Rina had a fairly normal childhood. However, it changed when she entered puberty, as she suddenly felt somewhat attracted to her twin sister. Unfortunately, her feelings towards her grew each day until they reached the state, where Rina feared that she would attack her sister and do something irreversible. Thus, slowly but surely she distanced herself from her twin in order to protect them both.
Since then everything around her spiraled downwards. The abuse from her father became harder to endure, her mother and sister started to openly insult her and her friends suddenly avoided her.
So, in order to not get crazy Rina isolated herself even more and tried to escape the despair that had gradually built up in her. She fled into a fantasy world of a novel to forget bad things, pleasured herself to relieve herself from stress, and resorted to eating en masse when the despair became too much to endure.
In the end, it didn't help.
To make matters worse, when Rina thought there was salvation for her after all, she was killed the next moment.
When she came to again, she found herself in the body of a newborn in a magical world.
Looking back at her previous life, she only felt so miserable because she had hoped for something good back then, be it love, recognition, happiness, or whatsoever.
In her new life, she will not repeat the same mistakes.
__________________________________________________________________________________
What you can expect:
- Heavy focus on character development of FMC and the heroines
- A fairly capable FMC
- A fair share of political intrigues
- Yuri
- Some heartwarming and fluffy moments
- Drama
What you should NOT expect:
- Overly detailed battle/action scenes
- Lemons
- Focus on SoL
__________________________________________________________________________________
Mc gets isekai'd after chapter 7
Also, FMC is quite depressive at the start and her character will develop over time. If you can't handle that, please turn around.
RIght. There is a whole lot to unpack here and I'd love to just throw away the suitcase, but I gotta say some things. Firstly, the writing is competent. I didn't really spot any mistakes, but I'm not a fan of the format. "Fortunately, or unfortunately (?) " was used many, many times, an example of the formatting, it was a bit too casually written for my liking. That being said, it was readable, and far better than the light novel style stories I have seen around. Secondly, a pet peeve, is girls obsessing over bust size in anime. That is present here. It is equally as cringy and unfunny here as it is there. I don't like it. It shows up a few times and it irks me each time. Thirdly, and this is the actual biggest issue I have, and that is ages. Many of the lewder things happen while characters are *uncomfortably* young. Age is played around with a bunch here and I could be wrong, but I think they are meant to be softer and more romantic moments, while I read it as pure horror. Alien hasn't got sh*t on this. It's horrifying. A 12 year old coming onto a 9 year old, a 30 year old coming on to a 7 year old. It keeps happening It's nauseating.I will end the review on a more positive notes. The tragic parts are done very well, the characterisation of the MC is extremely effective and it's so easy to see just how broken and shattered of a person she is through the writing. I felt for her deeply and just wanted her to find a comfortable and warm place to live. Unfortunately, everyone else are birds flying above waiting to strike, which again, not sure if it's intended, but that just makes it even more tragic. The world building is interesting and there were many parts that I liked about the story, but the age stuff is extremely disturbing.
Read More
Well where to start? This is my first time writing a review, so I don't really know how to do it.
I don't think I can recommend this story to anyone. The first few chapters will probably be the breaking point where you can really decide whether or not this is for you.
I want to clarify that quite dark things happen to the protagonist on her journey which makes her have depressive thoughts and She constantly puts herself down.
I think what I like most about this novel is the character development that the author gives to the MC, quite sad things happen to her to the point where she is really already broken, But somehow in all the chapters I've read she really gets better little by little even though life keeps hitting her.
As for why I gave this novel 5 stars? I really don't know how to rate novels, The way I see it, a 1 star for me means that I didn't like the story and 5 stars means that I loved the story. So some people might qualify other things as a question, such as grammar, character development, or even more subjective things, As would be the case in my case, I have simply finished liking this story and its characters. I'm sure many people could find different reasons why they don't like this novel, but I think they should at least give it a chance.
Well, that's my first review, I would like to clarify that I am not a native English speaker so it is possible that this review has serious grammatical problems but I hope it has helped you decide whether or not to read this novel.
PD: Thank you author for writing this novel, I will continue to look forward to reading about Rina and her friends' journey. Bye bye ?
Read More