As I looked down, I noticed it. There it was................................
It was never supposed to be like this. I did everything to stop it...................................
Why, why, why, why is it still happening. I’m tired. I beg whatever god is there, help me.........................
I guess it’s up to me again huh, let me start again. One last try. And I will give up.......................................
It’s happening again. No no please noooooo...