also want to say that I really enjoyed MC.. the mature one, tho most people wont see it that way so let me explain... MC gets get teleported/warped in the swamp with no memories, then BS happens and he gets experimented on (this is major event because alot of things are connected to this) then MC goes on and ls groomed to fit the negative while I find generic and dull.

so after some chapters (when it finally began to be good) MC get captured and tortured until he gets broken and MC grows up.. there is alot of BS (side character think the MC got possessed because of the major personality shift).. then alot more things happen where the MC does whatever he wants..

once he is done, the MC leaves his zone and starts to travel and (my word.. how interesting I find every zone described with their own rules/laws/culture/people/cultivation.. etc.. like 10/10) learns about the rest of the world (landfill)..

as he travels he ends up in a desert with with savages that sacrifice people, MC doesnt care about that but he wants the core they are having.. so he tries to get it but encounters an android (a robot not a phone xD) and that bastard splits his soul in 2, 1 half goes to Cain (the adult/mature MC) and the other half goes to Cain (the child/naive MC)

like at that point my mind was filled with alot of generic predictions (still like good vs bad/ MC overcoming his dark side to become a 'better' person.. or findings some sort of salvation.. etc.. overall I had alot of complaints about it thankfully I was wrong to an extend)

so now the child is in control of the MC and every decision, thought, action was revolting to me.. sure being a good person and all is nice but Bruh.. delusional much ? sure the adult Cain is kinda evil and stuff but atlest he is pure and straightforward (i mean adult Cain know how the world works and doesnt care about most things that people are bound by.. he has a goal and just does whatever he needs to achieve it)

 so every time the child Cain was in focus my mind was like "its okay.. do, say, whatever you want.. when you mess things up.. the adult would wipe your ass".. ofc there were moments that the action of the adult Cain were not up to my moral compass but I understand him.. ofc I understand the child one aswell but im not the type of delusional optimistic person that assumes doing good=good (doing good would bring good results/influence) overall I got many thoughts for the action of the child MC

anyway moving on.. the story is good and the moral arguments between adult MC and child MC was funny.. one lives for oneself with selfish goals.. and the other one lives for others and tries to be of help to find validation.. etc.. ofc in the end he grew up and became what he hated xD (tho the adult MC took his memories so he can become childish again) and after that point the child started to be groomed by the adult MC (so they became whole) too bad that the MC didnt take it seriously and allways left it for later and never did it..

anyway after many more chapters, now the 3rd personality shows up.. at that point I was like "sure why not.. welcome to the party" hahahaha.. like personality 1 (that just got woken up) is the original one with the memories before the MC was teleported to the swamp.. personality 2 (the adult Cain) was the one who got spawned with no knowledge or experience and got his sh*t beaten up by a gang.. and personality 3 (the child MC) was the one who got created by the experiment that was done to the MC body so he can survive the beating that the personality 2 went through..

meaning its like this.. personality 1 memories/experiences from his birth till they got forgotten ? erased? removed? idk..

personality 2 that had the freedom and innocents (like wonder and curiosity) for 2-3 chapters before got beaten up into coma (this is the adult Cain.. my favorite dude in the novel.. ill talk about him more).. like this one got the most trauma, pain, suffering.. etc. which forced him into maturity (tho mots people would say that he was evil/twisted.. etc)

and personally 3 that got created because the doctor injected an experimental drug to 'save' the MC (after the beating).. then the same doctor teaches the MC and personality 3 gets groomed and treated as a test subject (overall manipulated until he gets captured and broken which ends up in him going into coma and waking up personality 2 that was sleeping this whole time).. forgot to say that he got sheltered aswell and when he went to sleep.. he give all his bad memories (sufferings) to the adult Cain

overall all of the above is interesting and I pondered alot about it.. like the adult Cain (personality2) accepted how society is and how bad humanity can be.. he has his own goals and doesnt shy from doing whatever wants to achieve his dreams and to survive..

while personality 2 sees the world as black and white (maybe a bit of gray) and 60-70% of the time questions motivation, logic, morals, ethics.. etc. (by questions, I mean he question even himself then doesnt learn but self-blame himself and in the end has to find a person to vent on so he goes agasint the adult MC.. sure the adult MC is evil but hey.. atlest he is true to himslf..

anyway there were alot of interesting topics and subjects that I pondered over.. I can keep writing more about it but people probably dont care.