In this world, one must realize that we are not born equal. Intrinsically, the value of each individual being is unquantifiable. However, when we are born, we are born in many varying positions- sometimes at the bottom, sometimes at the top. Thus, we strive to reach a higher place in life. Though try as we may, we must realize our lack of equality. Only in death, are we truly equal. The young, the old, the rich, the poor, the humans, the animals, sane and insane, all find equality in death. This inescapable law, allows all of us to reach the same destination.... more>>

So what can be said of someone who cannot die…? Surely, they’d never be able to rest, they’d carry on about their life attempting to reach that end point that they were robbed of.

To live opposite of humanity, with just one single wish in their heart. This wish can be heard from the bottom of their heart:

-“I want to die.”-

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This book is one centered around an overpowered witch who, as the title suggests, only wish to die. The MC is not intended to be a good character, and may often times be perceived as a villain. Heavily influenced by an anime style of writing. For those who love Overlord, Tanya The Terrible, Re:Zero or even my previous novel Plague Children, this light novel is for you. <<less

There is no escape...... more>>

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Cover art artist: https://twitter.com/nadare3nWMM/status/848566764870942721
Discord: https://discord.gg/AqR3KCJxTK <<less

Sucked into a distorted game world, Isaac struggles to fit into his new bleak and miserable life together with the unnervingly welcoming residents, who are all very keen on getting to know him personally. Surviving, despairing or trying to seek answers, our young protagonist must overcome these tribulations one way or another. From the monsters lurking in the dark to even his family, none can be trusted. With little to no hope of getting out of this nightmare, Isaac can only rely on the one thing that preserves his sanity; the "suicide" button. ... more>>

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Warning: This is my attempt at trying something new, so I can't assure whether it'll turn out good or not. The fiction will very likely be more disturbing and morally depraved than the rest of my works, so do be warned. Anyways, hope you enjoy it.

Discord Server: https://discord.gg/ntw3Tq4 <<less

A man is at the end of his life. You could say that its no one's fault but his own. You could say it's fate. He would say its both. If there is anything he could have it would be the chance to fix the fate of those close to him. Fate has its own plans. He finds himself in a situation where he struggles to even believe it's even real. Is It real?... more>>

This is my first attempt at writing so please be patient with me. The cover photo is not mine. I will add tags as they become relevant. I'm half just winging it with the story. Its possible inconsistencies in the story may arise since it's not all written out. Thank you for reading.

Warning.
[spoiler]The prologue is basically the MC killing himself. The story involves some torture involving physical and mental abuse with sleep depravation that starts at Chapter 9 and continues for a few chapters. There will most likely be more scenes of this nature in the future. There are also shocking scenes described from the MC's childhood that are not meant to be arousing. I do not condone the abuse of children in any way, shape or form, but it is a part of the story.[/spoiler] (sigh) I tried at least. This is for the people that didn't read the tags.

I appreciate any and all feed back. I'm also curious as to why the 1 star rating's? I wish you would say why :/ but I know the story wont be everyone's favorite cup of tea.

Oh, and one more thing. If it's not clear by now, If you are looking for a story that is all sunshine and rainbows you've come to the wrong place. <<less

It’s the same story you’ve heard thousands of times before: Some random guy gets summoned to a magical world with an all-powerful system and a harem of beautiful girls. Except I wasn’t the one who was summoned. So why the hell did I end up transmigrating anyways?... more>>

Content Warning: Self-harm, Suicide, Dysmorphia, Torture, Strong Language <<less

How many years has it been? He cannot remember, nor does he care. ... more>>

He does not even have a name anymore. Over the years, he has been called many names, none of them in a flattering manner. But his enemies all recognized him as simply the avatar of death.

Once he was Matthew Gardner, a up and coming lawyer, married to his high school sweetheart, Sharon Howlett.

But he was betrayed by her, which led up to the events through time that made him the eternally tortured existence that he is living now. <<less

After committing suicide by a string of tragic events Rin finds herself in an unforgiving world of swords and magic. Given a second chance by the god of Death and Creation becoming an existence not meant to tread the mortal world of Thris.... more>>

《Author's note: This is my first time writing. I would appreciate criticism and pointing out grammar issues. I am by no means a good writer either and am writing this on the fly so if there are loopholes to my story, and/or logic please tell me. I am also writing this on a phone. This is just for fun so the upload schedule is not defined and is currently whenever I want to. Thank you for reading and I appreciate you taking your time to read this.

[Note: Image is NOT mine all the credit goes where it's due if you want me to take it down please notify me via my personal dm on scribblehub.com]

[Side note: This is a work of fiction, all characters portrayed as well as settings are not related to any real-life counterparts.
There is also sexual content, language, gore, and depictions of abuse. You have been warned.] <<less

This is the story of a man who made a lot of bad choices.... more>>

An American army engineer finds himself at rock bottom in Japan, but finally figures out a way to put his life back together. While waiting in an airport in Japan, he was hoping to reconnect with his ex-wife, repair his relationship with his daughter, and get his family back.

The plane never makes it to Japan.

Having reached the end of his rope, Ryan just can't take it anymore, and decides to end it all by stepping out into traffic. The only problem is that he stepped out in front of Truck-Kun on the prowl.

As Ryan awakens, he finds himself trapped in the midst of a Romantic Isekai Otome Game, a world he knows nothing about. To add to his troubles, he finds himself occupying the body of the school's social outcast, destined to be married to the villainess, who is on the verge of ruining her engagement with the crown prince and facing exile from the kingdom.

On top of that, Ryan soon discovers that he is not the only one who has been transported to this world. Someone else very familiar with the setting is trying to manipulate the world to their own benefit and in the process may change the genre from what should be a simple rom-com into a demonic apocalypse.

To prevent this, the Gods have given Ryan an offer he can't refuse.

Stop the end of the world and they'll help him find his family. <<less

Born with Atrial Septal Defect, Yukio finally succumbed to his sickness that had developed into a grave complication. He was at peace when he closed his eyes but unexpectedly, he woke up again in an Omega's body who had just committed suicide.... more>>

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A well-loved but sickly young man who died satisfied with his life but was reborn in a body of a rich but extremely depressed and rebellious heir. Getting all the memories of the body's original owner, he decided to turn everything around. Having everything good and sweet in his previous life, he thought it would be easy. The thing was, he thought wrong!

P.S. I don't own the photos here. Credits to the photo owners.
WARNING: DESCRIPTIVE MATURE/SEXUAL CONTENT
The (Omegaverse) in the title also serves as a warning. This is YAOI. <<less

Sofia is reincarnated into her favorite Yuri Otome game as one of the side characters. Being reincarnated at a time when her favorite character, Akari, isn't quite a villainess yet, she wants to do whatever it takes to make sure her heart doesn't become as black as in the original story.... more>>

Sofia's past life still haunts her and teaches her important lessons. Watch how she moves in the shadows to make sure nobody can lay a hand on the villainess as she tries to find out information about the game that nobody has ever known.

Oh and, maybe Akari isn't as dark as in the original game, but her love is surely obsessive. Yeah, maybe she's quite dark.

*WARNING*: this book touches some sensitive topics. Suicide and murder being the main ones.
the tags aren't random. pleasepleaseplease if you're sensitive be aware. :) <<less

Mavis is a lonely soul; after coming out, she lost the remnants of what had long been broken. Social anxiety, the fear of being judged and scrutinized, and her self-hatred are paralyzing her more and more every day. ... more>>

Eyes that seem lifeless, a motionless body, an aura wrapped in sorrow and depression; that's how she lies there in bed, the same way she does every night. Only the warm tears—glimmering through the full moon night—running down her face prove that she still has a spark of hope in her soul.

But with every night that she cries herself to sleep, the spark is extinguished further and further. Only the moon knows what happens then.

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We see Mavis at the low of her life. Don't expect fluff and sunshine in the early chapters!

This story is about Character Growth, about a person who will get stronger and stronger. Who will find love and acceptance where she would never have expected it.

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**Content Warning**

This story will be considerably sad in the beginning. Lots of depression and dysphoria, hate, etc.
But of course, there will be nice and fluffy moments as well. The road to get there, though, will not be an easy one.

There will be borderline/outright suicidal moments/thoughts. Especially the beginning will be dark and emotionally heavy.
It also contains lesbian and transgender themes, so if you don't like it, don't read it. Hate comments will be deleted. <<less

If you’d have asked him, Jack Reynard would have guessed he was going to die from boredom. Instead, he had his brains blown out in... more>> the basement of a used bookstore. Jack’s soul gets thrown into a new reality after he accidentally destroyed the universe while waiting in line in the afterlife. The System Administrators did their best to put Jack back together when his soul landed, but mistakes were made. Follow Acerglyn as she comes to grips with her new life as a Fox Sprit. <<less

This story starts off with the double suicide of twins who wanted to escape the life they lived. The death they thought to be the end, was only the beginning of a much longer and more chaotic life.... more>>

Follow the twins as they travel to various worlds within the vast multi-verse, carving a unique path of evolution reaching beyond the 'perfect specimen' and achieving something more extraordinary. <<less

I hate them.... more>>

I despise them.

I shall curse them all.

Those are the lingering words Kim [REDACTED] [REDACTED] felt as he took his own life. But in a cruel twist of irony, the man who chose to end his life was given anew, inside the frail body of Arianne Megen Geistein.

Now in a weak and frail body, how will he who is now Arianne, how will she love from now on? If his past he was a healthy man born into poverty, how will she who is born from wealth but is sickly, how will this new life of hers be any more different from her last one? <<less

He's gone. He was the only one that I had left in my life, and now he's gone. And if he's gone, I didn't think I needed to be around either, so I ended it all.
That's what I thought happened, at least, until I woke up with a punishment for my actions.... more>>

{Congratulations! You’ve now become a [Saintess]! Complete your first quest to access your character page and skills!}

{Main Quest: [Do your best not to die, Saintess!]

You’ve become a Saintess, the savior of the people and the beacon of light to a weary world!
-Heal, do good deeds, remove evil, and save others in any way that you can to gain experience and level up!
-Leveling up will give you access to new skills, which you can choose from!
-At level 15 you’ll be able to ask for a minor wish from the Goddess!

Note:
-Committing crimes or hurting others for no reason will cause all current experience gained to drop to 0.
-Failing to level up by the time limit will cause the Saintess to die and be sent to hell.

[You have 6 days and 19 hours left until death!]}

“What?!”

And so my life as a Saintess repenting for my death began. <<less

Death is just the beginning for our protagonist. ... more>>

Failing his suicide at a train station in Tokyo, George Serizawa is brought back to life as a half-demon and as the host of the archdemon and ruler of hell, Baal. 

He must use his recently acquired superhuman talents to fulfill the mission that Baal has given him: to track down and destroy the demons who have made their way to Earth.

Between living as a student and hunting down demons and their hosts, can he retain his regular life while embracing his unusual abilities and responsibilities? If not, will the burden of his destiny prove to be too much for him to bear? <<less

This world's history is not the history you know.
Technological and cultural advancements have happened centuries ahead of schedule due to the advent of mysterious... more>> abilities dubbed 'blessings'. Those who use these powers for good are called 'agents', guardians of the world who fight against the evil 'psykers'.
For a time peace reigned, while yes the psykers attempted to destroy that peace they were always beat back by the agents, that was until the witch came.
This is the tale of a rulers who sought to hunt the witch and bring an end to her terror across the world. <<less

The pair Ava and Rayna are lovers...
But they are torn apart by the systems that suddenly appear in their lives, chaining them to roles and impossible tasks.
Ava is always the Villain, and Rayna is always the Protagonist.
Each cycle, each lifetime, they are forced to hurt the other. Ava is always doomed to die at the hands of her beloved, and Rayna... must always kiss her Prince Charming, reaching her "happy ending".
Both girls are breaking, collapsing into madness they can't escape, tied to unchanging values.
Until a new variable is introduced.
A variable that could destroy or build their way out.... more>>

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(Description last edited on 11/3/2023) <<less

Cultivation and Game system progressive fantasy with character development as focus. ... more>>

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Living in a pointless world where everything he did only put him at the bottom of the chain.

He was lethargic, devoid of motivation, living in deterioration, and a living failure with superficial achievements. Left behind by the people whom admired him in the past.

Until he killed himself and woke up in another world.

Could he find the will to live by living in a world he hoped that existed?

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I ran from reality.

I ignored their warnings.

Did I leave them for my own salvation?

I hanged myself to death.

I was beyond ecstatic when I woke up in another world.

Hoping this is my time:

To become the center of the world.

Unique and powerful.

But then, even fantasy was disappointing.

I banged my head on the ground.

Pleaded the gods to give me something.

"Please, let me have the will to live!"

I wailed and cried.

But no one replied.

No one offered a hand.

So I offered mine instead.
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One, I didn't create a likeable MC.
Two, I'm still grasping in the darkness.
Three, I hope you give feedback so I can improve my novel.
Four, the novel is planned to be at 500+ chaps.
Five, I have a rough outline already of the story and I'm working with my pacing. So, it might get a little rough and a bit forced at some point, but I'm working on that.
Six, if the pacing suddenly uncomfortably slowed down, tell me.

Arc 1 is Adaptation
Mini arc adaptation zone
Mini arc mountain
Arc 2 is Discovering the World
(Still working on the miniarcs, but the map is already completed. The Leveling System and Cultivation system is being extensively worked out.)
Arc 3 ? <<less

After the loss of his mother, Yuta Mamoya moves to a place known as Malikawa Village. Here, Yuta finds himself meeting a beautiful maid named... more>> Mina. However, there's a twist...she's not so nice outside of work, and she shares a classroom with Yuta!
So begins a story of people, of healing, of laughter and love, and hopefully, of happy endings. <<less

---Warning for people with suicidal tendencies---... more>>

"Kill or be Killed"

Life was going well for the rich, intelligent and athletic girl Pacific Hanasaki. But she suddenly decided to commit suicide because of her "logical" reasoning, “What’s the point of living if you already have what you want?” Yet she didn’t die at all, because Judgment Day has arrived: where God decides who goes to Heaven.

He decided that he wants to bring every human to Heaven. There is an exception though, the Sinners: living people who attempted suicide. There is only one way for a Sinner to go to heaven: kill everyone and be the last one alive.

In a world where no one is born and everyone will die, the Sinners are tasked to purge the Earth with the help of a companion, Angels, each with different powers. Pacific was given the Angel of Secrets, Raziel. Can Pacific successfully kill everyone and remain alive while other Sinners do the same and hunt each other down? How can she even kill other sinners?
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features some of my art and checking out this website
also in royalroadl.com. if not here or there, that's not me
I appreciate it so much if you comment criticisms and such, especially since this is my first story and it has a very controversial topic that could offend people if I do it wrong. Thank you if you do so. <<less

Person gets their wishes granted by god, and they get to become the true god of their own world.... more>>

This is my first time writing anything of this sort. I'm just writing this cause
I felt like it. If I make any spelling mistakes correct me.

MC is strongly based off of myself, so they will also have my opinions on things.

The chapters will be pretty short cause I like writing like that. I'll probably rewrite the whole thing later once I have more experience.

Turned on all content warnings cause I will probably do something that will warrant them.
* gore or feels is gory
<3 lewd 18+
# language cause why not <<less

In a crumbling castle, hidden in forsaken shadows, a mystical ritual of invocation takes a sinister turn. Lilith, a seductive and ambitious demon, seeks to... more>> bring forth a hero to serve her nefarious purposes, but instead summons the dreaded demon king of destruction and lust. Confronted with the promise of absolute power, Lilith finds herself entangled in a dangerous alliance where the demon king will unleash chaos upon the world. In a plot filled with betrayal, lust, and unchecked ambition, we will witness the dark ascent of the demon king while the fate of Lilith and the world hangs by a sinister thread... <<less

When Micheal rain was born his parents decided to leave him in an orphanage Micheal grew up untrusting but kind and caring to people he... more>> knew at the age of 4 he was tested for having a quirk and discovered he had two but then it all went downhill from there when people what his two quirks were they coveted him they wanted such power and Micheal nearly went mad from this daily torture and soon started showing insane tendencies <<less

No one knows what regret is until they do. ... more>>

Xuan Cheng, a former disciple of Kunlun Sect who then later becomes a demon lord, killed his senior brother for betraying their master. However, he learned the truth when his senior brother finally died. By then, it was all too late.

Not long after his senior brother died, Xuan Cheng also died. Thinking that he would go to the after life, he was surprised to be greeted by his shixiong's face first thing in the morning. After confirming that he wasn't dreaming, Xuan Cheng vowed that he's now given the chance, he would dedicate his second life for his shixiong and won't repeat the mistakes he made in his previous life. <<less