Unacquainted still leaves room open to change this, but I understand your sentiment.
If we are discussing those "feelings" though, I do say I've known and received some of the harshest. Which is why, I'd like to say 'hi', do the kind thing. I am being genuine with this; not asking for anything but kindness in return. Friendship can come later as you are willing.
I think I'll be giving up on Necromancer's Knight. The first chapter was fun to write. But then I tried writing the second and third, and I realized I had no idea where it was going, becoming increasingly bored by it over time. I think I only wrote more than chapter 1 because people (including myself) wanted/expected one. I didn't really "think" about it, the driving force behind the narrative, before continuing the story.
I'm not sure if I'm not ready to write a 200 page story yet, or if I can and I just don't think I can. Regardless, my energy for this has run out. I have chapter 3 almost finished and chapter 4 planned out, but I'm too bored by it to write it; it's not fun to write.