty or cute, Probably stronger than you.
All it takes is Removing one letter to turn Wonder Woman(for example) into an Illegal Drug... one minute she's fighting drug cartels, then a single Typo later, she's their product... Sad.
I mean.... Words, Right?
@Darkakuahebi words are weird.
It's just a disaster lesbian bursting into flames, what is there to be afraid of?.
Also norburt would have to be completely stupid to give someone with the knowledge to make a communication signal extender to another country. I'm pretty sure "not causing the champion of Eluna to go on a rampage" is reason enough. Think anything extra is just a bonus
Stupid people are the most dangerous.
No, this doesn't make it any better. Just laughs off her extortion like deadly threats and corruption as a joke is somehow less of an offense.
If this is the best they can hope for in government, it's time to leave the country. Don't want to be around for the shitshow when this capricious, disrespectful, unthinking narcissist takes the throne.
Honestly, a large part of the citizenry would agree with you. I still think it's a bit of an unfair characterization as I know things about her that I haven't written yet. The way she acts and her relationship with the people is something I plan to explore later on.
It wasn't like I hadn't considered saying yes. Princess Raya giving me a potion or artifact that changed my body before asking me to join her harem was not an uncommon fantasy of mine. But now, with the offer staring me down, it didn't feel like something I could agree to.
Where did this come from? Unless earlier chapters have been rewritten.
August was confused about why his living blades were all female while he was a male and was surprised by his own transformation.
Shile his daughters seemed to know that he was actually female in a male body he seemed clueless.
That was something kind of inspired by my own experience being trans. Knowing what you want but not knowing how to get there or if It's even possible. Having thoughts and dreams that you have no idea how to explain. I knew I wanted to be a girl long before I knew what being trans was. Long before ever hearing the word transgender, I would wish on the first star of the night to wake up as a girl. I consider the moment I had what transgender was explained to me as when I hatched. It finally made sense, and I had a way to act on it.
I wrote September as a bit of an exaggerated version of that.
I hope that helped to explain.
@gNatonthewall Okay, was just confused as this seemed out of touch with his previous mindset, August just seemed to be in conscious denial of his gender issues while everyone else was trying not to point it out to him directly.
As for your personnel journey, I am sorry it was not something you could easily find a solution for. Since magic and wishes seems to be in short supply in the "real" world. Perhaps one day nanomolecular surgery will be an option as well as gene therapy and other biomedical treatments will be readily available.
@Talmus
It's definitely something August would have tried with all his might to repress. It's supposed to show that her mindset is changing. accepting and prossesing thoughts that she repressed for years. I probably could have been a bit clearer than I was and will try to be in the future.
As for the other part, we can only hope.
Wouldn't all demon blades be smiths considering how they're made?
It depends on whether you're using your own soul or not.
@gNatonthewall Oh! I didn't realize smiths could use other people's souls as material to make living blades!
@LadyLinq it's highly illegal, but it is possible. It's the kind of thing a god might send their champion to deal with or build a hero with.
Let it burn with passion
Sorry, Raya, you don't have "good girl" privileges (yet)!
(Edits under the spoiler)
Following the noise reviled, Princess Raya doubled over laughing.
reviled => revealed
Which is basically the temple saying trust us. It will be worth it."
Probably better formatted as: "Which is basically the temple saying, 'Trust us. It will be worth it.'"
"Did you honestly think I would help your daughter Eliza?"
I think this either wants
would => wouldn't
or
think => doubt
Thanks, I got all of those fixed.
Thanks for the chappie~
"Did you honestly think I would help your daughter Eliza?"
Should be: wouldn't help or would not help
Thanks, I tried fixing that while I was writing, but somehow, it got changed back.
@gNatonthewall godsdamned autocorrect making you the bad guy.
@RosyBramble