I returned again...
My memories came back... like a tide.
What's the meaning for my returning...
I just want to die and not remember anything again...
Why did she changed... How.
My best friend...

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Please forgive the grammar or repeated words, somehow my vocabulary became empty when I try to write things, please expect if there's weird terming since I had to google for other terms sometimes, but I tried to make it understandable as possible.

Please expect sudden change of POV it might probably confuse you.